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Back again. Consistency has been my major flaw thus far but I’m going to keep trying. There is no use in punishing myself for not sticking to my plan or ending up in a worse situation than before, I can only learn from it and use it as fuel.

So I find myself now in the middle of nowhere, friendless and bored, the perfect place to be. I have nothing but time to dedicate myself to my goals and no external distractions. I wasted the entirety of covid on cheap thrills and I do not want to make the same mistake.

My hedonistic personality has clashed with my lazy upbringing and I find myself addicted to what would have been a luxury as a child. This will be my first hurdle and the pivotal point of this journey.

As a frequent over sharer, I am going to try and write out my feelings regularly, on here and in a diary for the more personal topics. This way I can feel like I’m sharing and being listened to without destroying the ‘private, elusive and mysterious’ personality I’m trying to achieve.

I guess I start in the morning.

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