i wanna be a lot of things, so much pent up inside of me. i wanna be stronger, so long i've sat here undecidedly. planning strategy, half of me knows it's all just a fallacy. failing miserably, drastically, until i crash dramatically into a wall i've hit a hundred times before -- and yet i still ignore the dark red blood stains on the floor. is this blood mine or yours? don't wanna do this anymore. i don't know if i am dying or living, 'cause i will save a face for a name's sake, abuse grace, take aim to obtain a new name in a newer place. independent voltron: legendary defender original character roleplay blog. mutual-exclusive and semi-selective!
really LONG CHARACTER SURVEY.
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TAGGED. @vrepit-sa
TAGGING. @viridisleonis, @techspecialistofvoltron, @lothcir (won’t let me tag you but whatever, idgaf), and anyone else who wants to
BASICS.
FULL NAME : tixxis zharor
NICKNAME : tix
AGE : two hundred and sixty three
BIRTHDAY : never celebrated it and does not remember, was never raised to consider birthdays significant
ETHNIC GROUP : kariian (go look at @vrepit-sa‘s kariio posts, they’re rad af and the source of this headcanon)
NATIONALITY : empire-galran, subrace-kariian
LANGUAGE / S : primarily central galran & kariian, but has a familiar and more than working knowledge of many alien languages on a first-hand basis (without need for a translator and does not have one) for the sake of more accurate cryptography and encryption
SEXUAL ORIENTATION : pansexual
ROMANTIC ORIENTATION : grey aromantic
RELATIONSHIP STATUS : single and wholly uninterested
HOME TOWN / AREA : –
CURRENT HOME : qewreka high-security apartments, aoria t-42
PROFESSION : arms dealer
PHYSICAL.
FUR: varying between violet and lavender, kit markings still noticeably prevalent (varied in color; mauve, plum, lilac, byzantium)
EYES : canary yellow
FACE : high cheekbones, facial symmetry, generally narrow, strong jaw
LIPS : full, cracked, and scarred in two places from being deeply split
COMPLEXION : heavily freckled under fur
BLEMISHES : n/a
SCARS : extensive scarring on right cheek in the form of claw marks, earned from continuous insubordination; deep and uneven keloid scarring along her throat, inflicted by another fighter in the arena as a result of lack of focus; many scars from various lacerations earned in the arena, training, and missions; several small facial scars as well as a crooked nose as a result of a break that did not heal properly
TATTOOS : n/a.
HEIGHT : 6′0″
WEIGHT : 142lbs (has considerable muscle for her size, but is technically underweight and relatively small)
BUILD : athletic, lithe, lean
FEATURES : noticeably smaller than average, large ears
ALLERGIES : n/a.
USUAL HAIR STYLE : just a mess of poorly managed mane hair, kept relatively short as a result of scarring on left side preventing proper hair/fur growth
USUAL FACE LOOK : pissed keeps fur around face properly trimmed for the sake of personal comfort – letting it grow without care generally leaves it long enough to get in her way and make her uncomfortable
USUAL CLOTHING : when out of her normal attire (pre-aoria, armor – aoria verse, bodysuit and eighty layers of jackets), 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10, 11 are examples
PSYCHOLOGY.
FEARS : being touched, small spaces, insignificance, irrelevance, being forgotten
ASPIRATIONS : to give herself a purpose, to be remembered (whether it be fondly or with anger), to better herself, to earn her own pride
POSITIVE TRAITS : ambitious, innovative, confident, adaptable, methodical, analytical, cerebral, intelligent, imaginative, self-assured, exploratory, thorough, resilient, adventurous, athletic, brave, careful, charming, determined
NEGATIVE TRAITS : aggressive, bossy, cynical, envious, greedy, impatient, manipulative, cruel, impulsive, insecure, possessive, sarcastic, selfish, unstable, lustful, vengeful, deceitful, suspicious, vindictive, callous, obstinate, fickle, hateful, egotistical, corrupt
MBTI : istj -- the examiner
ZODIAC : unknown
TEMPERAMENT : choleric
SOUL TYPES : warrior, strategist, engineer
ANIMALS : snake
VICE HABITS : drinking, lip biting, growling, foot tapping, cracking knuckles, jaw clenching, eye-rolling, head tilting, humming, promiscuity
FAITH : n/a
GHOSTS ? : n/a
AFTERLIFE ? : n/a
REINCARNATION ? : n/a
ALIENS ? : definitely not
POLITICAL ALIGNMENT : aligns with jack shit, does not care
EDUCATION LEVEL : extensive
FAMILY.
FATHER : kolir zharor (deceased)
MOTHER : aravra zharor (unknown)
SIBLINGS : n/a
EXTENDED FAMILY : n/a
NAME MEANING / S : n/a
HISTORICAL CONNECTION ? : n/a
FAVORITES.
BOOK : tixxis has read every book she has ever found, no exaggeration. as such, it’s hard to narrow down favorites; they generally include topics like psychology, sociology, tactical analysis, engineering, mathematics, history (mostly military), cryptography studies, criminal case studies (preferably unsolved), foreign languages, and technical/mechanical diagrams. while it’s seemingly unlike her, however, she also has a fondness for poetry -- especially in foreign languages, as she finds the cultural differences interesting.
MOVIE : n/a
5 SONGS : n/a
DEITY : n/a
HOLIDAY : isn’t particularly interested in galra holidays, but likes researching the significance of foreign holidays
MONTH : n/a
SEASON : n/a
PLACE : her drawer-bed and ‘balcony’ (if you could call it that) on aoria t-42
WEATHER : cold, not humid, still, quiet, calm
SOUND : welding torches, footsteps in snow, liquor poured over ice, clatter of coins and jewelry, beeping (in the ‘nothing is wrong and this is the noise my tech is supposed to make’ way, not the ‘help me everything is going wrong and these are your last warnings’ way)
SCENTS : hard liquor, blood
TASTES : see above
FEELINGS : silk, smooth metal, precious stones
ANIMALS : tixxis pretty much enjoys any animal, generally from a scientific and analytical perspective, but likes fish both for taste and hunting and appreciates the challenge of hunting larger prey (and the company of animals with similar temperaments to her own)
NUMBER : n/a.
COLORS : purple, black, red, navy blue, gold, silver
EXTRA.
TALENTS : mechanics, engineering, cryptography, programming, scientific research and development, invention, long-range combat/sniping, infiltration, manipulation, tactical analysis, martial arts
BAD AT : close combat, subordination/accepting authority, physically overpowering another with strength alone, handling anger
TURN ONS : domination, submission (occ.) begging, biting, bloodplay, electrostim, humiliation, exhibitionism, choking, dirty talk, gagging, forced nudity, hair pulling, iceplay, bondage, titles (master, sir, etc.), knifeplay, marking, praise (receiving), scratching, spanking, teasing, stripping/putting on a show, whipping, blindfolds, collars, degradation, rape play, slapping, servitude, leather, lingerie, lace, orders, orgasm/pleasure control, punishment/reward, competition, fireplay, beating, objectification, someone stop her
TURN OFFS : weakness, inexperience (although taking innocence is fun for her -- she just gets bored of it quickly), lack of confidence
HOBBIES : sparring, programming, engineering, crpytography and creating her own codes, learning languages, binge drinking, weapons development, sex, target practice, hunting
TROPES : arms dealer (former reds with rockets for sale/gangland gun runner), bad samaritan, the baroness, beta test baddie, black cloak, the chessmaster, chronic backstabbing disorder, combat sadomasochist, complete monster, the corrupter, even evil has standards, the gadfly, asshole victim, hope crusher, magnificent bastard, manipulative bastard, smug snake, you have outlived your usefulness
QUOTES : “ you know how wives, no matter how cleverly their unfaithful husbands lie, almost always see through them? why do you think that is? it’s because they make excuses, that’s why. humans are creatures that are extremely sensitive to artificiality. so if a husband who never talks about work suddenly starts complaining about staying late... that unnatural-ness makes the wife think there’s something more to it, and so on. it’s the out of place words uttered to hide the truth that actually expose the lies even more. so do you know how one can make someone think the truth is a lie? by boldly, unreservedly offering up the truth. ” --- “ sometimes, if he possessed the right information, he neither had to do the job himself nor pay to have it done. a lot of people lived with secrets that could destroy them, and if you knew their secrets, you could manipulate them to do things for you that reduced them to the condition of puppets. ” --- “ please, don’t torture me with cliches. if you’re going to try to intimidate me, have the courtesy to go away for a while, acquire a better education, improve your vocabulary, and come back with some fresh metaphors. ” --- “ most people tend to think the best of those who are blessed with beauty; we have difficulty imagining that physical perfection can conceal twisted emotions or a damaged mind. ” -- “ stop what? cheering you up? or is life supposed to stop because you did something horrible? i’ll tell you the real, horrible truth. no matter what you do or how bad you feel about it, life just goes on. life doesn’t give a fuck that you’re sorry or upset or deranged or tormented. life just goes on, and you gotta go with it, or sit in the middle of the road and feel sorry for yourself -- and i don’t see you doing that. ” -- “ when it comes down to it, i let them think what they want. if they care enough to bother with what i do, then i’m already better than them. ” --- “ if loving someone is putting them in a strait jacket and kicking them down a flight of stairs, then yes, i have loved a few people. ” --- “ if you have nothing, then you have everything, because you have the freedom to do anything without the fear of losing something. ”
MUN QUESTIONS.
Q1 : if you could write your character your way in their own movie, what would it be called, what style would it be filmed in, and what would it be about ?
A1 : it would be space alien catch me if you can.
Q2 : what would their soundtrack / score sound like ?
A2 : anger and unrepressed sexual tension.
Q3 : why did you start writing this character ?
A3 : because i can’t watch something with aliens without making an alien.
Q4 : what first attracted you to this character ?
A4 : alien, asshole alien, pretty and strong asshole alien. nah, but developing her with the freedom to use the vastness of the vld universe was pretty much what attracted me the most.
Q5 : describe the biggest thing you dislike about your muse.
A5 : i would fucking hate tixxis in person.
Q6 : what do you have in common with your muse ?
A6 : lack of morals, sarcasm, we’re both fucking tired
Q7 : how does your muse feel about you ?
A7 : she’d probably both relate to me and want to kick my nose into my skull
Q8 : what characters does your muse have interesting interactions with ?
A8 : sendak and pidge are my faves so far.
Q9 : what gives you inspiration to write your muse ?
A9 : music, quotes (as you can see from the eighty seen above), my own emotions, (re) watching vld, etc.
Q10 : how long did this take you to complete ?
A10 : toof cuking long
which of you is —
Older? muse / mun
Taller? muse / mun
Richer? muse / mun
Neater? muse / mun
Nicer? muse / mun
Smarter? muse / mun
Funnier? muse / mun
ａｄｖａｎｃｅｄ:
Who is a better friend? muse / mun
Who lies the most? muse / mun
Who swears the most? muse / mun
Who reads more? muse / mun
Who is more creative? muse / mun
Who is more troubled? muse / mun
Who has better morals? muse / mun (neither)
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