I don‘t want realism, I want magic

[fullmetxlbitch]

Marlena Imani Mazzini

Sometimes I envy the finality of death. The certainty. And I have to drive those thoughts away when I'm weak.

• demon

• born in London, England

• doctor of medicine, currently working as a gynaecologist and neonatal surgeon at the Royal London Hospital

• soldier | The British Army

• mother of Hazel, Alma, Mika, Isabella and Elliot

• married to @liliasluciddreams

• has a thing for Italians, apparently

People quit on jobs. They quit on marriages. They quit on school. There's an immediacy of this day and age that doesn't lend itself to being committed to anything.

[flowerytale]

Charlotte Brontë, from Villette

[emilybluntt]

EMILY BLUNT as JODY MORENO in THE FALL GUY (2024) dir. David Leitch

[watchoutforintellect]

“It took many years of vomiting up all the filth I’d been taught about myself, and half-believed, before I was able to walk on the earth as though I had a right to be here.”

— James Baldwin, from “They Can’t Turn Back”

[flowerytale]

Why My Mother Made Me, Sharon Olds

[000l]

i’m never mad, just less interested

[firefox-official]

anger is such a funny emotion because ill be sitting down eating lunch and suddenly i understand why orcas kill for fun

[oflysithea]

“When we’re most intense—who’ll flinch?”

— Arthur Rimbaud, from Selected Poems & Prose; “Phrases,” (via violentwavesofemotion)

[petaltexturedskies]

Michael Cunningham, The Hours

[filmreel]

I don't want anything to do with your groupies outside. Once they go…I go.

[heradoringheart]

“You say ‘amateur’ as if it was a dirty word. ‘Amateur’ comes from the Latin word ‘amare’, which means to love. To do things for the love of it.”

— Mozart in the Jungle

[femaledaily]

EMILY BLUNT as JODY MORENO in THE FALL GUY (2024) dir. David Leitch

[spellfuls-deactivated20250110]

Monica Bellucci as Persephone THE MATRIX REVOLUTIONS (2003) dir.: The Wachowskis

[easychord]

[lovecrumbss]

You’re in her DMs. I’m the voice that urged Orpheus when her body was found

[bluevelvia]

Holly Black, The Prisoner's Throne

[lovecrumbss]

“No art is possible without a dance with death.”

— Kurt Vonnegut  (via hapless-hollow)