But Baby You Just, Make Me Mad..

I've been going out of my mind. With a pain that stops and starts. Like a corkscrew to my heart. Ever since we've been apart.

[fuckyouimawesom3]

God I miss you.

[fuckyouimawesom3]

All (wo)men should try to learn before they die what they are running from, and to, and why.

[thequotejournals]

wordsnquotes.com

[books-n-quotes]

“I’m caught between trying to live my life, and trying to run from it.”

— Stephen Chbosky, The Perks of Being A Wallflower

[wordsnquotes]

Gertrude Stein  |  @wordsnquotes

[fuckyouimawesom3]

That juxtaposition. Reminded me of you.

[fuckyouimawesom3]

You are the sharpest and most beautiful rose in any garden.

CB 

[fuckyouimawesom3]

“Now Honesty is the Best Game...”

That's what you like though...  

It's very amusing to me, I can just tell.  I enjoy making you smile, and this isn’t a game to me.  Little do you know I'm dead serious about everything I say.  I've been attracted to you since forever, not just your looks, which are drop dead gorgeous, but in the 29 years I've been on this Earth there's not one person I can I've met that I can have conversations with for hours without even noticing it or vibe with on a whole new level.  

And me talking to you about my relationships is not for you to know about them, it was just testing the water (remember that term?) to see how you reacted.  You cared, you were "jealous" and I loved it.  If you were in high school with me I guarantee you... you would have been my high school sweetheart.  Never in my life have I ever met a woman like you, and I doubt I will.  No one could compare to you if they tried.

With you I'm me, like for real.  No guards, no walls, vulnerable as fuck, open.. Like a river that meets the sea but once we part the dam is back up (now that was corny).

You're my safe place and that's why I always linger around you.  That's the reason why I ditched my classes to be with you, why you would always find me outside your seminar early in the morning waiting for you.  The walks to your car after lecture when we'd stay for hours talking..  Every moment I got with you was cherished.  There was no person I would rather be with and no place I would rather be.

And when we weren't talking everyday for a while that was hard for me.  You deserve all the love in the world and if that square is giving that to you then fuck it... I'm happy you're good but I won't hesitate to snap his little ass for you.  You always have been and always will be my boo.

You saved my life if you didn't know.  Pulled me out of the deepest fucking hole and I'm forever indebted to you.

I am so grateful to have met you.  Now honesty is the best game.  

[hplyrikz]

“Beware that, when fighting monsters, you yourself do not become a monster… for when you gaze long into the abyss. The abyss gazes also into you.”

Friedrich Nietzsche (via hplyrikz)

[fuckyouimawesom3]

I shiver..

[fuckyouimawesom3]

To be honest...

[thelovejournals]

I get reckless when I want to be touched.

Caitlyn Siehl (via wordsnquotes)

[fuckyouimawesom3]

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Sometimes I like her shit just to give her a little irk, and remind her that she forgot me.

[thoughts-memories]

[teachersgazebo-deactivated20200]

“She has a mouth like unswept glass—-when you least expect it she cuts you.”

Junot Diaz, “Otravida, Otravez (via kylelucia)

[thatlinearttho]

[ablogforreaders]

Sometimes you just have to try, even if you know it won’t work.

Junot Díaz, Drown (via ablogforreaders)