It’s been a minutes. I’m 30 now and currently homeless. Been looking and trying to buy a house since 2019 but then covid hit everything went up. Landlord decided to sell the house and not give us our deposit back. I live in Jupiter so nothing here is affordable with me being a therapist and my husband doing ack repair. Nothing is affordable here. So we are probably going to pack up Thea hike life we made her and move somewhere else. I’m also feeling like. Im never going be able to have a family I mean I’m already 49 and can’t even afford a house. How can I afford a kid and give them the life a kid deserve? Im just feeling so defeated I’ve been working hard and so has my husband and it just feels like it doesn’t matter. Sometimes I feel like it’s all my fault. If only worked harder when I was younger, of knit I had saved my money instead of traveling and or going to festivals. Guess I should be thankful for the fun I got to have because it feels like I’m just going to finacially poor. I just want a house and a family that’s all and I feel like I don’t know how I am going to get that. #feelingdefeated
