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he/him | fucking hell | my finals year or my final year✌️✌️

[galahli]

uh I'm really sorry for my mutuals this blog is fucked up

[galahli]

я глубоко несчастен и хочу умереть

[galahli]

PAIN NN pain aahahhhh it hurts bro it hurts

[galahli]

just stop kt please make it stop please make it stop please

[galahli]

the pain is excruciating and I amt think straight

[galahli]

it hurts bad it hurts really bad and I hate this body I don't even want to be some thin ass guy it's lame i want to be a dead guy

[galahli]

i mean my head hurts and I'm dizzy and throwing up for some reason idk need to go to sleep

[galahli]

it hurts bad it hurts really bad and I hate this body I don't even want to be some thin ass guy it's lame i want to be a dead guy

[galahli]

my brain be marinating in its own shit if only there was shit because I haven't been eating normally for months I just eat something not to die of starvation but the truth is that I don't want to eat sleep or shit / piss anymore I'm just a fucking corpse this body is just some meat and I don't feel shit for fucks sake it's so fuck6lame everything is lame world is lame the world has lied to me

[galahli]

we are just there and let the shit be the shits always fucking confusing to the point you just stop thinking because thinking just makes it worth there is NO END TO SUFFERING. end it all right now

[galahli]

I don't know what you want from me yeah I'm slow and I don't have a real personality I don't know how it is to want and how it is to demand and I won't try

[galahli]

we just set this house on fire and let it burn o don't care if I don't feel anything I don't care if I can't do anything right and I don't care that I can't make it feel real because I have never done any of this shit but I'm good at keeping the shit together from falling apart so that's what I'm gonna do for our lady days here because we need to die together and that's all

[galahli]

cmon bitch this brain is fucking just dead not only it has this pseudo dementia but it also has never been through socializing

[galahli]

I don't know I tried to imagine you as a person because I saw you and I touched you and I realised that I fucking can't and therefore I decided to stop trying like it was been 2 weeks of me trying to internalize shit onlyfor it fail

[galahli]

I'm just going insane this shit is going to start being incomprehensible as if it's already not

[galahli]

I'm just whatever I can't imagine you I was like lol god the only thing that I text this whole post thread in 2nd person because you don't have a name

[galahli]

idk bro we are we are in some shit hole get that haircut tho you need it we don't have to do shit they force us to do like we are both half dead

[galahli]

I'm not mad I don't have MOODS i am just trying to be good to you but I can't I just can't find a normal communication strategy sorry bro we are both fucked up may be I'mad may be I'm mean may be telling you that you uhh whatever I don't think it's mean I just think it's harsh for some reason