Andromeda

hw: 100kg cw: 82kg gw3: 80 gw4: 75kg ugw: 55kg they/them

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Fast and workout 🫥

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hi besties after a month of high calorie diet (1500kcal-2000kcal) I’m back on my restricti0n shit so let’s kickstart it with 7 day f4st shall we

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only three weeks left until bussiness run i signed up for with colleagues and if i don’t finish those 4km in under 35min I swear to god I’m gonna cry

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besties, I finished in 25min 45s and after coming back home I did strength training, I’m lowkey highkey proud of myself 💚

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only three weeks left until bussiness run i signed up for with colleagues and if i don’t finish those 4km in under 35min I swear to god I’m gonna cry

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3&ting dis0rd3rs are so weird cause

i was f⚡️sting for three days, so I came back from work super stressed&tired so I b!ng3d on instant noodles and zapiekanka, immediately run to the toilet to p👾rg3 it but then i felt weak and didn’t have energy to do my nighttime workout so I prepared a mixture of pea protein oats chia seeds and water to finish the strength training but now I feel so full I want to p👾rg3 again???????

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⛓️🥺 workout motivation 🥺🔪

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🏳️‍⚧️ transmasc goals to motivate myself to workout and ⭐️ve 🏳️‍⚧️

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tommorow is weigh in day and i’m a bit anxious

i didn’t do as good with fasting as i hoped but i was able to put in work in strength and cardio training

i should probably focus on measurments more than scale but I always forget to buy the tape

I just really hope I went down overall

one week until next fashion show I need to look sublime

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transmasc ed motivation to keep going

where im living top surgery is allowed before changing legal documments as long as you are on HRT and have medical diagnosis of being transgender and experiencig dysphoria

with that i need to save aprox 18k polish złoty

(4400$ or 4000€)

additionally if your top is smaller you get more options for surgery methods, meaning you get a chance for scars to be barely noticable if you are small enough

so

i gotta stop spending money on food to save up for top surgery

spending less money on food equals less calories

gotta get skinny for transition goals ok

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friendship ended with jogging

now jumping rope & push ups are my best friends

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11 days until my next fashion show and I really want to surprise the designer with my weightloss this time ok

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Yeah so my 7 day fast ended on day 3.5 days but I didn’t binge afterwards which is good

Now im 24h in again and hopefully will be able to get further this time

Btw when it comes to daily workout i noticed im much stronger than I used to be, which is a nice feeling overall but also muscles burn more calories so that’s a bonus

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Ok I need support real bad

69h into my fast but I have to get groceries so my boyfriend doesn’t notice I am not eating again

Will I be able to control myself or will I binge on the first thing I see in the bakery??

stay tuned

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Nothing brings me more joy than those trackers, can’t wait for august to begin

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I love how my brain compartmentalizes f@$ting as this empowering exercise in strong will, like I’m not sleeping for 15h, going to work for 8h and back to bed like a zombie

still doing it tho

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64h into my fa$t

104h to go

August 4th will be great because I will get my salary, a new tattoo and hopefully break my fast without binging 🥰

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rumbling

went with my friends to see Barbie movie

the whole cinema smells like popcorn and nachos, and whenever I glance over a skinny queen with extra large snacks I want to scream

so many beautiful people in here

and I’m barely awake cause I’m f@#ting

two weeks until next fashion show and I really want to be complimented by the designer on my weight loss

the movie was trash btw