Oops I wrote another pls take. (marked NSFW for a trigger warning)
(tw: suicide)
Imagine MM!Add, strangely, being the only person that IP!Chung can confide his emotional weaknesses in. Imagine Add’s always-gloved hands rubbing smooth cheeks, wiping away threats of tears with a surprisingly comforting touch.
Imagine Chung being the only one to see Add beneath the insanity, the one who realises that Add is hurt. Imagine Add finally telling someone his own story in the middle of the night; hushed and whispered underneath the full moon to Chung’s ever silent ear.
Imagine Add showing Chung his scars, lining his hands, his body. Imagine Chung being rightfully horrified at just what did that to him, but not showing it. Imagine Chung gently tracing the worst of his scars — the one on his neck — with pale fingers; whispering the only sentence that can break Add’s defenses around Chung.
"It’s ok to cry, Add."
Imagine Add crying into Chung’s shirt, soaking it with tears he refused to shed for a very, very incalculable about of time. Imagine Chung letting him cry it out, stroking his hair carefully while giving him the silence he deserves to simply cry.
Imagine Chung learning how to bake from GA!Rena, taking his new skills and baking recipes that Add would only know: specially made chocolate chip cookies, marble cakes, mint chocolate cupcakes. And each time Add eats them, they taste just like his mother used to make them.
Imagine Add and Chung pairing for a dungeon together. The arsenal of Add’s digital weaponry and Chung’s amazing lung capacity for war cries is nearly unbeatable. It is the unexpected appearance of Chung’s father, Helputt, that throws him off.
Imagine Helputt attacking the pair. Chung would be too stunned to avoid the blow, leaving Add to shield him. Unfortunately, the Nasod Armor isn’t made like Freiturnier.
Imagine Add coughing up a heavy amount of blood onto Chung’s front. The blow broke his ribs, damaged his organs, and nearly pierced his heart. Imagine Chung managing to escape without his father following, carrying Add to safety.
Imagine the combination of Eve’s handiwork, Add’s Dynamos, Chung’s patient care, and Rena’s elven knowledge bringing Add back from the brink of death. Imagine him trying to recuperate, apologising over and over to Chung.
Imagine Chung telling him that it’s ok, that he hadn’t meant to be so hurt, and there’s always next time.
Imagine Add not being able to bear the painful whimpers of near tears coming from the blond, not being able to hear the nights when the tears slip out and become quiet, muffled sobs.
Imagine Add realising why he cares so much.
"I love him, don’t I?"
Imagine Add reflecting upon everything he had done up until that point. Imagine Add realising that he’s far from even normal enough for Chung. Chung is a prince, what does he need a literally mad scientist for?
Imagine Add leaving a long note for Chung, lasting fifteen and a half pages. The first eight are written in small, immaculate handwriting. The last seven and a half are much larger, loopy cursives and blocky prints.
Imagine how the note describes everything. The immaculate ones describe his time in the past: when his parents were alive, when he was enslaved, when he was in the library. Imagine how the rest describe his emotions about everyone, how mixed up he feels.
Imagine Add leaving it on Chung’s pillow when the rest of the gang are out.
Imagine Add filling up a bathtub with cold water. Imagine him sliding in, fully clothed, giving his Dynamos a final command:
"Drown me."
Imagine Chung finding his corpse, cold, bloated slightly from water. Imagine the horrified screams of pain, the frantic tears, the want for him to wake up and tell him this was all a joke.
Imagine IS!Elsword tearing Chung off of Add, slapping him back to reality. Imagine C:Emp!Eve, with VC!Raven’s assistance, lifting Add from the tub and covering him with a large towel. Imagine GrM!Elesis managing to calm down Chung’s hysterics, while EM!Aisha and YR!Ara search the house for any kind of note.
Imagine Rena finding the note, the fifteen and a half page note. Imagine Chung not being able to read it, instead shaking in Elesis’ arms with shock and pain. Imagine Rena getting permission to read it out loud.
Imagine everyone’s realisation that Add wasn’t that bad of a guy. Imagine their pain and shock at his past, and how he felt about everyone.
Imagine Chung’s gutwrenching, heartbreaking wail when the last few words of the note are read:
"I know this was a long read, Chung, and I’m sorry. If I could’ve wrapped it up quicker, I would’ve. But do know this. I’m sorry. And I love you."
