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indie ruby kurosawa rp blog.

[ganbarubie]

↬  s h i n e f o u n d  ✰

              「TO: RUBY-CHAN 」

    (1) oooh you think I should ??? i’ve never written one before !!  (⁄ ⁄>⁄ ▽ ⁄<⁄ ⁄)     (2) but if you think i could then maybe i oughta give it a shot !!!! would u read it if i did?     (3)  Σ(°ロ°) OH NO, poor nico-nii-san !!! does kotori-san go after her ??? does she notice right            away ?????     (4) aaaaa drama in fanfiction is so fun to read about but it makes me so worried !!!      (5) are they gonna be okay? will they make up? how long will the fight last? i gotta know!     (6) you haven’t even written this part yet and im all worried about it! Σ(°△°|||)

( sms:  みかん )     -  you can write lyrics all on your own, so i’m sure you can write        fanfiction!! i know you love μ's a lot so i trust you!! i’ll be your        #1 fan, chika - chan!! ヾ(o≧∀≦o)ﾉﾞ     -  ehehe you’ll find out what happens when i finish writing this        chapter!! (∗´꒳`) it’s gunna be a big surprise!     -  but honestly? i don’t think i can make it sad for too long... so        just know that by the end!! nico & kotori will be together! no        matter what!!!!!

[ganbarubie]

↬ @diasawa​ ✰

it wasn’t often that ruby had the opportunity to sit down and actually talk with dia. sure, they lived together, but dia was usually on her way to school much earlier than ruby and with student council duties, she often came home much later. so when dia gave in and officially joined aqours, ruby was excited to spend time with her idol - loving big sister! only... it was hard when there were 7 other girl between them. but now!

now they were sitting across from each other at the kurosawa kitchen table, eating a late dinner as their parents slept. aside from the clicking of chopsticks against ceramic, silence filled the room. there was so much in ruby’s mind, so much that she wanted to ask dia about! questions like what universities are you applying to? or when can we rewatch μ's first live? filled her thoughts, but instead...

“ hey, onee - chan, did i tell you about my date? ”

ah. that’s not what she meant to say...

“ i mean! what i meant to say was, w- what’s today’s date!? ”

[ganbarubie]

↬ @devilishidol ✰

ruby scrunched her nose as she stared at the sheet of paper sitting in front of yoshiko, then moved back to compare it with her own sheet. “ i know i’m not a genius but... ” the eraser on her pencil tapped against her lips as she tried not to make eye contact with her classmate. “ are you.... really going to turn this in? ”

[ganbarubie]

↬ @noridasu ✰

“ hey, you - chan? ” ruby’s eyes are focused on the sewing machine when she speaks up. she’s silent for a minute as she works on cloth in front of her and it isn’t until the machine stops that she starts talking again, pulling the newly made skirt away from the sewing machine. she holds it out in front of her to examine it before turning her body to her senior’s direction. “ i’m really excited to finish these outfits... this concept really suits you, don’t you think?!! ”

[ganbarubie]

↬ @mycandystcre ✰

“ sorry, i’m late! ” she took in a breath as she fell into a chair, hugging her math textbook, filled with notes and different assignments sticking out from it, against her chest. “ practice ended later than i expected b- but.. i’m here to study now! ” she placed the book onto the table between them before reaching her arms up to fix her hair, still messy from dance practice. “ i’m here to help you! well... hopefully.... ”

[adoreshumans]

PSA/WARNING/CALLOUT

This is a PSA/CALLOUT/WARNING about @atruejoestar (wont let me @ them since theyve blocked me. I honestly really didn’t want to have to post this but after dealing with for quite awhile, and not being able to deal with this privately as they refuse to contact me (i left my IMS/DISCORD open to them for them to come and talk to me and handle this like adults.) 

Anyways, I’ll link the dropbox folder with all the screencaps I had saved – it’s not all of our conversations as I didn’t feel like I needed to screenshot everything as I trusted this person, however as time progressed, they got more and more aggressive about things in the rpc/people i’m close too in the rpc and would continuously message me talking shit about them and calling them sex worker slurs among other nasty, accusatory things (all in the screenshots provided). 

They have also had messaged me asking how to stop a murderous urge (caps provided), which i replied that I didn’t get them but that they should seek professional help, they then proceeded to describe in graphic detail about how they wanted to murder people they hated(in the rpc), which gave me insane red flags and had caused me to have a severe panic attack, though I tried to help them calm down but also told them that getting those feelings/thinking like that wasn’t normal and that they should seek help. They replied to me saying that even after all this time (being in the rpc) that hate is what fuels her. ***NOTE: They have claimed to have blocked multiple of my friends/others yet stated they keeps tabs on them (I don’t have a screenshot of this as she had blocked me before I thought to take one.)

They would often come to me and complain that they were lonely in the fandom and I would try to mediate and defend my friends (whom she would repeatedly bash(seen in the screenshots), I would try to persuade them to give them another chance/confront them if my friends had truly bothered them as I know for a fact, they’d listen and be willing to apologise if they had done anything wrong(screenshots), which caused an argument between us and I was just done after that, so I posted a hiatus on my Eli blog as this was stressing me out on top of schooling/plays, which was March 26th, and I logged onto that blog this Saturday(the 31st) and came back to a message from her stating that I made them extremely uncomfortable and physically stressed, so they’ve decided to drop me (screenshots provided) and my reply to them (screenshots also provided in the DP link). I waited to block them so that they had the opportunity to message me back and explain/tell me what I did so that I could apologise properly. I also left my Discord/IMs open and sent them another anon stating that they were more than welcome to come talk to me as adults (screenshot provided) and I have heard NOTHING back from her, hence why I’m making this post as I feel she is a serious threat to me, my friends and the rpc in general. 

***I will be linking their rules as they url drop a bunch of people/ literally location drop someone **ALL NAMES BLACKED OUT ARE PEOPLE WHO HAVE WISHED TO REMAIN ANONYMOUS( I have talked to a few of these people/was able to get into contact with them to get their side of their story and atruejoestar never once spoke to this people/is trying to vilify them.)

I apologise for the lengthy post but I honestly needed to get this off my chest and warn my followers/the rpc and I apologise if this isn’t formatted properly or is confusing, I’ve never written something like this before, so I tried to explain everything as best as I could. If you have any questions, my IMs and inbox are open and I will do my best. Thank you for taking the time to read this and reblogging/sharing this. 

[ganbarubie]

↬ @lovedmagic ✰

“ u- um, excuse me? ” her hand hovers over the other’s shoulder and she’s hesitant to actually tap it, but she does and speaks up as she holds a flyer in her hand up to show them. “ i’m performing with my school idol group this sunday. it would be greatly appreciated if you could come support us! ”

[ganbarubie]

i know i haven’t been active lately, but i really want to try! like this post for a small starter while i work on revamping my everything.

[luckfallen]

      my delusions are unstoppable - i won’t stop them . i’ll draw out a pleasant       future as far as my heart desires. how is it actually? am i only half a step into life?       only one way to find out! let’s be unrealistic and go !

                                I T ’ S   A   W A K U  –  W A K U    W E E K   –   !!                                                written by     ezi,     nico     &     pixi

[ganbarubie]

↬ v i v e s p r i t e ✰

as usual, chiaki kept to herself as much as possible on public transit. with her earbuds in and her eyes glued to a screen, people left her alone, for the most part. there was something distinctly unfriendly about a girl who sat by herself and played games, so only the most foolhardy tried to approach her, as if they wanted to break her out of her shell.

this time, though, it was a complete accident. chiaki didn’t even notice the other girl leaning over her shoulder, absorbed as she was in her game. when her hair tickled her nose, though, she blinked and sat up straight, pulling her earbuds out.

“…um. it’s alright, i think…” her brows knotted in confusion. “…were you watching me play?”

“ n- no! well, i mean... ” ruby slowly set her bag back onto her lap, staring down at her feet. she fidgeted with the plush bear hanging from her bag and gave a quick nod, her cheeks burning a bright pink. “ just a little bit.. i didn’t mean to get up in your face though, ” she said, her voice soft as she forced herself to sit up. “ it just looked really interesting! is it fun? ” ruby’s eyes were focused on the handheld the other was holding. “ o- oh! you don’t have to answer, though. i can leave you alone, actually! ”

[ganbarubie]

↬ s a n g u i n e t e m p o ✰

“you should join a club and that club should be OUR club!! i mean, it’s not like you want to be one of those people who aren’t part of a club, right?? the next thing you know, you’ll be brandished an OUTCAST because you didn’t get into any of the clubs and you’ll become a SHUT-IN and live out the rest of your days alone in your room with only a koi fish to keep you company. “ ritsu had a happen of devolving into tall tales, but she couldn’t help that she had flair for the DRAMATIC. “ uhmmmm, well— have you ever played an instrument before? “

all throughout middle school, ruby had spend her after school time alone looking through idol magazines in the library, so being an outcast wasn’t an entirely new concept to her, but... this was high school! ruby wanted to get out of her shell and make friends and maybe (if she was lucky) become an idol. the light music club was already a fair option for ruby to make her goals turn into a reality. ritsu’s terrifying future prediction, however, was the finishing move.

“ well, my sister plays the yamatogoto really well! i learned how to play a bit too, but i’m no where near as good as she is. ” a pout formed from her lips as she brought a finger up to rub her chin. “ oh, but i don’t know if that’ll fit well in the light music club... ”

[ganbarubie]

rin and yohane sharing their fursona designs is realistic and valid

[ganbarubie]

↬ y o r u h a n e ✰

She patted Ruby’s head in response, not at all minding her knowing nothing about the fallen angel’s streams. Her streams comprised of games, vlogs, or fallen angel shenanigans, all running for an hour or two every weekend. She also promoted Aqours, particularly when the dates of lives approached.

“I talk to my viewers while playing video games, of course.” Shooters and fighters, with the occasional racing game. “I also discuss the heavens with my viewers and speculate on the state of the human world. As one of my little demons, you really should pay more attention to my streams.”

Yoshiko glanced around their surroundings, then took out a console from one of her pockets. Uranohoshi banned games from its premises - taking hers out for a demonstration was a major risk in itself. 

“Therefore, I shall give you a demonstration of my content!” She leaned in to whisper, “…So long as you don’t tell anyone I smuggle my games into school. Please.” The chuuni would rather not face detention.

A long, satisfied sigh escaped her lips as she nuzzled against the other’s hand. (She really couldn’t help that she was weak to head pats!) Ruby listened intently to Yoshiko’s words, nodding along as she tried her best to take notes in her head. “ Discuss the heavens and play games... uh-huh... ” Despite repeating the words, it took her a minute to process them.

“ U- Uh... You’ll have my full attention next stream! ” Pigtails flew around as she nodded her head furiously and she leaned over Yoshiko’s shoulder to get a better look at the game. “ And I won’t tell anyone about anything, I promise! ” Sure, Dia would have wanted her to follow the rules and report suspicious activity to her... and playing games on campus was definitely suspicious activity... But they was doing it for Aqours! Dia didn’t have to know. “ But... how do you stream games? I’ve only really watched idol streams... ”

[noridasu-blog]

                                                      乗り出す ( noridasu ) verb                                                     1.    lean over, lean  forward                                                     2.    enter (  a field,    a career  ),   start (  a   j o u r n e y,                                                            a mission  ),  launch                                                      3.   embark, s e t  s a i l 

                                                                 independent,  private, selective                                                             you watanabe from love live! sunshine!!

[ganbarubie]

↬ c r e a t i v i s m ✰

♪  “Hmm… well, I start off by playing a couple of chords from a certain scale and when I find something interesting, I write it down.” She pressed three keys down simultaneously, creating a sound that echoed throughout the room. Trying to explain composing to someone with no music experience was harder than she originally thought. Riko had never taught anyone how to play either, but it was good experience for her. “Ah. A chord is a group of three notes or keys and a scale is . . a group of several notes. Am I explaining this okay?”  ♪

“ yeah! you’re already a great teacher, riko-chan. i feel like i should be taking notes. ” she giggled into her hand and nodded, making sure to pay attention to the other’s lesson. learning about music was definitely going to be something ruby needed if she wanted to be an idol!  she felt a chill through out her body as the sound from the piano filled the room. “ so do you just keep pressing butto- uh, i mean, playing chords until they sound right? or do you already have some sort of idea when you’re working? ” there were practically a million questions ruby had, but she really couldn’t help it!

[ganbarubie]

↬ i d o l s t a r t ✰

she’d felt estranged to come out here with tsubasa and a few other of her friends– but the girl offered and it was a new change of pace for a few days. though, the area seemed to be quiet– almost too quiet compared to the busy streets back near akihabara. it was almost hard to fall asleep in the area. but it was nice to be at the beach again. 

and she almost hadn’t even heard the girl behind her– soft spoken and barely near above a whisper. but her anxious and red face is what caught her attention before hand. 

‘ ah– ! i am, didn’t think there would be fans this far out in the country… ‘

once blue eyes are locked onto hers, she feels her body tensing up and she’s frozen in her spot and she tries to say something but it’s like her throat is closing up and-- oh god, honoka from μ's is actually alive and in front of her and honoka from μ's is talking to her in real life.

it takes her a minute to gather her composure, and another to make sure she’s breathing. she immediately bows at a full 90-degree angle in front of the other. “ i- i... h-hello! i’m ruby kurosawa and i’m a school idol from uranohoshi girl’s high school and my sister and i are huge fans of μ's and it’s an h-honor to be here in the same grocery line as you. ” she doesn’t get up from the bow. she’s afraid that if she stands up, honoka from μ's isn’t going to be there anymore and she’ll wake up from what is definitely a dream.

[ganbarubie]

↬ h a g u u s h i ✰

     ❝ but you’re always smiling too. ❞ and smiling was the best face to wear really. should she add that ? possibly but then the younger would stutter. that was also a face ruby wore best. but she was growing out of her shell. kanan could remember years ago, such a small girl would hide behind her mother whenever mari and her would go to drag their third party out to play. ❝ yeah, carry you. really, i don’t mind. you can rest easy too. ❞

“ it’s an idol’s job, you know? to always be smiling. s- so that’s why! ” ruby nodded with a huff, as though it was the most obvious statement in the world (and, well, for an idol fan like ruby, it might as well have been). she gave a weak smile to the other before looking down at the ground. “ i mean, if you really don’t mind... we aren’t too far, right? ” she kicked at the dirt. it was embarrassing but... she couldn’t just deny her senior’s offer, right?