blehh...

🏳️‍🌈

[fuckhope]

🙉🧬

[remanence-of-love]

[remanence-of-love]

[oneheadtoanother]

[fuckhope]

[fuckhope]

Sometimes.

02.03.2023.

I have everything I have ever wanted, yet something holds me back from enjoying what I got. Sometimes i feel like i exist instead of live. And sometimes I feel alive with the littlest thing.

Like yesterday, i was all numb and emotionless. I couldn't feel anything, physically or emotionally. Only my brain was working basically. My girlfriend started telling me all these good things about myself, in the beginning I was getting angry because i didn't want to listen, especially to words like "you're beautiful, you're amazing, you're so sexy". They bothered me to the point I told her to stop; but thank gid she didn't. She paused. She gave me some time. Then she simply kissed me. And i felt her emotions being poured into me through that kiss.

I'm still not 100% okay, but at least I can cope till I feel something again.

Does anyone feel like that sometimes?

[understands]

[dominant-dominion]

“you’re so quiet” bro it's literally so loud in my brain.

[fuckhope]

Why am I still alone? When all I want is to love someone and have them love me back! Am I that fucked up?

[remanence-of-love]

[fuckhope]

With the fire I build a wall only a tsunami can put out 🔥💧

[takethisride]

I still repeat things you said to me in my head.

Quelle: takethisride

[remanence-of-love]

[fuckhope]

[fuckhope]

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[fuckhope]

You do not keep me in your life because I ask you to. You keep me in your life because you want to.

[fuckhope]

If you need a break from me, just say so. Don't ghost me.