Alone and Lost

**Trigger Warning** Depression. General & Social Anxiety. Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD) Self Harmer. Self Hater. Tired of life, praying for the end to come soon. These are my own feelings and thoughts*Southampton, UK*

[sad-empty-lost]

So alone and lost, you just don’t understand the depth of loneliness that I feel

[tobringchaos]

sometimes i wonder who i’d be if i didn’t spend so much energy just trying to stay alive

[gabapentinblues]

im so deeply unhappy with my life and it feels hopeless that it will ever change

[sad-empty-lost]

Colleague: What are you looking for in life?

Me: Death ideally, as soon as possible.

[sad-empty-lost]

All I wanna do is fucking die, I am fed up on the constant feeling of sadness and loneliness. Like what is the fucking point of being alive, I have nothing, and no reason to be alive. I beg for death, I dream of death.

[sad-empty-lost]

Imagine having a day where you don’t fantasise about killing yourself……..

Haven’t had one of those days for over 10 years now

[sad-empty-lost]

People don’t understand what true loneliness feels like…..words do not even come close

[sad-empty-lost]

Is it time to die yet, please

[violetsinmyveins]

Why am I never enough to make them stay

[sad-empty-lost]

Imagine having a day where you don’t fantasise about killing yourself……..

Haven’t had one of those days for over 10 years now

[sad-empty-lost]

Some people are just not meant for living…..I fall into that category

[themindofmine]

I don’t want to hurt people with my death

Instead I hurt myself with my existence

[foxlungz]

If I ever kill myself just know I tried my fucking best and please forgive me

[borderlinebaby420]

i wanna push everyone away from me so i can kill myself alone without anyone noticing

[themindofmine]

I feel sick. Sick of myself, my life and my feelings.

[xveyra]

Why am I always too much?

[borderlinebaby420]

that depression hit immediately after you open your eyes in the morning