☾Late Night Practice ➻ HanbinxCastor
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When it came to dancing Hanbin was more than confident he could even continue dancing in the dark if he wanted to without messing up once, however no matter how hardworking he was he knew when it was time to take a break. He really didn’t feel like ending up in the hospital due to overworking himself. It had happened to him once before in the past and he didn’t want to go through that again, having to take a few days to rest when he should be using that time to practice.
As he sat down next to the older male, breathing heavily and drinking the last bit of water that was in the bottle he had just picked up, he hadn’t really expected the other to really ask what he did and it caused him to freeze in place momentarily. Just sitting there without moving a muscle and staring at the floor a few feet in front of him. He could only nod in response, which in fact was a lie. It took him a few moments to finally speak, taking some time to catch his breath before answering. “I’m fine, hyung. I just feel like I need more improvement on my dancing is all.”
What he said wasn’t completely a lie because he did feel like he needed, more like wanted, to improve his skills however it was also partially a lie. He wasn’t really feeling alright, having quite a few things on his mind lately and having to deal with those things plus dealing with practices was stressing him out quite a bit. However no matter how convincing he tried to sound when answering Yongguk, he was still horrible when it came to lying and it often showed. When he usually spoke to people he would look them in the eyes while speaking however when he lied he would obviously avoid making eye contact but how could he actually tell the truth? How could he tell the male that he really wasn’t fine and that he was in fact stressed especially when one of the problems he was dealing with had to do with him and Junhoe not getting along?
Hanbin knew it was only a matter of time before those around him and Junhoe finally started picking up on what was going on between the two of them, however he wanted to avoid having people find out because he wasn’t sure of how the outcome of it would be. Another thing he was worried about had something to do with another person in the company however he wasn’t sure of the outcome of that either. If anyone found out about it, especially that person in particular, he was afraid of what would happen. Afraid that he would end up being kicked out of not only the group but also the company as well if either of those things were ever revealed.
He gave a smile to the male and took the water bottle that was offered to him. “Thank you, hyung.” He stated, finally making eye contact with the other. He honestly wanted to tell Yongguk what was wrong, tell him that he was in fact stressed and that he had a lot on his mind lately, however he didn’t want to drag the older male into the middle of his problems.











