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I can’t wait for season 6

[spctlessminds]

this ask meme is based on the blog gravesuggestion.  i’ve divided it up into two categories  ( light  &  dark )  based on the themes.  some of these can be somewhat triggering seeing that the darker ones deal with a lot of death mentions.  please be cautious before continuing on!!

L I G H T

‘  at night i dream of you.  ’ ‘  don’t give up yet.  you still have time to fix things.  ’ ‘  falling in love with someone else is not a personal attack.  ’ ‘  i am still so weak when it comes to you.  ’ ‘  i can’t believe i let myself let you down.  ’ ‘  i don’t care where we go when we die,  as long as i’m with you.  ’ ‘  i dream of saying to you all the words i held inside until it was too late.  ’ ‘  i feel so warm  &  safe when you talk to me.  maybe i could love you if you’d let me.  ’ ‘  i finally let the right people in  &  i have never felt so loved.  ’ ‘  i like the way your nails paint red stripes along my spine days after you’re gone.  ’ ‘  i lived in your permafrost for twenty years  &  then you looked at me  &  i felt the warmth of spring.  ’ ‘  i once wished you’d leave me alone,  but i take it back.  ’ ‘  i want to be able to love someone else,  but you stretch your arms  &  spread your legs inside my heart so that there is no room for anyone or anything else.  ’ ‘  i want to believe that we got it right this time.  ’ ‘  i wonder how much longer i can cling to your light before it expires completely.  ’ ‘  i would travel across the world to be by your side,  because as long as you are with me,  anywhere is a perfect place to me.  ’ ‘  it took me awhile to realize it myself,  but you are not what other people say you are.  ’ ‘  it’s not that i really need you,  but life would be pretty boring without you around.  there’s no one i would rather be with.  ’ ‘  i’d like to stay like this for awhile.  ’ ‘  life  &  death don’t have to be so boring,  let’s make both an adventure.  ’ ‘  life imitates art,  they say.  i didn’t believe it until i started to notice the way your eyelashes look so much like tiny ink stroke.  ’ ‘  live your life so that when you die,  souls will come for miles just to hear your historic tales.  ’ ‘  make your exes jealous  &  your past self proud.  ’ ‘  maybe you’re what i needed to find in order to move on.  ’ ‘  never get caught falling harder.  they’ll never let you back up.  ’ ‘  please don’t go.  ’ ‘  some days it’s easier to just stop fighting it  &  succumb.  ’ ‘  sometimes,  you’ll find it hard to keep going,  but you always will.  ’ ‘  the desire i feel for you is that same itching,  insidious hunger that an addict has for their addiction.  ’ ‘  the worst thing about you is that you weren’t all bad.  ’ ‘  there is absolutely nothing  &  no one who can stop me.  ’ ‘  there is no route of losing you that is without pain.  ’ ‘  there’s still room for adventure  &  there is no one i’d rather have by my side.  ’ ‘  things didn’t turn out the way i planned,  but i’m alright with that.  ’ ‘  we could be really incredible together,  you know?  ’ ‘  you are beautiful  &  vibrant  &  confident.  you are light  &  laughter incarnate  &  every fiber of your being screams freedom  &  joy.  when i am with you,  i am truly happy.  ’ ‘  you are starlight incarnate,  from the grand way you sway your hips to the wide mysterious way you think.  blessed are any to be loved by you.  ’ ‘  you are too afraid of the future to let go of a past that was never kind to you.  ’ ‘  you call me yours  &  i have no idea what that even means to you.  ’ ‘  you remind me of bubblegum  &  sweets;  soft  &  pink  &  warm.  you are strong in the gentlest way.  you are so stubbornly kind.  i wish i could be like that.  ’ ‘  you still visit me while i sleep sometimes.  your fingers trace my spine  &  i listen to you breathe.  please stop haunting me.  ’ ‘  ‘morbid curiosity’ is a wonderful way to describe how i feel about you.  ’

D A R K

‘  a thousand empty bottles  &  fist fights will never return to us what we lost that day.  ’ ‘  everyone else has moved on,  but i am still here.  ’ ‘  everything about you screams danger.  ’ ‘  everything is worthless to you  &  you,  in turn,  became worthless.  ’ ‘  for once in my life i want to be surrounded by people that i don’t feel like i need to impress.  ’ ‘  freedom is really hard to get used to.  ’ ‘  how could you do this to me?  how fucking could you?  ’ ‘  i am becoming everything we always dreamed of  &  i am leaving you behind.  ’ ‘  i buried you so well that you might as well have died.  ’ ‘  i can rest easy knowing that the person i love is dead  &  not the monster you became.  ’ ‘  i can’t look at you.  not now,  not ever.  ’ ‘  i don’t ask how you’ve been.  what’s the point?  you’d lie anyways.  ’ ‘  i dream of hearing the words i so desperately needed to lay your memory to rest.  ’ ‘  i haunted this house first.  there is no room for you here.  ’ ‘  i have a right to be upset.  i loved them too, you know.  ’ ‘  i just want it to end.  i want it to all go away.  i want to go away.  ’ ‘  i may be a wolf in sheep’s clothing,  but a snake hiding in the skin of a mouse is far more dangerous.  ’ ‘  i saw your face today  &  didn’t feel anything.  i am free.  ’ ‘  i tried to save you,  but you didn’t want to be saved.  you just wanted someone to suffer with you.  ’ ‘  it’s almost as if you were never here.  ’ ‘  it’s unhealthy to do these things,  you tell me.  you say it’s time to stop smoking,  time to stop gambling,  &  dammit,  i f you don’t stop drinking it’ll kill you.  i sure hope you’re right,  darling.  ’ ‘  i’m always pleasantly surprised by how easy it is to kill you in my mind  ’ ‘  i’m not really scared to die.  i’m more afraid that no one will miss me when i’m gone.  ’ ‘  i’m not the person you left behind anymore.  there’s no one here to miss.  ’ ‘  i’ve been dead far longer than i’ve been alive.  ’ ‘  i’ve eaten nothing but flower petals  &  ivy for weeks because i want to be beautiful inside like you.  ’ ‘  i’ve never been completely satisfied.  i most likely will still be unsatisfied long after my death.  ’ ‘  no motive other than pleasure,  my dear.  ’ ‘  one day i’ll go or you will.  either way,  it will be as if i’m losing a piece of myself.  ’ ‘  our dreams  &  promises decay along with you.  ’ ‘  the leaves change,  but nothing else does.  ’ ‘  the only difference between avoiding  &  leaving is that now i’m not waiting up for you.  ’ ‘  there is no such thing as a person who is required to love you.  ’ ‘  there’s only so much that can be done to repair old damage.  ’ ‘  things aren’t going as i hoped.  maybe if i die,  i can start over again?  better luck next time.  ’ ‘  this is not something to be proud of.  this is a tragedy.  ’ ‘  trying to get rid of me?  oh honey,  you’ll have to try much harder than that.  ’ ‘  trying to get under my skin?  you’re nothing more than a pesky itch.  ’ ‘  unlike you,  i can’t hide my identity when it becomes an inconvenience or a danger.  ’ ‘  weeping is for gods  &  martyrs,  we cannot afford such luxuries.  ’ ‘  would you even miss me?  ’ ‘  you are not important enough to earn an eternal place in my heart.  ’ ‘  you complain nonstop about being unloved  &  alone,  i can’t imagine what you’d be like if that were actually true.  ’ ‘  you don’t know what it’s like.  ’ ‘  you made this so fucking easy for me.  ’ ‘  you should see me as a threat.  i will tear down everything you know until there is nothing left of you.  i am a walking threat.  ’ ‘  you think i’m already gone,  but i’m still fighting.  ’ ‘  you think i’m dead,  but i’m just dying.  ’ ‘  you were never an addiction,  you were a fucking disease.  ’ ‘  you wouldn’t dare cross me.  i am god  &  you are the soil beneath my feet.  ’ ‘  your existence takes up so much more space in mine that we might as well be one entity.  ’ ‘  your fingers are so cold  &  bruised,  but you’re still slamming your fists again the barricade as if it makes a difference.  ’ ‘  your hair is tied in a noose  &  your fingernails are razor blades,  your lips are poison  &  i will gratefully kiss them.  ’ ‘  your hatred has a body count  &  we will not forget.  ’ ‘  your loss,  not mine.  ’ ‘  you’re a sick fuck.  you know that?  ’ ‘  you’re not gentle with me  &  i would never ask you to be.  ’ ‘  you’ve trapped yourself so thoroughly in your own mind that it’s not even a rut anymore,  it’s a pit.   ’

[atesan]

You don’t even know what you are, Sendak. So loyal, so brave, and yet so stupid.

[galrean]

sorry i wasn’t too active for the past couple weeks... i had a lot going on at home with the move to another state and my mental health has been on a wild rollercoaster. i’m gaining my muse back little by little so i might be able to write here again very soon.

[nycwizard]

                       there’s something tragic about you, something that’s really magic about you.

                             ind. sorcerer from pixiegirl.        written by prince.

[galrean]

lotor Would propose with a sword, or like, in the middle of a heated battle

[atesan]

Halt! Your true emperor has arrived.

[satanstories]

PSA ; REMINDER that sometimes people are slow at responding either in-character or out-of-character. it’s not because they don’t like you or because you’re accidentally pissing them off, but sometimes people can be tired and don’t want to reply / communicate or they are busy with other life things. even if you see them on the dash replying to other things or see them online on social media, sometimes people just want to answer other specific people and that’s okay. please don’t get upset when you see other people respond to other things, and please have some patience when it comes interactions in-character or out-of-character. thank you! 

[jovan]

me flirting: I don’t want you to die

[galrean]

@coluon

[starrycove]

This is super ooc but i had to

[galrean]

sorry for the absence. i brought my puppy home a couple days ago and she needs constant attention so she takes up nearly all of my day, since i’m getting no help at all. i haven’t been able to write or barely open my laptop more than once or twice a day. plus i’m moving to fl this upcoming weekend, so my schedule is going to be more hectic than usual. i was going to say i’ll try to be here and write as much as i possibly can with the time i have, but after typing all this out, i’m probably going to have to place all my blogs on a semi-hiatus! i should be back to a sort of normal schedule by next week!

[galrean]

i finally made it to fl and exhausted myself to death all day but i still want to write here so bad!! if i weren’t so dead and my laptop wasn’t trapped in the car i would try to write tonight but :( i’ll be back on a normal schedule either tomorrow or the next day. tomorrow’s easter so it’s probably gonna be wild like today was. or even more. siGHS RIP.... i hope you alllll have a fantastic day tomorrow!! ty for being so lovely and patient with my slow ass

[galrean]

at first baby lotor was really cute and it made me tear up bc i’ve been waiting forever for this type of flashback scene, but then i realized he’s literally screaming for someone’s attention and no one is going to him to comfort or hold him. he’s just there. alone. crying. which says a whole lot about how he was probably raised. and now i’m crying for a whole nother reason thanks brain

[galrean]

some messy sketches from earlier

oc belongs to @coluon !!

[cherryandsisters-deactivated202]

wishful thinking 

[galrean]

@siphonlife    ♡ ’d.

                            ❛      HOW DO I KNOW YOU      are   telling   the   truth?      ❜         someone   could   have   a   lot   to   gain   from   a   tale   as   preposterous   as   this.    but   the   PRINCE   of   the   galra   empire   would   never   succumb   to   such   outrageous   lies,    no   matter   how   tempted   the   lonely   child   in   him   wanted   to   foolishly   believe   every   word.    growing   up   in   a   cutthroat   empire,    with   a   father   that   paid   no   real   heed   to   him   and   a   wicked   witch   watching   his   every   move,    was   not   at   all   kind   to   him.    his   face   has   never   seen   the   features   of   unwavering   innocence,    heart   never   having   the   chance   to   feel   the   pure   credulity   of   a   child.    this   sudden   stranger   with   admittedly,    though   possibly   shapeshifted,    altean   features   wasn’t   nearly   enough   to   FOOL   him.

                  ❛      just   because   i   am   a   child   by   appearance   does   not   mean   i   am   naive.    as   if   i   would   simply   just   believe   your   word   without   another   thought,    that   you   are   THE   honerva.    ---especially   since   it   is   widely   known   she   died   shortly   after   giving   birth.      ❜

[galrean]

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[wnq-writers]

You touch me and suddenly I feel a little less war torn. I’m not sure what peace is supposed to feel like but I think it may feel a lot like you

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