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@fukariin
all it took was p3 reload to really get me scrambling back here, huh.
THIS IDEA CAME TO ME WHILE I WAS REALLY HIGH SO I HAD TO FUCKING DO IT.
also side note my irl best friend follows this blog now so shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
for her birthday, he did something he thought she would really appreciate. in his hands was a rather decently sized, thin box, wrapped in soft silver wrapping paper that had decorative blue && white snowflakes with a large blue bow sitting on the corner of the box. inside of the box was a laptop the priestess had been eyeing to replace her current laptop for quite some time; it was a lightweight teal - colored laptop of the latest model, with the most current, fastest processing speed && highest amount of RAM && storage possible.
handing her the gift, he smiled && gave her a gentle kiss against her forehead. ❛ happy birthday, fuuka. i hope you like it. ❜
a breath escaped her lips as the box was placed within her delicate hands . she hadn’t expected the other to even grace her with an appearance ; the fact he arrived with a gift seemed more like a dream . she held the item close to her chest for a moment , almost afraid to open it in front of his eyes . it was a little embarrassing , to say the least . especially with his doting eyes focusing on her . slowly , nails would dig into the flashy - wrapping paper , a blue hue near close to her artificial hair color . a giggle came to her lips as she slowly reached to take off the bow , going on her toes to place it upon the others head . ‘ you’re the greatest gift i could ever receive , minato - kun . ‘
though – she wouldn’t stop there , no ! the materialized gift hadn’t even been opened yet , as fingers slowly opened the cardboard that had held the new electronic inside , as a gasp escaped from her . ‘ wait — are you sure this is okay for me to have this ? ‘ it seemed awfully expensive … as eyes would skim across all the features . she slowly held the laptop close to her chest , as tears threatened to pool from her soft grey hues . she really didn’t deserve him — no .
‘ thank you , so much . i love you !! ‘
‘ -- guess what day it is ? ‘
bye bye akihiko
“We’re running out of time.”
sad meme shit bc i hate myself // not accepting // @momentomri .
his words made her heart sink , she was attempting to avoid the inevitable : the reality that the other was slowly being taken from this world . his life was fleeting day by day , & yet : she held onto a false hope that it wouldn’t actually happen . she felt herself slip from the grip he had on her hand , immediately craving the warmth it once had . it was a cruel reality , knowing that one day : she wouldn’t wake up to his smiling face , his cool eyes brightening at the sight of her . the tender kisses against her temple whenever she would grow worrisome , quiet evenings on rainy nights , curled up on the couch & sharing a blanket . though silence would fill the air on those nights , just being within his aura was enough for her to remain content .
she wouldn’t cry , no — now wasn’t the time . she needed to reassure him , he needed comfort . all this time she was thinking about her own feelings about the matter , he was the one who was dying . her hand moved upward to gently touch his cheek , her body moving closer to his . ‘ i know , but it’ll be okay . ‘ no it won’t , her mind screamed : but he didn’t need to see the distress under it all . ‘ you’re the only one who will ever have my heart , minato - kun . when my time is up , when we meet again : we can enjoy the rest of eternity together . i promise . i’ll wait for you . ‘ her voice remained soft , as feet will lean upwards : her weight shifted on her toes to allow an extra inch of height , as lips were pressed against the soft skin on his cheek .
‘ let’s get married in heaven , okay ? ‘
“You won’t even look me in the eyes anymore.”
heartbreaking sentence starters // accepting.
❛ … ❜ silence. it’s not like she was wrong in her statement; it had been a while since he had looked into her beautiful, aquamarine - esqe eyes, being completely drowned in them while he looked over her soft features.
his reason for not doing so anymore? well… he was dying. he knew this since he was able to defeat nyx back in january. && he feared that she would see that in his own cerulean eyes, how they’ve dulled even more despite his happier demeanor. perhaps by not completely looking her in the eyes, he could prevent that… even if for a little while.
alas, all attempts dashed in one simple, sad sentence. it was naïve to think he was going to be able to get away with it, not when fuuka was as observant as she was. it wouldn’t take her very long to notice that subtle change. which made his eventually departure all the more devastating. i don’t want to die, he wants to scream. i want to be by your side forever, i love you so much!
finally, he manages to look into her eyes, hiding the pain && sadness in his while doing so. he pulled her close to him, && laid a soft kiss on her lips. i don’t want to hurt you… ❛ …you still have the most beautiful eyes i’ve seen. i’m sorry that i’ve started lacking in appreciating them… ❜
𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐁𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐊 𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒 !
For the tough-hearted who wants incredible angst that could fit either a platonic and/or romantic scenarios. Feel free to change the pronouns / sentence structure according to your preferences! TRIGGER WARNING: Mentions of deaths.
i. leaving / left.
“Wait, you’re leaving…?”
“[Name] just told me. You’re gonna leave?”
“…where are you going?”
“I didn’t wanna believe [Name], but you’re really leaving, huh.”
“I don’t understand why you didn’t tell me sooner.”
“I don’t know what to say, do you want me to wish you good luck or something? ‘Cause I hate this. I hate every part of this.”
“I don’t… I don’t want to let you go.”
“Please don’t go.”
“Why can’t you stay?”
“Is it because of me? Am I not enough?”
“Did I do something wrong?”
“You have to let go of me.”
“No, no, just — just one second longer, please. Let me hug you for one more second—”
“No, don’t tell me it’s okay, it’s not okay, you’re leaving me!”
“…will you be gone long?”
“You won’t come back, will you?”
“There’s the train / plane / taxi. I — I gotta go.”
“You’re really not saying goodbye?”
“All you left me was a letter, saying you’re sorry. You’re pathetic.”
“If you love me, please don’t go.”
“I’m really trying not to put my abandonment issues on you, but I’m fucking scared, okay? I’m scared you’ll leave. And you are.”
ii. dying / died.
“Wait, wait, wait, hold on. Hold on. This can’t be real, can it? You can’t be… You can’t be dying.”
“This is some sick joke, right? You’re not really sick. This is some kind of prank? ‘Cause— cause this isn’t funny, [Name], you can’t—”
“No, no, no, I love you, please — please come back.”
“No, please, no. Don’t fall asleep. No, open your eyes, come on, look at me—”
“I wish we had more time.”
“Every day I come in here knowing that one of these days that damn bed will be empty and every time, I feel like screaming and wishing I could tell the universe to take me instead, but they won’t. It’s you. They’re taking you. So tell me how I’m supposed to live with that?”
“You die, I die.”
“I don’t think I can go home knowing I won’t see you around anymore.”
“You’ll be fine. You’ll be okay. You’re just a little cold. Right?”
“I’m sorry I didn’t do much before. I would’ve taken you everywhere. I would’ve loved you right.”
“I wish you could’ve just broken my heart in the normal way. At least you’d be alive.”
“I’m telling the nurse I’m staying by your side tonight. I don’t care if it’s not allowed, I’ll fight them.”
“We’re running out of time.”
“Anything’s better than this. Than you, gone. What am I supposed to do without you, huh?”
“Listen to me, you are the most important person in my life. I’m sorry you’re going through this.”
“I don’t want you to see me like this…”
“If you must die, die knowing your life was my life’s best part.”
“Maybe in another life.”
“The doctors said I don’t have much time left. I - I’m sorry.”
“I just saw you. You were — you were laughing. You can’t be gone.”
iii. separating / separated.
“So, this is it, huh?”
“…for all it’s worth, I loved you. So much.”
“I’m sorry for what I did.”
“You deserve better. You always have.”
“Tell me this isn’t you breaking up with me.”
“I still remember the first time I saw you…”
“Please don’t cry, please, I—”
“C’mon baby, don’t — don’t make this harder than it is.”
“Don’t cry with me, stupid. I thought this was mutual.”
“I can’t believe you’re breaking my heart like this.”
“We had a good run, didn’t we? We really loved each other, right?”
“IT’S OVER, DO YOU HEAR ME?! WE’RE DONE!”
“If you show your face around me the second time, I will kill you.”
“Who would’ve thought we’d ended up here. Hating each other.”
“We were… we were so in love.”
“It’s not even about the other person, it’s us okay? It’s us. We’re a problem.”
“I don’t wanna hurt you. Not more than this. I’m sorry.”
iv. miscommunication.
“You fucking ignored me. You didn’t even tell me why!”
“So now that you’re in deep shit, you suddenly remember me again? How convenient!”
“Fuck you! FUCK YOU! I NEEDED YOU! AND YOU WEREN’T THERE!”
“I don’t know why we stopped talking. I wish you would just tell me.”
“You won’t even look me in the eyes anymore.”
“Did I really hurt you that bad? I didn’t know.”
“You never said anything! Every time you’re angry or sad, you just kept it in!”
“I never knew what you were thinking.”
“I’m so tired of reaching out only to realise I’m grasping on thin air.”
“Why can’t we just talk like we used to?”
“Things were so easy back then.”
“You’re not the same person I knew.”
“…I still care about you, you know.”
“You just left. I didn’t why. I didn’t know what happened.”
“I wish things were different.”
“You’re giving me the cold shoulder again. How typical.”
“You know what you did wrong? You didn’t believe me.”
“I just wanted you to be there. I just wanted to know that I wasn’t alone. And you failed.”
“Look, can we… can we not talk about this now? Please?”
“I’ve been trying to talk to you, but it’s like I’M TALKING TO A BRICK WALL!”
v. betrayal / betrayed.
“I trusted you.”
“You trust me? Honey, that’s your fault.”
“You’re looking at me like I’m your biggest mistake. I already know I am.”
“You fucking manipulated me. You made me believe you.”
“So all those times we spent together? That was, what, for show?”
“I thought… I thought we were friends.”
“I thought we had something special.”
“You were like a brother to me!”
“I never really had anybody before. But then you came. I shouldn’t have known even you would screw me over.”
“SCREW YOU! DON’T EVER SHOW YOUR FACE TO ME AGAIN!”
“You’re not even moving. You’re THAT shocked that I did this to you? You must’ve really trusted me.”
“I — I didn’t want to. But I had to.”
“It wasn’t easy, you know? I… I really liked you.”
“Oh, stop playing victim. You had this coming.”
“You’ve always treated me like shit! And now you’re surprised I would do this to you?!”
“It wasn’t all fake, what we had. You were just not my endgame.”
“I can’t believe I shared my food with you. Turned out, you’re just a scheming scumbag, like the rest of them!”
“It’s my fault. I put my faith in you. They warned me not to.”
“Believe you? Yeah. The last time I did went SO well.”
“I’d rather walk into an ongoing traffic than to trust you again.”
“I let you into my life and you did this…? I should’ve known.”
“Please tell me this isn’t true. You wouldn’t do this to me, would you? Would you?”
vi. misc scenarios.
[Text] I hate you.
[Text] I keep calling you hoping you’d pick up. Or text you, hoping you’d reply. But I know you won’t.
[Text] I’ve still got your stuff. What should I do about it?
[Text] I wish I could say I hate you, but we both know I’m lying.
[Text] I don’t wanna fight, I wanna see you.
[Text] I know we’re not talking, but I miss you.
[Text] Dumbass. I’ve always loved you. Leaving you was the hardest thing I ever did.
[Text] I wish it didn’t end the way it did.
[Text] I’ll always have your back. Even after everything, okay? Always.
Being kissed softly!!!!! fingers gently tracing your skin!!! Your hair being tucked behind ur ear!!!!!!! The little thumb rub thing when u hold hands!!!!!
finger guns.
AAA !! // @messariah .
TOOOBES !!!! i’ve missed you !!!
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