So,I havenât read the book yet and I donât even know many spoilers, Iâve just read the first 6 chapters of acosf and I have to say
F$CK YOU MOR. F$CK YOU FEYRE. F$CK YOU ELAINE. REALLY. *F$CK YOU.*
All of them suffered in a different way and because of different things. Honestly, I always try not to hate characters. Really. But what theyâre doing is just _wrong_.
All of them know what itâs like to feel physical and mental pain. They all dealt in different ways with their trauma and mostly helped each other. But then somebody deals completely different with a trauma and doesnât even try to hide it and SUDDENLY every comprehension is gone.
Yes, Nestaâs and Feyreâs relationship was always difficult. But did Nesta ever tried to stop Feyre from dealing with things in her own way? Yes, Nesta wasnât a perfect sister and her behaviour may be really difficult and exhausting for Feyre and all the other people. But you know what? Feyre always complains about Nestaâs wrong behaviour in the past because she didnât help her and somehow left her all alone [...]. I think what Feyreâs doing right now [at the beginning of the book] is somehow the same. She says that Nesta has to leave Velaris, her sisterâs only home. And of all people, Feyre should know what it feels like to be all alone in a completely different world and to SUFFER THERE. Itâs a different way but thereby, Feyre turns her back on Nesta. She does the very same mistake like Nesta in the past. Feyre is NOT a better person.
It wouldâve been nice if they tried to stop Nesta from her self-destruct mechanism, but they didnât even try to accept Nesta. At least thatâs what I am thinking. They [Feyre, Elaine, and basically everyone else] knew that Nesta âexsistedâ / lived in Velaris - but did anyone _really_ accepted her presence? I donât think so. So, Nesta kept trying to push everyone else away. And it mustâve hurt so bad to see that your closest family [aka Elaine] doesnât even try to stay close to her sister. Apparently, she doesnât even want to speak with Nesta. Nor did she try to change Rhysâ or Feyreâs mind about their plan for Nesta.
Itâs probably Elaineâs way to deal with all of this but donât you see how ... f#cked up this whole situation is? Honestly, I think it would be the best if all of the sisters built up their own live, own family, far away from each other. They have to heal apart from each other. And then, with time, maybe they can meet again. Talk with each other. Forgive. I donât know. But stay together isnât a good solution-
and the IC doesnât make anything better. Groups formed, one against another. Maybe Iâm wrong, but apparently, the completely IC doesnât like Nesta [I donât know what happened with Amren and Nesta, maybe itâs even Nestaâs own fault this time]. But listen - MOR is like... the bellows of the fire. Hell, she completely ignores Nestaâs reasons why she behaves like that. Mor suffered, too. But instead of using this traumatic experience to understand, she wants Nesta to suffer. Why? How can someone be so... evil? Ignorant? And the fact that she looks âelegant innocentâ to Cassian... What the hell?
Mor doesnât want to see Nesta as close to Cassian as she was, probably. Maybe - probably - sheâs extremely jealous. But itâs never a reason to act this way.
So... yeah. Thatâs it. If I said anything wrong, correct me please.
But please remember, this is just my own opinion and I had the urge to write all of it down. And please ignore any gramatically mistakes, English isnât my native language.