Ironi? Jenaka? Tapi ini mungkin bukan suatu hal yang kebanyakan manusia refleksikan....
Ada yang bilang manusia terhubung 1 dengan yang lain, tetapi kenyataannya manusia hanya mementingkan dirinya sendiri. Ada yang bilang bahwa manusia itu hakikatnya saling mengenal dan bersaudara, nyatanya manusia cuma ingin terkenal dan terlihat seperti raja menyuruh "budak-budaknya" menyembah dan bersujud kepadanya. Ada yang bilang jika manusia itu mahluk yang paling sempurna, tetapi justru manusia memilih untuk menjadi yang paling lebih sempurna di antara seluruh spesiesnya.
Ditakdirkan bahwasannya setiap usaha pasti akan ada hasil. Ada terminologi bahwa jodoh itu ada di tangan Tuhan. Manusia hanya perlu tunduk kepada-Nya dan melaksanakan apa yang sudah diperintah-Nya. Tapi apakah adil jika manusia hanya diam saja dan menunggu jodohnya tanpa melakukan usaha apapun untuk memperolehnya? Apakah adil juga bila manusia menyanggah hasil dari-Nya apabila tidak sesuai dengan apa yang diinginkannya? Datang ke pernikahan/acara seseorang yang disukainya, tampak ingin menyampaikan selamat, doa, dan ucapan berbahagia, nyatanya menyimpan pedih, perih, dan memaksakan untuk tetap datang, membuat kericuhan hingga viral di jaringan sosial media. Yang tadinya acara disiarkan dengan khidmat, berujung bencana hanya karena salah satu orang yang datang untuk "membalaskan amarah" karena "ketidakadilan" yang dihadapinya.
Ditakdirkan bahwasannya manusia mempunyai akal sehat. Manusia dapat memilih mana yang harus dipilih dan mana yang harus dibuang. Bukankah lebih mudah jika manusia hanya memilih yang baik dan tidak memaksakan kehendak masing-masing? Tuhan sudah memberi pertimbangan-pertimbangan dari berbagai sumber (kitab hingga manusia lain), mengapa manusia tetap memilih untuk melakukan yang bersimpangan dari pilihan yang lebih baik baginya dan sekelilingnya? "Life is ours to choose," kata salah seorang YouTuber dan memang sangatlah benar bahwa hidup kita tergantung pilihan kita.
Diisyaratkan bahwa hidup itu sebuah pembelajaran. Memanglah perlu manusia belajar dan belajar pun tidak ada batasnya. Dari pembelajaran itulah manusia dapat melihat apa pun dari berbagai sisi, dengan harapan agar lebih bijak dalam meneliti dan menelaah sesuatu yang terjadi. Naas, semakin canggih zaman, semakin mundur dan tidak siap manusia dalam menerima sesuatu yang baru dan melihat dari berbagai sisi. Andaikata mereka mau menerima dan mempelajari apa yang dihadapi mereka, akankah mereka berubah? Atau justru menolak yang terjadi dan tetap bersikeras terhadap "pemikirannya" yang dibentuk sejak awal?
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I Honestly Donβt Know what am I gonna Write so Enjoy This Mumblin in Text Form.
So, here i am, 25 years... Not so much important, nothing interesting, itβs just plain, flat, and boring 25 years of living.
I donβt know. I donβt understand. Itβs just bit bothering me. Does this is a phase 2 (or 666) ofΒ βquarter-life crisisβ? Or is it just a bluff that people just made because of thisΒ βmoderinsmβ lifestyle?
Like, who am i? Am i just a dude? Or a human with many miracles that i donβt notice yet? It sometimes haunts me. Do i really a destroyer of everything? Can i create something that is just perfect enough to fulfil my satisfaction? What is happening to me? If God creates men and woman, different race, skins, and views that so we can recognize each other, is that ideology really against me? Can i trust someone?
Being 25 in this pandemic situation is really bugs me. At least for a year, i was able to get a decent job, have money in my hand and i began to think,Β βhuh. Money is really good.β People gonna say it is bullshit, and iβve been told to stay that mindset away. Thanks a lot to Industrial Revolutionary during 80s (I believe? i could be wrong tho), money is the king of the king in any kind of transaction. You can medicate yourself if you have decent enough of money. Heck, even friendships can be also be bought using money. Yes, i know there are tons of people who make friends without looking their financial status. However, that trend mostly not gonna be applicable in my country.Β
Like, what the fuck, ***?! You guys made this situation, yet you guys didnβt provide anyΒ βdata sheetsβ about this and let people outside your country doing the research... ARE WE IN A WAR RIGHT NOW BECAUSE OF UNCLE SAMβS ELECTION?! Look what you guys have been done. We lost most our jobs, our government is playing us like a doll yet theyβre dancing menacingly doing everything they want without look after us. Demonstration, riots, chaos. Weβve been able to stay calm and not doing riots because we have incomes in our hands and now you took it from us then here we are, no income, our banks reaches its limit, and you guys just doing nothing that really helps into our heartβs content. I know it is fucking hard because there are soo goddamn many varieties among us but i am sure we just lead to 1 thing only,Β βSTEADY INCOME.β
If human can live for 60-70 (God bless you who can live until 100 years and more) what am i even doing with this situations? My insecurities climbing high, myΒ βnormalβ motor started to get more insane, ive got my culture shock already, and it is like almost half of my age already. Can i achieve something in life? Is there any hidden miracles that i missed or havenβt found yet? Do i need to wait? Do i need to just go ahead and regrets all over years and years after?
Manusia adalah makhluk paling rumit di muka Bumi. Sebagian dari mereka akan memilih tersenyum untuk menutupi sesuatu, entah itu sedih, marah, kecewa, dan bahkan terluka. Kemudian mengirimkan kode agar penghuni semesta bertanya "apa kau baik baik saja?" "apa yang terjadi?". Kemudian sebagian kecil akan tergerak untuk bercerita, sementara sebagian yang lain menjawab "tidak apa apa" atau memilih bungkam untuk kemudian ditanya kembali. Lalu apa esensinya? Kalau toh pada akhirnya kita tetap harus jujur akan perasaan sendiri? Bukankah lebih mudah jika kita semua mau menyederhanakan sikap dan mulai terbuka? Marah ketika memang marah, menangis ketika memang sedih, dan tertawa ketika memang bahagia. Memang bukan langkah yang mudah bagi sebagian orang. Apalagi kita hidup di masa dimana orang mudah sekali tersinggung tanpa sebab yang jelas. Tapi setidaknya belajarlah jujur dengan isi hatimu sendiri. Perasaanmu bukanlah aib. Perasaanmu bukan bangkai yang harus dikubur dalam dalam. Jadi tolong berhentilah menjadi rumit manusia!
If only Sherlock was right, that loves is a dangerous and can manipulate the work of body, why is it still exist?
What is βloveβ exactly? If it doesnβt exist, do we, human beings, arenβt exist too? Is it possible to keep someone that we βloveβ until we die?
If they have a relationship with someone else than you, would you still try to admire them? If they βlovesβ you back, why they try to keep it secret, not try to confess?
Is it possible if the βloveβ that I knew back in the day is really different than it is now? If you have one chance to confess, would you do it, or would you just bury it and pretend that it will never happen? If βlovesβ can be as pure and simple, why there are still people think that this is hard?
If only there a section of brain or in our neurological system inside our body, terms βloveβ doesnβt exist, does it make us live so empty? If βlovesβ is a dangerous virus than anything else, why people still enjoy to that symptoms?
If only βloveβ is in Godβs hand, why do we struggle to find someone else to get it? If βloveβ only about intense relationship between 2 individuals, why is there people who make things so weird, like, marrying a doll, wonβt let go a stuff that has been around for years, or act overprotective on their belongings?
βEveryone is looking for someone to hold, but I canβt let you go.β So, if you love someone, you must not let them go?
Anyway, I have many things to write actually. I just have no time to do it, or when the time comes my ideas are just stuck and wonβt flow out as I wanted to.
Dear, kids.
Being an adult is a mess yet fun. You can do anything that you want without any compromises... Nah, Iβm just kidding, many things are needs your attention when youβre adult.
Sure, you can be as childish as you want, or as badass as you want, itβs up to you. However, being an adult also can thrill you. Suddenly you begin to save money because your parents canβt give you money as much as you were kid, then you begin to think about get a job and have much money. Moreover, you begin to think,Β βwow, there are many things that I wanna do but itβs prohibited because I was a young kid. Now I am adult, I wanna feel it! I wanna do it right now,β and then you began to do those all by time as you grow, looking for a girl and suddenly your brain stop behaving normal and just think about to get her in a bed or in somewhere else that just only for you two to get laid or βslow dancing in the hutβ. Also, you begin to develop some ideas that is really mind-blowing, super weird, and just canβt wait to make your ideas comes into reality.
However, many of youΒ βteens-to-adultβ there arenβt realize that reality is not as your idealistic mind. Being an adult means you must to think about some things, otherwise youβll be doomed into hole of depressions and anxiety. Maybe, you donβt like to socialize very much but when youβre adult, you canβt just sit there silently and ignoring everyone around. You forced yourself (or your surroundings) to open for everyone, you begin to talk to everyone even you really hate to do it. Your parent suddenly stop giving you a much money like you usually given when you were a kid. Then, you begin to look for a job that really suits you but there are less likely an application for a jobs that suits your idealistic thoughts. You begin to love someone and then you begin to have them but there are parameters that you need to fulfill to get her/him to be with you. Later on, what likely to happen is you canβt βaffordβ such relationship with your admirer and begin to break yourself into pieces, whatever the situations that applies in your culture. Next, you begin to realize how bad you are behaving and then you just canβt get out of that mind. Your past begin to haunts you so bad, crushing between your past and then your present, and you begin to slowly get depressed and think that the world is really unfair in the future.
You know, the world is fair after all...
Itβs just the way the world works. Itβs just the way concept of God begin to reach your soul. Itβs just natural chain reaction that happens from time to time even in a very big different forms.
We maybe forced to do things that we generally donβt like because our parents maybe felt that way before. Perhaps itβs not our parents, it maybe happened to every people who lived this world before. We can never know how it is work but we should understand is every changes for a thing. Accept your changes and let nature do the rest.
You might say,Β βNo, you canβt judge me like that! That never happen to me and itβs just fine! Stop judging, you stupid motherfkkkers!β Ya, I get it, and thatβs OK. You must know, reality is really dynamic and you also canβt judge someone just by your so-called βideal person typeβ. No, itβs not self-defense, itβs what it is. You never know if someone you personally loves (no matter what gender it is) slowly begins to act differently, slowly begin to leave you behind, and slowly begin to lost contact with you.
Though you also realize yourself (or maybe you still not) that your surrounding changes. You meet new people, suddenly understand their behave just by looking at them, and suddenly become to be more concern about yourself. Perhaps you begin to think like,Β βNah, fkkk it, I donβt give a shht about that. Too difficult to do, too useless to be memorized.β Finally you became aΒ βtrue youβ, that no one can judge you from inside just by first impressions.
And the scary part, you begin to realize, that we are stuck in a roundabout of behaving. Technically, weβre changing, strictly speaking, weβre just begin to act like kids again...
Thatβs it. Hope you enjoy this short opinion of mine. Have a nice day!
Also, happy birthday to me.
ThanksΒ βIndahβ for the only mate who said to me first. It makes my day. really.Β x
p.s. dearΒ βasterβ, you are very special one, you know... thank you so very much for said that at the last minute... it really made the day seems so bright at the end, like a God Rays through the dark cloud... xx
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