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[furiousgoddess]

OC RPG

Hi there.

I’m currently searching for an OC rpg where characters with special powers are allowed. I have this one OC I was never able to play but she haunts my thought so... Yeah.

Just write me if you know something that might fit to my request.

xo

[furiousgoddess]

Let me be honest with you guys

Spoilers ahead - the end of ACOSF

Keep reading

[thatbitchydonutcollector]

STOP👏 TAKING👏POWERFUL👏WOMENS POWER👏AWAY

Agree wholeheartedly with this. @starcrossed-wildfire and I were just talking about this

[starcrossed-wildfire]

“And the fact that Nesta lost her powers made me furious. Like… What’s wrong with a strong, powerful female character? Nesta changed and I’m sure she find a way to cope with her powers. But then again, maybe she didn’t want to keep her powers. I don’t know, honestly. However, the way she lost them made me angry. Nesta did it because she loved her sister, yes. But… Idk. I just hoped her to stay powerful, you know?”

JESUS. IF I HAVE TO SAY IT ONE MORE TIME I’LL SCREAM. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE LET POWERFUL WOMEN STAY POWERFUL. I FUCKING PROMISE THEY DON’T HAVE TO ABUSE IT. I SWEAR TO GOD, THIS TROPE BUGS ME SO MUCH. AND IT SEEMS TO BE A FAVORITE OF SARAH’S (Re: literally Aelin, Amren, and now Nesta) so I ALWAYS have to get to the end of her books and be slightly disappointed when the heroine has to give up her power “to become better than she was before.” NO I LIKED THESE WOMEN THE WAY THEY WERE. NESTA WAS AMAZING WITH ALL OF THAT POWER AND WE FUCKING BARELY GOT TO SEE HER USE IT. UGH. I just think it would have been so beautiful to see Nesta grow into this new self she has, and realize she can be this person who feels so deeply and fully AND HAS A MASSIVE AMOUNT OF POWER BEHIND HER. But ONCE AGAIN(!) WHO ARE THE ONLY ONES LEFT WITH ANY AMOUNT OF POWER THAT MATTERS?! Not Amren, not really Morrigan because I haven’t seen her show A DAMN THING, not Elain, not Lucien, barely Az and Cassian… But Rhysand and Feyre do! :D ….. I just would have liked to see someone else be there to level the playing field I guess… ESPECIALLY WITH ALL THAT FUCKING TALK OF MAKING RHYSAND FUCKING HIGH KING OF THE FAE?!?! JESUS CHRIST PLEASE DON’T. OH GOD NO. GET THAT FAR AWAY FROM ME.

Okay… okay okay that rant turned into way more than I wanted it to. Oof. Point being: I despise the trope of powerful women giving up that power to save what they love. Enough already. Come up with something else. More satisfying.

[furiousgoddess]

HELL YES. THIS ^^^^^

I loved reading about Nesta with her DAMN COOL powers. Imagine what she’d be able to do with them, once she’ll controll them completely. Like... damn. LADY DEATH. QUEEN OF QUEENS. Honestly, I expected Sarah to write much more about these damn titles. I really wanted to see Nesta as the fucking QUEEN OF QUEENS. I expected so so much. But maybe it was too much.

I liked the damn fact that Nesta Archeron was more powerful than Feyre. THan Morrigan. Than Rhys. Like hell, he really was afraid of her.

But noooo, SJM decided to change everything and made them... friends? Family? idk. I hate it.

AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST

I fucking screamed as I came to the part with the HIGH KING OF THE FAE. I literally SCREAMED.

Rhys the high king of the fae? No, okay, bye. I’d immediately leave Prythian. I’m not lying.

Like, WTF. NO. Just no. Stop it, Sarah. Leave Rhys and Feyre where they are and move on. I’ve had enough of these two.

[furiousgoddess]

Let me be honest with you guys

Spoilers ahead - the end of ACOSF

Again, I’m mad at SJM.

Don’t get me wrong. ACOSF was beautiful written and it touched me on a mental lever more than any other book from her. But HELL, I didn’t like the ending. Not because it’s a good one but because how everything ended, the way things happened. It seemed so... easy. Simple. And honestly, I did not like that. I’d expected more. More drama, more pain, more... more of a challenge. Don’t get me wrong, it’s been quite a tough time for Nesta, I understand that. But... nah. It was just too easy for me.

And the fact that Nesta lost her powers made me furious. Like... What’s wrong with a strong, powerful female character? Nesta changed and I’m sure she find a way to cope with her powers. But then again, maybe she didn’t want to keep her powers. I don’t know, honestly. However, the way she lost them made me angry. Nesta did it because she loved her sister, yes. But... Idk. I just hoped her to stay powerful, you know?

At least Cassian and Nesta are mates. That’s all what matters to me right now. And it makes me happy again to read how happy they are.

[nesta-stan]

People being like

"Of course Feyre paints them in a good light but Nests is bias too."

Nesta's chapters are third person. It's not Nestas bad light. It's just them being bad.

[furiousgoddess]

Exactly!

[silvernesta]

Okay so i feel like we're going crazy with the ending spoilers, but i'm hear to deliver some news to u.

whoever told u that lied. That's not what happens.

I kinda feel like some people have lied about reading the book and are spreading false info after this.. but, let's all calm down cause that shit fake✨

[cassianstattoo]

Pay attention to what people tell you. You can't trust everyone and it's just sad🥺

Maybe I can make mistakes sometimes 'cause I missed some parts and I always tell you when I'm sure about something or if I don't remember it so well, but people who are spreading fake spoilers are the worst.

I can tell you they're saying the right things BUT NOT ENTIRELY. So it's like a half truth. You don't have to worry, btw.

Everything's going to be fine.

[furiousgoddess]

[furiousgoddess]

Guys please stop making jokes about stillbirth or miscarriage.

We all hate some characters but making jokes about such traumatic things is NOT okay. Y'all cross a line with that.

Honestly, I never thought I would write something like this some day and it's making me incredibly sad

[furiousgoddess]

I am hella mad

So,I haven’t read the book yet and I don’t even know many spoilers, I’ve just read the first 6 chapters of acosf and I have to say

F$CK YOU MOR. F$CK YOU FEYRE. F$CK YOU ELAINE. REALLY. *F$CK YOU.*

All of them suffered in a different way and because of different things. Honestly, I always try not to hate characters. Really. But what they’re doing is just _wrong_.

All of them know what it’s like to feel physical and mental pain. They all dealt in different ways with their trauma and mostly helped each other. But then somebody deals completely different with a trauma and doesn’t even try to hide it and SUDDENLY every comprehension is gone.

Yes, Nesta’s and Feyre’s relationship was always difficult. But did Nesta ever tried to stop Feyre from dealing with things in her own way? Yes, Nesta wasn’t a perfect sister and her behaviour may be really difficult and exhausting for Feyre and all the other people. But you know what? Feyre always complains about Nesta’s wrong behaviour in the past because she didn’t help her and somehow left her all alone [...]. I think what Feyre’s doing right now [at the beginning of the book] is somehow the same. She says that Nesta has to leave Velaris, her sister’s only home. And of all people, Feyre should know what it feels like to be all alone in a completely different world and to SUFFER THERE. It’s a different way but thereby, Feyre turns her back on Nesta. She does the very same mistake like Nesta in the past. Feyre is NOT a better person.

Phew. Okay. Next thing:

It would’ve been nice if they tried to stop Nesta from her self-destruct mechanism, but they didn’t even try to accept Nesta. At least that’s what I am thinking. They [Feyre, Elaine, and basically everyone else] knew that Nesta “exsisted” / lived in Velaris - but did anyone _really_ accepted her presence? I don’t think so. So, Nesta kept trying to push everyone else away. And it must’ve hurt so bad to see that your closest family [aka Elaine] doesn’t even try to stay close to her sister. Apparently, she doesn’t even want to speak with Nesta. Nor did she try to change Rhys’ or Feyre’s mind about their plan for Nesta.

It’s probably Elaine’s way to deal with all of this but don’t you see how ... f#cked up this whole situation is? Honestly, I think it would be the best if all of the sisters built up their own live, own family, far away from each other. They have to heal apart from each other. And then, with time, maybe they can meet again. Talk with each other. Forgive. I don’t know. But stay together isn’t a good solution-

and the IC doesn’t make anything better. Groups formed, one against another. Maybe I’m wrong, but apparently, the completely IC doesn’t like Nesta [I don’t know what happened with Amren and Nesta, maybe it’s even Nesta’s own fault this time]. But listen - MOR is like... the bellows of the fire. Hell, she completely ignores Nesta’s reasons why she behaves like that. Mor suffered, too. But instead of using this traumatic experience to understand, she wants Nesta to suffer. Why? How can someone be so... evil? Ignorant? And the fact that she looks “elegant innocent” to Cassian... What the hell?

Mor doesn’t want to see Nesta as close to Cassian as she was, probably. Maybe - probably - she’s extremely jealous. But it’s never a reason to act this way.

So... yeah. That’s it. If I said anything wrong, correct me please.

But please remember, this is just my own opinion and I had the urge to write all of it down. And please ignore any gramatically mistakes, English isn’t my native language.

[madisonsaferillustration]

Lessons in bothness.

[gailynovelry]

[Image Description: Drawn brambleberries and milkweed stems surround the words “Tough like brample, tender like milkweed”. End description.]

[furiousgoddess]

Love it

[nesta-stan]

Feyre's depression was I don't deserve to live

Nesta's depression is life itself isn't worth living

[furiousgoddess]

YES. A thousand times yes.

It hurts so much to read comments like “I’m sorry for Feyre, she didn’t deserve all the pain” and then comments like “bruh Nesta’s a b*tch, I hope she gets what she deserves” etcetera... You don’t have to love or even like Nesta, but people should stop hating her for dealing with things in her very own way.

[unhealthyfanobsession]

Oh you “don’t like” Nesta Archeron? How embarrassing for you.

Rhysand:

- Killed both of Tamlin’s brothers

- Sent Tamlin a dead high fae’s head on a stick

- Taunts Lucien about his murdered lover

- Revealed to Amarantha that “feyre” exists and produces Clare Beddor to be murdered

- Forces Feyre to give him a week of her life every month in exchange for healing her under the mountain when he could’ve just healed her because y’know she was dying..

- kills countless fae under the mountain and controls people’s minds

- Made Feyre get drunk and painted her half naked body to put on display before everyone under the mountain

- Doesn’t tell Feyre about the mating bond for months

- Has for sure been through some shit in his life, but has also always been an extremely powerful fae with family (chosen or otherwise) and made all of his own choices even if some of them were under not ideal circumstances

Fandom: omg he had his REASONS!! He was PROTECTING Feyre and VELARIS!! HE IS A HURT LITTLE BABY WHO JUST NEEDS LOVE!! WE MUST PROTECT THIS PURE BOI!!

Nesta:

- Does not risk her life going into the woods to kill animals even though Feyre did

- Is a human teenager/ young adult that is bitchy to her father and siblings

- Wants to spend money on frivolous things

- Leaves to bring Feyre back from Prythian even as a human but couldn’t find the entry

- Initially doesn’t want to hold the mortal queens meeting in her home but eventually agrees

- Is mean to Cassian at times I guess? (Idk he doesn’t seem to mind)

- Drinks too much

- Literally just wants to be left alone to grieve and deal with being forced into a new body, the war, and crazy powers that she doesn’t understand

- Is an adult person having sex with willing partners

- Just like... isn’t super nice all the time??

- Has survived sexual assault, lost her parents, been kidnapped from her home and had her body and entire future stolen away from her, fought in a war, been insulted at every turn by basically everyone

Fandom: what an EVIL WHORE!! She doesn’t DESERVE CASSIAN! SHE DOES NOT DESERVE LOVE!! AWFUL SELFISH COLD BITCH GET OVER IT UGH WHY DO PEOPLE EVEN BOTHER HOW DOES ANYONE LIKE THIS CHARACTER!!

[furiousgoddess]

This.

[acomaflove]

When you want to read but people keep talking to you:

[furiousgoddess]

So true