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watsonofagun‌:

Surely this man was here simply to mock John. For someone to have lost a brother and still be this polished was practically a crime in the doctor’s book, and now appearing at his doorstep as if he was welcomed. It had him thinking of what had happened; the corpse of Jim Moriarty, the fall of Sherlock Holmes—–he could see himself as one of the haters on his blog now, blaming the bloody government for all the losses that had happened.

Except, in John’s case, only Sherlock’s death mattered.

        “You know. I never understand why you can’t just be          straightforward with me.”

If Mycroft wanted to be lashed out at, then John would do just that. Turned on his heels and marched into the living room even, as if to invite the eccentric man in.

        “When we first met, you could’ve just said, ‘I’m his big          brother, I’m worried about him.’ Or that last time, ‘I made          a mistake, I’m sorry.’ You always, always have to make it          seem like you’re doing a job. Tell me if you’re here be-         cause it’s a job, so I can punch you. If you’re not, good,          I’ll just punch you less harder.”

           ' i do not think of sherlock as a job ,    nor ever have i ,    it however proves easier to allow things to seem that way ,    as i have always stated ,    caring is not an advantage .    caring is a weakness  &&  i do not need the world to see sherlock as mine .    though there is a large amount of   t r u t h  in that . ‘       mycroft spoke a little less rigid than usual with those words ,   feet bringing him to follow the doctor to remain close to him as their conversation continued .    mycroft wasn’t under any illusion that he didn’t deserve the hatred that he received ,   perhaps he even sometimes encouraged it . mycroft remained standing a little away from the smaller man ,   back against a wall as he thought carefully over his next lot of words dare he actually end up being punched in the face .     ‘   my brother will always be the one i care about more than any in this world ,    that doesn’t mean i have the best way of showing it ,   but that is the truth doctor watson .    he cared for you as his friend ,   a friend being something i am envious of having never truly had such a companion ,   but that care for you means that i will not allow you to suffer alone . ‘

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scciopath‌:

Bringing the tea up to his own lips he’s silent as he listened to his brother speak his promise of getting it under control. He certainly hoped so. One of them needed to be sober, Sherlock NEEDS his older brother, whether he wants to ADMIT IT OR NOT.

“I certainly hope so. Take it from someone who knows, addiction is not easy.” He pauses as Mycroft mentions John. Were they on good terms? He’s not sure, it’s always hard to tell. “We’re getting there, I think.”

             getting there ,    yes that made sense ,    he supposed it would take a while to get over being lied to for such a time ,   though at least john had managed to find a different life in that time ,    it wouldn’t be long before everything was simply going to be back to  n o r m a l .     {     at least normal for them     }      but that was still just out of reach for the moment . finishing his tea mycroft settled the cup down ,    arm resting along the back of the sofa that the two occupied ,    arm just a little behind sherlock’s back .     he felt comfort in being close to his brother ,    comfort that sherlock could be understanding towards his current situation ,    one that seemed to add the self hate that mycroft currently experienced .    but seeing sherlock get back to his life at least lightened it a little ,    though he was sure that his younger brother was still probably experiencing he past each night ,    one thing he wished he could save him from .                    ‘ you will brother------------- that i have no doubt of . ‘

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❛    i   love  you.  do  you  love  me?   ❜

❛    i  thought  we  loved  each  other.    ❜

❛    why  are  you  with  him/her/them?   he’s/she’s/their  not  good  for  you.   ❜

❛    please  ..   don’t  leave  me  here  alone  to  rot.   ❜

❛    you  deserve  better.   ❜

❛    why   haven’t   answered  my  calls,   my   texts?   ❜

❛   you   vanish   for   three   days   then   decide   to   come   back   around?    ❜

❛   i’m  worried  about  you.   ❜

❛   i   don’t   know   if   what   i   feel   for   you   is   love.   ❜

❛   [ name ]   told   you  i   was  bad   for   you?   ❜

❛   you   always   pretend   you   don’t   care   but   i   know   you   do.   ❜

❛   you  don’t  love  me  anymore?   ❜

❛   why   won’t   you   ever   tell   me   that   you   love   me?   ❜

❛   you  didn’t  miss  me,   not   even   a   little? ❜

❛   can   we   just   have   one   more  kiss.   ❜

❛   don’t   say   that,   you  don’t  mean  it.    ❜

❛   please,  don’t   do   this   to   us.  ❜

❛   nothing  is   stopping  us  from  being   together   except   you.   ❜

❛   i’m  sorry,   i   won’t   do   it   again,   i   promise.   ❜

❛   i’m   not   in   love   with   you.  ❜

❛   why   are   you   doing   this?   ❜

❛   you   know   we   can’t   be   together.   ❜

❛   i’m  not   jealous,   just   curious.   ❜

❛   we’re   kissing   other   people   now?   ❜

❛   well,    you’re   not    allowed   to   leave   me,    ever.   ❜

❛   just   tell   me   where  the   hell   we    stand   at   now.    ❜

❛   stop   messing   with   my   emotions   because   you’re   unsure   of   yours.   ❜

❛   tell   me    this    isn’t    true,    please.   ❜

❛   you  broke  my   trust   which   is   worse   than   breaking   my   heart.   ❜

❛   i   can’t    always    help    when   you’re    in    trouble.  ❜

❛   i   thought   we   we’re   done.   ❜

❛   i   just   want   to   love   you,    let   me   love   you.   ❜

❛   you   pretend   you   don’t   know   me   in   front   of   your   friends.   ❜

❛    no,   i    cannot    just   be   your   friend.    it’s   not    enough   for   me.   ❜

❛    you’re    just    going   to   leave   without   saying   goodbye?   ❜

❛   i   don’t   want    anyone   else   but   you.  ❜

❛   how   can   you   treat   me   this    way?  ❜

❛   you   don’t   deserve   him/her/them,   you   deserve   better.   ❜

❛   you   know    i    will    always    love   you.   ❜

❛   you   shouldn’t   have   came   here.   ❜

❛   we    are    not   meant   to    be.  ❜

❛   you’re   not   in    love,    you’re   obsessed.    ❜

❛   i’ve   been   searching   for   you   in   everyone.   ❜

❛   do   yourself   a   favor   and   stop   loving   me.    ❜

❛    your   mother/father   didn’t   love   you   so   you   think   no   one   can.   ❜

❛    you   can’t    break   my   heart    twice.   ❜

❛    we   can   run   away    together,    start   new.  ❜

❛    can’t   you   see,    what    you’re   doing   to   me? ❜

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scciopath‌:

How much IS Mycroft drinking? Sherlock knows what it’s like to live with an addiction far better than anyone and he HOPES that his big brother hasn’t let himself become an alcoholic. He has no room to say anything about it but that won’t stop him from worrying about his brother. Still, can he honestly sit here and SAY NOTHING?

“Don’t let yourself get too far over the edge, Mycroft. One of us has to be the sober brother and we both know that will never be me.” If it wasn’t drugs, it was some sort of other addiction. Once an addict, always an addict. 

                mycroft paused looking into his  t e a  for a moment or two , he was frustrated enough with himself for how easily he seemed to have fallen victim to drink , but it was more shameful when he considered if anything happened to sherlock  &&  he had drank too much , didn’t hear the phone calling , didn’t notice any signs .  it would kill him all over again that was for sure .      ‘  i will get it under control sherlock . ‘ words were muttered quietly , already another cigarette had come to mycroft’s hand , another thing he seemed to be doing more of at the moment , but it proved to calm him for the most part , keep his mind focussed on something else for a while .     ‘  i’m assuming you and john are back on good terms now? ‘  ----------   yes he was changing the subject now , he didn’t want to linger on that any longer .

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vxctorx‌:

  ❝——Well, as I recall, you didn’t exactly leave me with much of a choice.❞ With the merciless wind tearing at the lapels of his long heavy coat only moments before, there would have been little luck in shaking off the persistent shadowy presence of the car which had kept driving alongside him until he had given in and climbed inside. ❝——And shockingly enough, I am not usually fond of causing a scene. Not anymore, anyway.❞ He concludes as he turns the leaden lids of his eyes upon his unbidden companion for the afternoon. It is rather startling to see all of the changes which have befallen the other throughout the years. What is truly shocking, however, is perceiving the fact that there is very little left of the young man whom he had once adored in the inscrutable figure which is now seated before him. 

  ❝——You have dyed your hair.❞

            ' it was deemed a little more appropriate than the  f i e r y  red ,   i need to look professional not still like a child that i once was . ‘       of course victor would note on that , he always seemed to have liked it , the copper hair atop his head , the litter of freckles that spilled from his nose over his cheeks ,  but as with the hair the freckles too were covered , a recreation of the young mycroft that victor had known those years ago .  mycroft wasn’t too sure if victor was disappointed in what he saw now ,   in fact he didn’t really know why he particularly cared what victor thought , but there apparently was still a soft spot for the man somewhere inside him .

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❛ you can’t break my heart twice. ❜

            ' i have no intention of  b r e a k i n g  it again ,that was far from my reason in bringing you here . ‘it stung a little that victor was still wary of the last time mycroft had managed to the hurt the other , he was far more clueless then, far more naive with little knowledge on what  l o v e  meant , what feelings truly were  &&  how he could tell how another was really thinking .  then he had been stunted , but he had certainly learnt from past mistakes  &&  he had every intention of making up for last time however he could , that included taking victor out with him , not anywhere special, just out , the both of them under his umbrella as the rest of the world seemed deserted around them , hiding from the tears the clouds sent down on them .       mycroft only came to pause at a spot they had often met at all those years ago , where they had both shared kisses in the rain such as now , but turning to face victor he seemed almost afraid , seemed so very scared about whatever was about to happen .  mycroft had never really been one to soften up  &&  open himself to another person , he was rarely too sure of feelings or responses that his body  &&  mind gave , but this time was different because for once he truly knew .                      ‘ i believe that i love you victor----------i believe that perhaps i always did  &&  after all this time you still have these same effects on me , a way of making me feel in ways i never truly believed were possible for me .  jealous, sadness, joy .  i don’t wish to ever break your heart again , i want to give you my own , it is yours . ‘

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scciopath‌:

The previous events are ALREADY FORGOTTEN. Sherlock knows his brother rather not revisit it so he files it away. It isn’t something he gets rid of COMPLETELY but it is something that the detective chooses to IGNORE until brought up again.

He watches as Mycroft makes his way into the kitchen, eyes flickering to the empty bottle of liquor laying about. He doesn’t say a word but instead moves to settle down on the sofa as he waits for his brother to RETURN with the tea.

Accepting the tea from his brother, Sherlock leans back in the seat as he listens to him talk. Recent habits. Ah, yes, that wouldn’t go so well if it was to get out. “I presume you mean your drinking?”

             ' y e s ---------- among other things , it’s hardly something that needs to be getting about, let alone having questions from mummy regarding it all .  far too much hassle when i can simply take care of things myself without noses being stuck into it. ‘ mycroft sighed after his words  &&  sipped from his cup , he also didn’t need anyone thinking he slipping over the edge , composure was one thing that mycroft holmes had prided himself in all these years, the only person to have ever seen him as anything other than the stiff as a board man he usually was would be sherlock .  &&  that was how mycroft would keep things .  but it seemed the world would easily forget that everyone, no matter who they were, had limits in their own mind, mycroft was of course included in that  &&  it seemed it was finally his turn to take a little tumble.

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❛    i   love  you.  do  you  love  me?   ❜

❛    i  thought  we  loved  each  other.    ❜

❛    why  are  you  with  him/her/them?   he’s/she’s/their  not  good  for  you.   ❜

❛    please  ..   don’t  leave  me  here  alone  to  rot.   ❜

❛    you  deserve  better.   ❜

❛    why   haven’t   answered  my  calls,   my   texts?   ❜

❛   you   vanish   for   three   days   then   decide   to   come   back   around?    ❜

❛   i’m  worried  about  you.   ❜

❛   i   don’t   know   if   what   i   feel   for   you   is   love.   ❜

❛   [ name ]   told   you  i   was  bad   for   you?   ❜

❛   you   always   pretend   you   don’t   care   but   i   know   you   do.   ❜

❛   you  don’t  love  me  anymore?   ❜

❛   why   won’t   you   ever   tell   me   that   you   love   me?   ❜

❛   you  didn’t  miss  me,   not   even   a   little? ❜

❛   can   we   just   have   one   more  kiss.   ❜

❛   don’t   say   that,   you  don’t  mean  it.    ❜

❛   please,  don’t   do   this   to   us.  ❜

❛   nothing  is   stopping  us  from  being   together   except   you.   ❜

❛   i’m  sorry,   i   won’t   do   it   again,   i   promise.   ❜

❛   i’m   not   in   love   with   you.  ❜

❛   why   are   you   doing   this?   ❜

❛   you   know   we   can’t   be   together.   ❜

❛   i’m  not   jealous,   just   curious.   ❜

❛   we’re   kissing   other   people   now?   ❜

❛   well,    you’re   not    allowed   to   leave   me,    ever.   ❜

❛   just   tell   me   where  the   hell   we    stand   at   now.    ❜

❛   stop   messing   with   my   emotions   because   you’re   unsure   of   yours.   ❜

❛   tell   me    this    isn’t    true,    please.   ❜

❛   you  broke  my   trust   which   is   worse   than   breaking   my   heart.   ❜

❛   i   can’t    always    help    when   you’re    in    trouble.  ❜

❛   i   thought   we   we’re   done.   ❜

❛   i   just   want   to   love   you,    let   me   love   you.   ❜

❛   you   pretend   you   don’t   know   me   in   front   of   your   friends.   ❜

❛    no,   i    cannot    just   be   your   friend.    it’s   not    enough   for   me.   ❜

❛    you’re    just    going   to   leave   without   saying   goodbye?   ❜

❛   i   don’t   want    anyone   else   but   you.  ❜

❛   how   can   you   treat   me   this    way?  ❜

❛   you   don’t   deserve   him/her/them,   you   deserve   better.   ❜

❛   you   know    i    will    always    love   you.   ❜

❛   you   shouldn’t   have   came   here.   ❜

❛   we    are    not   meant   to    be.  ❜

❛   you’re   not   in    love,    you’re   obsessed.    ❜

❛   i’ve   been   searching   for   you   in   everyone.   ❜

❛   do   yourself   a   favor   and   stop   loving   me.    ❜

❛    your   mother/father   didn’t   love   you   so   you   think   no   one   can.   ❜

❛    you   can’t    break   my   heart    twice.   ❜

❛    we   can   run   away    together,    start   new.  ❜

❛    can’t   you   see,    what    you’re   doing   to   me? ❜

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vxctorx‌:

  ❝——Of course you don’t.❞ His words are spoken with a dismissive air, the silence which they bring weighing heavily upon their shoulders. His gaze follows the fleeting silhouettes of the passing cars as the melding smoke from their cigarettes draws a thin veil across his fair features. Victor has never possessed a cruel heart, yet the bitter tang which the past has left upon his tongue makes his mouth taste foul whenever he is reminded of it. 

  ❝——I’m back, and I am here to remain for good this time, and you must simply accept that.❞ He concludes at last, and although his voice retains its gentility, the unwavering resolve which tinges his words leaves little room for dispute. ❝——There are certain things which are beyond your control, Mycroft.❞

            ' i am not  i d i o t i c  enough to think otherwise , the world is not a play thing under my control . ‘   mycroft kept his eyes away from the other man , their past was best left exactly where it was  &&  yet seeing him now brought much of it back to the present , it was something he had preferred locked away that the current invasion that seemingly attacked him .  mycroft had told himself many times that collecting victor has merely been to warn him that he would not stand for anything that could drag his brother into something  d e e p , yet perhaps he also had other motives .      they had parted on  b a d  terms with one another , jealously assaulting him when he took to paying sherlock a visit------------   though why should he have been surprised?  sherlock had a way of making the world love him , &&  mycroft seemed to lack that skill through  &&  through .         ‘ i didn’t expect you to accept the offer of a ride with me . ‘

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watsonofagun‌:

Did he just ask him how he was doing?

Was the big brother gaining a sense of humanity now? Which is it, guilt? Disappointment? Sorrow? How long did it take him since his missing attendance at the funeral, months? John let out a huff, almost a laugh, of incredulity as he looked down at the polished shoes of the man before him and then up at his face again.

          “You always say you’re smarter than him. Can’t you           deduce how I’m doing then? I don’t have time for this           bullshit, Mycroft.”

He had too much time, actually. But he also didn’t feel like losing his cool today.

             ' from what i can see------------ you have plenty of time doctor watson , though perhaps you would rather spend it wallowing in your current sadness instead ? ‘       mycroft was all too used to the tone being used with him , he’d had it often aimed at him  &&  it certainly didn’t keep him up at night thinking about how he might have offended the other person , no that was better saved for a goldfish than for someone like him .  that however didn’t make him a robot that knew little of pains that inflicted the normal ,  &&  if his younger brother wanted eyes to be kept on his friend then so be it .                       ‘ lash out if you think it necessary doctor watson , but i am here to stay for the time being. ‘

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scciopath‌:

This poison could be ANYTHING. He won’t truly know until he has a body to exam or a victim to observe. Once Molly is back, he turns to her, to ask her if there have been any victims in the morgue that display any symptoms of being poisoned.  She tells him no and Sherlock huffs in frustration.

The twins must be the first victims then. One of them will end up DEAD if he doesn’t figure out who they are. Luck seems to be on his side, though, because soon he’s getting a text from Lestrade with a name and address where the twins reside TOGETHER.

They shared a flat. Good. That makes this easier. “Molly. Keep an eye on everything for me. I will be back.” And with that, Sherlock’s quick to grab his coat and put it on before heading for a cab. He could enlist Mycroft’s help in pinpointing exactly where the twins were but Sherlock decides NOT TO. That would be admitting he needs help and HE DOESN’T NEED HELP. 

Two fairly young sisters. The chances of them being at home were SLIM. That’s when Sherlock remembers there’s a ladies night in one of the local bars. Two sisters wanting to have fun would go to a bar - he could be wrong but he’s RARELY wrong.

So, he tells the cab to head for the bar instead and as soon as he’s there, he hops out, telling the cab to stay there and that he’ll be back. Spotting a woman throwing up, wearing the exact same shade of lipstick, Sherlock decides it’s the woman he’s looking for. 

He wastes NO TIME in approaching her. It may seem strange, it may end up with him getting slapped or something but he can’t worry about that. “Sherlock Holmes, consulting detective.” Yes, the poison is already taking effect. “Both of you. I need you to come with me. It’s a matter of life and death.”

             lips couldn’t help but  c u r l  upwards when sherlock found the two of them , one sister rubbing the back of the one currently vomiting before her eyes looked to sherlock , a small gasp as she seemed to recognise the man that had approached them, though a groan from her sister seemed to pull all her attention back to the ill sibling .   tissues wiped at the mouth , a red stain coming to the tissue which brought even more concern  &&  alarm to the healthier of the two .                          ‘ what is going on ?    is this what you’re here about ? ‘    from his words she believed that it must have been , an arm wrapping around the ever paling sister to aid her when it came to them following the detective, a hope that this wasn’t quite as life threatening as sherlock made it seem .   but she was very obviously concerned as the sister in her arms slumped ever more as they journeyed , weakening quickly to the point where she feared having to carry the other if it continued . the sight before him however now brought a frown , it seemed that the effects were speeded up , leaving sherlock less time that mycroft had been hoping , it made him tense as he had clearly miscalculated something .  mycroft didn’t want to be the cause for someone’s death , not someone that was completely innocent at least , perhaps had they been a disgusting being he wouldn’t have felt quite as bad as he currently did, but he needed sherlock to work  f a s t .   he needed sherlock to figure this out within the next 24 hours or he was sure that the woman’s death would end up being on his hand .

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“Your secret is perfectly safe with me, Mycroft.” There’s a pause in which Sherlock’s lips curl up in a teasing smile. “For now.” Back to the way they were before, the teasing playfulness between them. As far as Sherlock is concerned, the previous moments between them hadn’t happened. 

Mrs. Hudson will no doubt complain about the smoke and luckily for him, he won’t be home when she does. Perhaps another reason he’s so intent on going home with Mycroft. Sherlock wastes no time in following Mycroft to the car and climbing in.

If it is a quiet ride, that is quite alright with him. No need to say anything. No need to talk about what happened or how either of them were feeling. No need to talk about the past few days and how he’s holding up. Utter silence is perfectly okay with him.

            the silence continued seemingly up until the two of them arrived at mycroft’s home , stepping in through the front door which he held open for sherlock before closing the home up for the evening, locking the door up tight before then turning to his younger brother.   he felt like a fool for everything that had come out over the previous hours,  but he felt a little  l i g h t e r  at least in that moment , a quick trip to the kitchen to make the both of them a cup of tea , eyes glancing at empty bottle that had once contained his favourite alcoholic beverage .                       w h a t   a   m e s s . shaking his head he brought the tea into the sitting room , settling a cup down for each of them before he settled down comfortably  &&  sighed .      ‘ i appreciate you coming more than you know brother , the government has had many shares of controversy over the years , me taking a step back to ensure that my mind falls back in place is certainly a better decision than allowing anything to slip into stories people pass around .   if certain recent   h a b i t s   came to light it would certainly prove difficult to contain . ‘

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RULES: You can only say “guilty” or “innocent”. You are not allowed to explain anything unless someone messages you or asks you. Repost, don’t reblog!

asked someone to marry you? innocent kissed one of your friends? innocent  danced on a table in a bar / tavern? innocent ever told a lie? guilty had feelings for someone you can’t have? guilty ever kissed someone of the same sex? innocent kissed a picture? innocent slept until 5pm? innocent fallen asleep at work / school? innocent held a snake? innocent been suspended from school? innocent worked at a fast food chain / restaurant? innocent stolen something? innocent been fired from a job? innocent done something you regret? guilty laughed until something you were drinking came out of your nose? innocent caught a snowflake on your tongue? innocent kissed in the rain? innocent sat on a roof top? innocent kissed someone you shouldn’t have? innocent sang in the shower? guilty been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? innocent shaved your head? innocent slept naked? innocent made a boyfriend / girlfriend cry? innocent shot a gun? guilty still loved someone you shouldn’t? innocent have / had a tattoo? innocent liked someone, but will never tell who? guilty been too honest? guilty ruined a surprise? guilty been told that you’re beautiful by someone who totally meant what they said? innocent stalked someone? guilty thoughts about murder? guilty still have communication w/ your ex? innocent how about mass murder? innocent cheated on someone? innocent gotten so angry that you cried? guilty tried to stay away from someone for their own good? guilty thoughts about suicide? guilty had a girlfriend/boyfriend? innocent gotten totally drunk during a holiday? innocent TAGGED BY: @scciopath TAGGING; ANYONE THAT WANTS TO!

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Does it bother you that you can't protect everyone? Does it bother you that you'll die and everything you think you've built will just crumble away?

            d i d   i t   b o t h e r   h i m ?like nothing else in the world , he knew he would die , that was just a fact of life , the idea that everything he had done would turn out to be for nothing was a sore spot .   mycroft didn’t exactly care about people , he did his job , he protected those around him , it was a daily thing he did , but all the while there were always the few he would protect no matter what .his siblings were always first on the list .then of course there were those that sherlock held dear , he wanted to protect them too , yet seemingly failed at every turn .   he couldn’t protect everyone , but those he thought he should be able to protect , to keep from harm.                       ---------------he couldn’t even protect themthat was what bothered him more than work , but than everyone else in the world , more than the country , more than the queen herself , he should be able to protect them .                  w h y   c o u l d n ‘ t   h e   p r o t e c t   t h e m ?

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As his lips begin to move against the other’s and the warmth of their breaths melds into one, he finds himself holding onto that form which he had once known so intimately. The dark, golden veil of his lashes flutters against the other’s cheeks like the broken wings of a butterfly, and if they leave a wet trace behind, neither speaks of it.

  ❝——You are a fool.❞ He breathes against the other’s mouth once they part, only for the curve of his lips to find his freckled skin again and again as the tempting weight of his embrace draws them towards the welcoming warmth awaiting them inside.

the return of the  s w e e t  affections caused his heart to flutter , for a hand to hold victor’s waist , their bodies almost melding together at that moment , he hadn’t realised how much he had missed him being wrapped in his arms, how much he missed those lips against his own .  but now it was so obviously clear , he didn’t want them to stop for even a second , every part of their lips caused him to lean in for more, body pressing him into the nearest possible wall, to hold him there , to keep him there with him .       ‘ ---------  but i’m your fool , if you’ll have me . ‘     words were muttered out between deep kisses , eyes not daring to open for a moment as if it would wake him for a beautiful dream .  no man had entered his life  &&  made him feel this alive quite like him ,  &&  god it felt good to be alive again.