Sister of the Devil

The world is shit. 「 flandre / INTJ 」  

[asking-the-death]

[filth-glam-horror]

[bezimienna0]

[darkest-wonderland]

every time somebody looks at me, i feel like they only are seeing all my mistakes and faults. i feel they judge me and and dislike me. I really just want to go home and hide under my bed the rest of my life.

[unravelingthepain]

If I say that I’m okay, it’s a lie.

[sad-empty-lost]

Maybe life isn’t for me

[x-overrvted-x]

i joke about killing myself far too much for someone whos actually tried to kill themself

[theunclaimedgeneration]

TUG***

[archivedhorizon]

someone: “hey man what type of music do you listen to?”

me:

[serotnin]

worst friend of the year award goes to:

me. always. every year. supreme champ at it again

[permeablewound]

It’s amazing how nonchalant I’ve gotten about controlling the impulse to rage and scream and be generally violent and destructive to myself and the people and things around me. At this point, 99% of the time, no one would ever know unless I chose to tell them.

[usbdongle-deactivated20200531]

having parents that were really angry and petty and abusive when you were young is weird, because it makes part of you grow up to want to be kind, to generate good things, to be a source of peace and wellbeing for others; but it makes another part of you grow up to be quick, and sharp, and spiteful, and that’s always the part that shows itself first in a hard situation, so it’s a struggle between your hateful gut reactions and your wish to not add any more misery to the world. it’s a hard balance, and the people who really, really know me - i know they see that anger flash in my eyes before i quiet it, if i quiet it…i want to overcome years of conditioning, and with gentle, constant force, i know i’ll mellow it. it just takes time.

[solderthevoid]

I’ve mellowed it and now people say I’m emotionless and a robot I can’t fucking win

[staturn]

I used to hate sleeping because it’s just like being unconscious for eight hours but now I love sleep because it’s just like being unconscious for eight hours

[bluefaced-boy]

apparently some people eat garlic???? just the garlic??? alone???? garlic by the garlic??????

[silk101]

if i’m still alive by 25 i will be seriously impressed with myself

[jodiefoster]

me @ my own ass in the middle of crying: okay. Let me know when you are done

[shitpostpriest]

me, still in bed: i can’t wait to get back to bed