Throwing Cithria of Cloudfield into the torment nexus

Hi [please read pinned post]

[gaypastabake]

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Hhi im Pasta, she/her, silly lesbian wizard cat, 20

Autistic WLW furry artist and delusional League of legends fan (big Luxanna Crownguard fan I love my beautiful autistic and queercoded wife <3)

this account is primarily dedicated to League of Legends and related aus/fancomics I want to work on, I have drawn other things but I might make a seperate blog coming back to that

got popular off of drawing the rabbids and im sorry if you came for that but that wont be returning for another long while even though tumblr keeps advertising me alongside other rabbids blogs. no i have not denounced the fandom and i still want to make out with the goth bunny sloppy style, i just want to make other things and not be stuck in that specific niche.

im a bit of a perfectionist and get a little antsy when my blog is looking different to how i want it to so if you notice some older posts getting deleted or privated than thats why, again no malice towards my old rabbids stuff i just go through wierd phases of 'grrr dont want that on my blog anymore' especially considering i made allot of false promises to post a fic that didnt break 2 chapters

entirely self taught unless you count the permanent artstyle influences I got from the brain eating amoebe I caught during the 2016 animation memes era. Upload schedule and quality keeps fluctuating because I draw simply for fun and enrichment

I have bad anxiety and self loathing issues which are visible in allot of my art. If you arent comfortable with frequent mentions and discussion of mental illness you probably wont like it here. Expect every artpiece to be either because im feeling like shit or having a catagory 9 autism event about my favourite characters. or im horny.

content isnt made for younger audiences and can contain suggestive humour or intent, innapropriate content will be suitably tagged however.

tags on this post may refresh or change around because im using it for advertising the stuff im working on at the moment.

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Might include a DNI later if needed, just dont be racist or bigoted or put incest or pedophilia on my feed please I dont like you.

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Ok bye thank you for reading :)

[gifs arent mine you should be able to see who made them by hovering over or clicking them cool ok]

[gaypastabake]

Valoran Sunshine: 1 "The girl I don't deserve to know."

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this has been bothering me for over five months because of my shit mental health and motivation and now on top of that some family stuff has sprung up recently thats been making me super miserable, so thats fun

so um yeah, avoidance? neurodivergency and struggles knowing if someone actually cares about you? are you picking up what im putting down?

I feel like shit for asking this but, if your reading this and you liked the comic, it would be nice if you didnt just scroll by, a reblog would go a long way in knowing if theres an audience for this, kind of deranged self-indulgent au. Like im going to keep going anyway but you know, the reassurance would be nice, thank you.

I can finally hopefully move on to quinnvanna

[aurelion-solar]

Diana & Leona - Riftbound: Vendetta Art by Naifan Zhang

[gaypastabake]

lesbians dont break up anymore they just do whatever this is

[gaypastabake]

comic is going to be one big excuse to draw lux as squishy as possible and you can tell which pannels were my favourite to draw (ones I can say fuck off to backgrounds)

almost there bear with me

[xi-xi-chen]

wakey-wakey

[lesly-oh]

Lux 2XKO ✨

[gaypastabake]

I saw that, dont hide from me riot

[gaypastabake]

Absolutely adore the new 2xko design how did they manage to make her look so warm and cuddly in a fighting game of all things

[myxini55]

lesbian nimiod

this voidling loves women no matter the tree it takes <3

[gaypastabake]

wlw are amazing at battlefield control and teleportation <3

[gaypastabake]

taking a break on the league of legends comic because ive been playing a ton of voidling bound since it first launched

I love Gilick so much I cant describe how much I adore the silly dive-bombing lizard

also debuting a new watermark for the comic

[aurelion-solar]

"Back from the Brink" - Locke Champion Cinematic

[gaypastabake]

dare I say mlm on wlw violence. on pride month of all things

[gaypastabake]

whatever. go my fatter Lux propaganda rays

[gaypastabake]

going back through my old art watching my joy and whimsy fade in real time in favour of constantly feeling embarrassed and miserable about everything I draw and post

hoping this pseudo depression arc goes away I have yuri to draw its pride month im down on quota

[vengesim]

Lux in a dress for the people who need it.

(It's me, I'm people)

[gaypastabake]

apologies to the like 2 other Cithria fans in existence, assignments are kicking my ass rn and im being eaten alive by procrastination

part 1 of the comic will be out mid May, Ive also landed on a name, Valoran Sunshine

It might not be everyone's cup of tea, its going to take a few comics to really build up the context and general feel for the comic

were talking allot of slow-burn, miscommunication, mental health issues, doubt, childhood connections that ended suddenly and unceremoniously, the classic autistic experience of not knowing whether you just appreciate someone for being nice to you or your actually in love with them, freaking out over whether your being too overbearing to someone who hasn't seen you in 6 years and is being forced to live in close proximity to your baggage.......

......written by someone who has never dated in their life. it will be messy, unconventional, awkward, I think that adds to the dynamic i'm trying to convey actually. Messy awkward individuals who just like each-other without compromise.

this really is going to be a product of my shit mental wellbeing and yearning for blonde mage women.

[gaypastabake]

nevermind i lied, somepoint june

[gaypastabake]

The side of you that hates everything you make is not as strong as the side of you that wants to wack your shit silly style

[gaypastabake]

I am very normal about deranged vengeful demon hunter woman from the new motion comic

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