w i l d e st dreams;

daniella arrington ♡ seventeen; junior " say you'll remember me "

[ftdaniella]

Oh, that's a beautiful end to an already pretty crappy week... just what I needed, along with the Mitchell snobs sneering at me all the time. Perfect.

[deciderp-blog]

Hopefully they’ll learn, you know? I made a pact with myself that I’d be nothing but nice, so I’m trying to keep that. Probably won’t work, but at least I’m tryin’? 

[ftdaniella]

I don't think I could do that, so props to you Grace. I have a, uh, habit of lashing out when people bother me, I've been keeping control of it but if one more girl scoffs at my shoes because they aren't golden, 5-foot tall high heels... it's difficult for me.

[deciderp-blog]

It’s kind of like they think they can take over our school, just because they go here now? Like okay, you ran Mitchell State. Amazing, that’s fantastic. I’m sure they’re nice people, but they’re entering into our school. It’s not something they can make their own or whatever they want to call it. This girl tried out for volleyball, was terrible mind you - and she got so pissed when she didn’t make it. We’ve had our team set for so long, why would we change it just because you got daddy to get you a tryout? 

[ftdaniella]

They think they own the place, but some of them are honestly scared. I swear to God, they think we're gonna give them like an STD or heroin, maybe both. It's just so infuriating, because if they aren't afraid of us because we're gross then they yell and act like they deserve our respect because they're superior or something dumb. And the story of that girl bugs me, so much. They expect almost everything to be handed to them, which they shouldn't because we all know the world doesn't work that way. 

[deciderp-blog]

I’m all for this school thing, it’s not that big of a deal to me? But why do all these private kids need to rub it in that you probably have more money than me? Like take this for example, alright? I brought my purse to school today, like I always do. Some chick decided to comment about how her purse had costed more and how it held more too, but why do I care? You do you, love. It was cute, but it was unnecessary. 

[deciderp-blog]

[ftdaniella]

Thank God you said this, honestly. It's the only thing I hate about this fucking merge. Look kid, I don't care if your daddy can buy you a new car because your other got scratched while driving into this "shitty, disgusting garbage of a school". It's annoying as hell, luckily not every single person from Mitchell State are snobs but the majority give me headaches. They need to stop rubbing their rich asses in our faces, it doesn't make them better than us.

[wastedxwinter-deactivated201511]

Sports? Oh God, I can’t think of anything worse. My dad tried to talk me into joining the soccer team at my old school… Too many people. Too many annoying people making jokes about the nerd - me - attempting to join the team. I paid someone to bump into me and then I faked an injury. I was surprised by my own acting skills, but I think I was only decent that one time because of my sheer desperation to get out of there. Wait. Carter? As in, the Carter that transferred to Mitchell State? As in…my only actual friend in human existence? Hmm, small world. You’re not going to try and take her away from me now that she’s back, are you? I mean, once upon a time I was perfectly content with the idea of dying alone and miserable, but I would actually miss Carter. So? Let them think what they like, their opinions on anything shouldn’t affect you. They don’t know you, so if the want to judge based on your school, financial state or background, then they’re not worth getting to know anyway. People, in general, are…well, awful. Hell, even I am awful, but I avoid people…most of the time, so. Though in the past day I have had more conversation than I am used to and it’s freaking me out. I’m trying not to think about it too much, because if I do there is every chance that I will have a panic attack. 

[ftdaniella]

Yeah, sports aren't my thing either, along with clubs... prom... theatre... school... everything isn't my thing. You know Carter? Well, I'm very sorry to break it to you, but she was definitely my only friend first. Get in line, bucko. We all need Carter in ours lives. I'm... kind of kidding, she left me for Mitchell State so I do want her back. And I do try to ignore them because I don't wanna care but after a while... it's just shitty. I hate it, so I plan to never talk to them or I just might break their necks. ...I've talked to more people than ever before today, mainly kids from Mitchell State because nobody from John Adams bothers and I don't either. It's.. odd, this whole thing is very odd.

[ftdaniella]

"How do I feel about the whole merge? Well, it's a lot more crowded I'll tell you that. I need personal space but now my back art hallway has a bunch of preppy kids who sneer at me because I'm skipping class. It's annoying. Sure, I've made a few friends from Mitchell State but the others annoy me just as much as the ones originally from John Adams. It's annoying, not the worst thing ever, but annoying- especially when everyone is fighting about it."

[faxtal-deactivated20150510]

Sorry sweetheart, but you’re not very good at scaring people. Well, you might have scared me.. just a little. Wait, what.. No, you didn’t scare me. Why would I be scared? I’m not scared at all. You’re right, it isn’t a bad way to start a conversation at all because now you’re on my favorites list. Tell me about it, everyone seems to have it out for each other. I don’t mean to be the girl who wants everyone to sing kumbaya around the campfire and all, but it’d be great if everyone could just shut up about how bad it is, because I honestly like it here. It’s not as bad as my other classmates were telling me. Really? Well, that’s good. I wouldn’t want to make you scream or pull your hair out or anything. It’s nice to meet you, Daniella. Mind if I call you, Dani? Seems like this is the start of a beautiful friendship. 

[ftdaniella]

You should be scared because I'm a badass public school girl. That's how this system is supposed to work Faye. I've been here for... my whole life, I've been in the dumb public school system forever and I still don't like it. I don't get how you do like it, maybe because it's new and exciting for you. To me, it sucks balls. Sure, you can call me Dani and... have a friendship with me.

[scottsalllison]

[ftdaniella]

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[faxtal-deactivated20150510]

I feel like you’re trying to scare me, is that why you’re trying to do right now? Hey, I am kind of flattered that you technically called me pretty just now though.. Well that was extremely awkward don’t mind me. So something terrible is now going to happen to me? C’mon, seriously, what’s the worst that can happen in a school populated with egotistic brats and overconfident assholes? I think I’ll survive. Don’t work it, i’ll make sure that you don’t murder anyone while we’re here. I don’t blame you for not trusting anyone, I don’t either. I just don’t have very many friends in general though, so. I’m Faye, Faye Brooks. That awkward red head in almost all your classes who sits quietly in the back. That’s me. 

[ftdaniella]

I’m maybe, probably, most likely, totally trying to scare you. Has it worked? And yes, I technically did coompliment you and I guess it isn’t a terrible way to start a conversation. God, some of those overconfident assholes really have it in for the egotistic brats though, I wouldn’t be that surprised if a few “harmless” pranks turned sour the next month. You’re one of the few Mitchell kids that I’ve met that haven’t made me want to scream, so it’s nice to meet you Faye, Faye Brooks. I’m the quiet brunette in the class who might have a bit of an anger problem. That’s me, Daniella Arrington.

[wastedxwinter-deactivated201511]

I think it’s safe to assume that shit is going to happen anyway. It’s high school, it’s pretty much guaranteed. I am just glad that this is my final year and that soon enough I will be out of here. And when I say here, I mean high school in general. Which one makes no real difference. Any chance, huh? Hmm, well I am also glad that I am skilled at avoiding people. It’s going to make my time here a hell of a lot easier. Oh, well, I can’t speak for all of the transfers, but as someone who has comes from Mitchell State I can assure you that I don’t think I am any better than you simply because my father can afford to put me through private school. I mean, as long as we’re all getting an education, does it really matter? 

[ftdaniella]

Hm? Well, I'm pretty skilled at avoiding people myself, there's this back hallway by the art classrooms that I stay in for more periods than I should. Nobody ever goes back there except for like 2 teachers and 10 students because of how stupidly focused the school is on sports. When my friend Carter used to go here, I would force her to skip with me and hang out there. It's the only thing that keeps my sanity here, otherwise... uh, I'm sort of realizing I make violent threats often so I won't say anymore to you. Besides, your comment is nice, yet education and money seems to matter to a lot of your peers, it like puts them on some pedestal. I've been around town, they definitely think it.

[ftdaniella]

where does the time goooooooooooo

its almost 12:30 and i have to get up in 6 hours for school lmao noooo

ill be on tomorrow though, in the morning and checking throughout the day so like messae me for plots if you wanna which you do... you do

night everyone!! youre awesome

[malakaisms]

Ah — no. I don’t think that’d be the best choice.

[ftdaniella]

What a shame, I was really into the mood to do it. You're a new face though, you must be from the private because it's kind of obvious you're not used to John Adams...

[allisonhasbrouck]

Daniella- I’m shit, alright? I’m sorry I didn’t come by and visit like I said. I’m probably shittier than Cassius. Nearly, anyways. I won’t try and kill you for power or popularity. That should count for something, right?

[ftdaniella]

Yeah, that can count as something, I guess. I just wished that the only reason you came back wasn't because you were forced to because of some fire. You may be shittier than Cassius, but I still missed you Carter...

[wastedxwinter-deactivated201511]

It will probably stop within a week. People will merge together, new cliques will be formed and soon enough it will just be one big school filled with the cliché bullshit. But you make a good point, I would like to get through my classes without people complaining. It’s distracting and there is nothing that any of us can do about it so they may as well just accept the fact that we’re here, let us accept the fact that we’re here, and then we can all get on with it. The idea of it is simple, but as always people make it complicated. 

[ftdaniella]

I pray you're right, good sir, because otherwise... shit is gonna happen. Knowing the hormonal teenagers I've spent practically my whole life with, they're pretty much not going to be okay for a while. Any chance to go at the Mitchell kids, they'll take, and I'm sure it's vice versa. Only thing I can't stand is when they think they're better than me because they have more money and can afford private school, that's such bullshit.

[faxtal-deactivated20150510]

Hopefully it doesn’t get to that point. I mean, maybe you can always try avoiding those people who won’t stop talking about it? That’s what I’ve been trying to do, but then again it doesn’t seem to be working very well seeing as how I’ve been pretty much avoiding everyone. I guess all we can do now is wait for the news and hope that they find out whoever did burn the school down. We’ll have to make the best of this, I mean, what’s the worst that can happen? 

[ftdaniella]

Hey, have you seen those movies? You know, where something terrible is bound to happen because some pretty redhead was like what's the worst that can happen, guys?? You just got that role. ...But yes, hopefully I won't have to murder and hopefully another fire doesn't happen. With these people, I don't trust anybody. ...I'm Daniella, by the way.

[ayalaa-deactivated20201128]

Maybe you should take your own advice and shut the hell up. My whiny bitch quota has been filled for the day, I can’t handle anymore. 

[ftdaniella]

Someone's got a sharp tongue, don't they? Look, if you knew me, you'd definitely know I wouldn't even bother with dealing with any of this but if you all would shut up, yes that includes you, then we both can go on not bothering with whiny bitches. I'm guessing we both agree that neither of us want the Mitchell kids invading John Adams, right? Right.