&& You must have words in that head of yours

simply yet another blog for self-made musings for ease of reblogging to my various rp accounts. & of course, others are welcome to reblog them as well should they wish to. ( i suppose i take requests should anyone be pining for something; just ask politely, yeah? )

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i don't think i can do this on my own                           ------ but damn if i won't try.

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i've never found being ' self destructive ' to be worrisome someone, some time, is going to ( DESTROY ) you & i will be DAMNED if anyone but myself has that honor

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i thought my favorite color was red,  the color of life, tiny rivers beneath our skin & then you wore it, fashioned in a brilliant sort of scarf ----          now, i think, i much prefer black. 

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i've always been prepared to die ----                   that doesn't mean i ( want ) to. 

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i don't want ( apologies ) i want you on your knees,  c h o k i n g  on your own blood i want my name on your lips, begging:

                     -----------     forgive me, forgive me, forgive me 

do not tell me you are sorry -- i will show you ' sorry '.

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& you stopped being scared of the boogeyman that monster in your closet, the witches beneath the moon when you  s t u m b l e d  upon something far more frightening --

yourself.

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you did not sign up for this that signature smiling back at you someone's forgery & you can protest all you'd like ----

                                     your name is still there, darling                                           you are fucked all the same.

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the ( heart ) was a h e a v y burden;

                           ( so I got RID of it. )

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you never realized what a burden it was to ( shine ) until you became the only candle still lit & the moths came ---- swarms, warmth-bound

        (      where will they go when the wax is but a puddle                & you are finally burnt out?                                     )

the flame ( flickers ), and you pray for the stillness of the wind.