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i'll burrow here until the axe beheads me

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normies really dont get it do they

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how do you think a 2.5 hour drawing sesh is too much lmao

most days i do a minimum of 4 hours

but normies dont undertand how you can dedicate yourself to art unless its considering future opportunities or profit

i tried to softlaunch my usual schedule with a 10 hour sesh yesterday but it seems they will never get used to it. i miss my room.

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normies really dont get it do they

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the existence of this blog was a mistake i think

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if youre one of those people that make jokes about phisnom being a pedophile you either:

treat child sexual abuse as an unserious thing that can be joked about which is a type of behaviour that silences victims

or

only make jokes about this because you know thirsting after a grown ass vtuber isnt the same as liking csam

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people view this as a community bonding activity rather than the so called "holding accountability". more than half the tweets you see about this situation are jokes about phisnom being a pedophile and having csam on his computer that get thousands of likes. dogging on a collective target makes them happy, and the actual evidence of phisnom being a shitty person (called a sa survivor sex pest, said n word a few years ago etc) are then used as justification for harassing him meanwhile they are attempts at inserting a stable foundation to flimsy, nonsensical evidence. no one cares about the actual bad shit he did, because then they couldnt give him the irredeemable label of "pedophile" that justify any and all further harassment. Ive even seen some people call phisnom defenders (which ill inevitably be labeled as if someone sees this post even though ive had him blocked on twitter for years and still do) "pedophiles who feel threathened when one of them got exposed". Now pedophile is used to mean "annoying and distasteful" instead of what is actually means.

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if youre one of those people that make jokes about phisnom being a pedophile you either:

treat child sexual abuse as an unserious thing that can be joked about which is a type of behaviour that silences victims

or

only make jokes about this because you know thirsting after a grown ass vtuber isnt the same as liking csam

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the toxic cesspit guy getting canceled for liking lolicon while i post about raping ben drowned here

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theyre acting like they found terabytes of csam on his computer instead of tweets thirsting after an anime vtuber avatar bro

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the toxic cesspit guy getting canceled for liking lolicon while i post about raping ben drowned here

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why cant i sulk like a teenager why am i the one thats fitted into the role of a controlling disgruntled adult why am i ony a child when you want to "heal your inner child" or excersize your control over me to make sure i'm still your property why do you get to have trauma and i dont and nothing i feel is real

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i know art isnt my place but its the only one i can be

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gentle rape is the most boring trope. people want to pretend that its romantic or something but the pure objectification and dehumanization of the victim is what makes it attractive in the first place. the brutality.

if it was good, the metal rod wouldnt reshape the other, it would break it violently, the pieces flunking out around. you couldnt pretend that it would feel good or that there is a gentle undertone in this that takes care of you. industrial sex breaks, melts, destroys. there is nothing appealing about the softness.

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working on my art is a humiliation ritual at this point but i shall continue

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there is a subtext of arrogance in my art because of its baseline assumption that it deserves to exist

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same with this post, it's quite funny actually

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there is a subtext of arrogance in my art because of its baseline assumption that it deserves to exist

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a good way to draw popee nsfw/suggestive would be to make pinups that emphasize the cute nature of his facade

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who does he fucking think he is

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a good way to draw popee nsfw/suggestive would be to make pinups that emphasize the cute nature of his facade

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me when i abandon all my moral principals because someone offered me my favorite food