I’M TAKING A BREAK.
hello, guys. some of you might’ve noticed that i’ve not been active in this site as much as i was before, with this being caused by the pandemic since almost my entire time and energy has been directed to my healthcare career and working in hospitals. ever since then, i’ve been torn between having so so many projects and not having time to finish them. i’ve put lots of effort into trying to post at least once a week and to try to participate in the community, but time has always been an issue, so don’t think i was ignoring you guys or anything like that🥺 still, this isn’t the exact reason why i’m posting this, this intro is just to give you guys some context, with it being basically me just not being here, as i always say.
so, days ago i got a message from my home country, in which i won’t get into details but it informed me about the passing away of a friend of mine. needless to say, it has affected me massively in all aspects, and my blogs are no exception. the main thing is that i started this tumblr journey with her back in 2012; we created our main blogs together, we learned how to edit together and all that tumblr stuff. i’ve always associated this site with her ofc and since she’s been gone, i haven’t even been able to log in without thinking about her, less edit or put on a new post. it may sound weird, but even whenever i see my dashboard i get a sense of emptiness. i’m afraid that maybe i’ll never be able to be here without getting sad and just being reminded that she’s no longer with me. so, this summed to my time issue has made me take the decision to turn my semi-hiatus into a permanent hiatus, for as long as it takes me to heal from this. i’ll keep all of my blogs intact nonetheless, for when i come back. besides, i will still be updating both of my fics because they’re a major part of my happiness right now and take my mind out of bad things.
so yeah, i don’t want to wrap this up with me being all sad and wanting you to pity me, because that’s not what i want at all. this is basically me just letting you guys know why i’ll be gone because i don’t want you to think that i don’t want to hang out anymore, that i’m not seeing posts on purpose or that i’m not supporting you anymore, no way.
i’m finishing this up on a lighter note, by ofc thanking all of my pals in here, all of the beautiful people i’ve met and to all of the people who have supported this blog💕 i’m so so sad to be leaving just when the fandom is coming to life and we’re getting more content, new creators and characters, and everything is just amazing. there’s so many projects i wanted to finish, with my most recent one wanting to make edits of all of you guys’ MCs just like i did at the beginning of this year, but sadly i won’t be able to, or at least not in a while. anyway, i think that my mission has been almost accomplished, with it being to help a bit on having some of you thirsting those gorgeous pixel men and women for months haha💕
i’ll also leave a few links here of leukemia charities, so maybe you can consider to donate, because your money could be so helpful in keeping people like my friend Dani a little longer in this world. so yeah, goodbye for now and i wish you all the best of luck in this fandom✨✨
Leukemia Net: [here]
Donate to LLS: [here]
Donate to Leukemia UK: [here]
