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TW: ED. i just need somewhere to rant since no one understands . 5'10, 18, CW: 137 UGW: 120 Active april 2022

[futureskiiinybitch]

God I actually think about mutilating mhself every day like I won’t but why can’t I cut my insecurities off

[futureskiiinybitch]

Why am i so bad at being anorexic

[urlocalmentallyunstablegal]

my book is attacking me🙃

[futureskiiinybitch]

My birth control making me gain weight is going to be the end of me wdym my pants wont button

[futureskiiinybitch]

Should i tap into laxatives

[futureskiiinybitch]

everyone hates me

[futureskiiinybitch]

i’m so scared bc i can’t find a reason to be happy right now

[futureskiiinybitch]

and i was stupid for thinking for a second i could be

[futureskiiinybitch]

i’m just never going to b that person who gets to be happy and be in love and have someone value them. i just won’t.

[futureskiiinybitch]

why didn’t i do it for you?

[futureskiiinybitch]

why am i never anyones priority

[futureskiiinybitch]

back to my starting weight someone pls come MURDER ME

[futureskiiinybitch]

on my fruitetarian shit

[futureskiiinybitch]

48 hours down😊

[futureskiiinybitch]

So please hurry leave me

I can't breathe

Please don't say you love me

胸がはち切れそうで

One word from you and I would

Jump off of this

Ledge I'm on

Baby

Tell me "don't"

So I can

Crawl back in

[futureskiiinybitch]

But if I gave up on being pretty

I wouldn't know how to be alive

[futureskiiinybitch]

in my relapse era