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gee10120 masterlist

hi! i get to have a proper masterlist for my masterlists hehe, very big updates on my tumblr today. i don't have many works and i update slowly, but i hope something of mine can interest you regardless! (none of my work is beta read so do be gentle with me and forgive pacing errors and loose ends hehe xx

my works are a bit doom and gloom so check tags if it ain't your thing x

currently updating (albeit slowly):

the sacrilegion of falling in love

works and links under the cut :)

long form fics - updated less regularly

sleep token: The Sacrilegion of Falling in Love (28k words) - sleep x vessel, exploratory, chronology-ish (tags inside!) - 11/16

arcane: the black box (5k words) - viktor character study, kind of bar au, kind of transhumanist and alchemical, jayvik crumbs - 2/? - paused momentarily

drabbles and minis

dennis whitaker:

blood lust (842 words) - vampire! whitaker, blood, probably inaccurate representation of vampirism - 1/1

reader gets injured - vampire!whitaker, blood, he’s kind of a perv if you squint because I’m such a loser for that kind of thing oops, a touch suggestive towards the end with a bit of fantasising - 1/1

werewolf!whitaker - werewolf!whitaker, Tws and tags: yearn, dog behaviours (like the whole thing), ig pet play? (Unsure but I’ll warn for it anyways), he’s a loverboy but we could all hold hands and explore what’s underneath in a future post - 1/1

Substacks

your brain is a delicacy to be cooked, fried and feasted upon

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incredible. outstanding. revolutionary. thank you for the vamp and werewolf meals.

Many kisses my beloved anon! Please feel free to request more drabbles! If you have a specific scenario or something you’d like me to expand on please do let me know! <33

[deltamel]

nothing else hits like my chemical romance in the summertime, blasting loud enough to make your ears ring while you drive with all the windows down, the scenery a bright green blur, yelling along to the lyrics

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perhaps even a werewolf reader thing if you felt so inclined.... eyes emoji

Don’t tempt me with a good time 😛 dog symbolism my beloved

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With some trusty Hozier (it will come back, talk) and a vague knowledge of werewolf lore, Anon I hope to cook up a midnight feast for ya x

Tws and tags: yearn, dog behaviours (like the whole thing), ig pet play? (Unsure but I’ll warn for it anyways), he’s a loverboy but we could all hold hands and explore what’s underneath in a future post

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Puppy. Dog. Mutt. Words his coworkers had used to describe him at some point. The latter might have been closest to what he was but it made no real difference - a werewolf skulking around Pittsburgh might have hit the nail on the head a little too much.

It was no secret that there was something odd about him. It’s just that no one could quite put their finger on what it was. Perhaps it was that he always seemed to take a few days off a month all clustered at once on a ‘personal emergency’ that no one could find a medical record on. Perhaps it was the way he loomed at your back like a guard dog. He wasn’t particularly fierce by any means but he’d raised a brow once at Trinity after a poorly timed joke at your expense and she’d been quick to back down.

Maybe it was just that he made an effort to look after you. He didn’t dote particularly, it was more of a wordless sort of assurance, of knowing your needs before you did. Forgotten a fork? He’s right by your side with one. Mismarked a fork for a patient? Corrected moments before your return from the bathroom. And you could recognise his chicken scratch scrawl a mile away.

It was only when you had a sneaking suspicion that he’d been following you around. He hadn’t done it maliciously. Of course not. He just liked to be around you. You’re warm and soft and you smell nice and comforting and you’re so sweet to him when no one else seems to be.

He can’t help it. You patted his head to take the piss out of him once and he had to bite his tongue in order to keep himself from making a noise. The memory hasn’t left him and he only hopes to torment you enough to get you to do it again.

He’s never been particularly successful in love. Past hookups accused him of clinging on too much too fast.

“A one night stand doesn’t mean you’re my boyfriend…” one girl had tried to put it kindly, disengaging herself from the early morning spoon.

Perhaps he was too much. Too clingy. But he wants something of his own just for one. Someone that’s his. He’d really like it to be you. You’d treat him so nice. He’s imagined your voice sounding out the syllables. Good boy. It kicks him into overdrive immediately. Metaphorical tail wagging and panting. Perhaps not panting… but awfully close. Perhaps a whimper?

So, he’s resolved to sink his teeth into you till you can’t run away. Keep you close and himself even closer. Make himself so useful that if he left you’d notice. He wants to hear you call him back when he walks away so he can come bounding back.

There’s a loverboy inside his heart and it’s chewing up the bars of his ribcage to get to you - he just hopes he won’t scare you off.

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Hope this was sort of what you had in mind, anon! Thanks for waiting, my lovely <3

[gee10120]

i forgot to mention that i saw sleep broken recently!! best £15 i ever spent and a very good tide over until ST actually release a ticket announcement themselves, it really felt like an old ST gig from what i've seen online

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Werewolf anon I promise I will write tomorrow I am just not very well versed in werewolf lore but I WILL research for you, my baby

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could you potentially write about reader getting injured/ accidentally drawing blood while working with vamp! whittaker?

Hi, my angel! Yes ofc, I hope this is sort of what you had in mind? Just a wee tiny Drabble but I might expand after I write werewolf!whitaker for other anon too! Xx

Tws and tags: vampire!whitaker, blood, he’s kind of a perv if you squint because I’m such a loser for that kind of thing oops, a touch suggestive towards the end with a bit of fantasising.

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It really hadn’t been on purpose. A slight nick. Steel on skin, but the second he smells it his entire body goes rigid. Hairs on end like a cat.

The smell of copper fills his senses and he is reminded suddenly and sharply of just how hungry he really is. He hasn’t fed for a while. Always too skittish and nervous to do anything more than pierce the occasional storage blood bag. He’d been doing so well for so long, gotten used to the scent of blood around him. Trained himself to not flinch anymore - divorce the idea of feeding from its reality.

But your scent is too much. The coppery tang mixed with your perfume was intoxicating. Choking really. He could almost see the vapours from your body rise around you, dancing, teasing, making their way over to him. Clawing at his senses and fraying his self control.

“You alright?” You ask, noticing his eyes trained on your finger as you wipe the blood off. He nods slow, mindless, more zombie than vampire for a moment before he snaps himself out of it.

“Oh, shit, yeah- sorry… weird day…” he offers, not taking his eyes off your finger. You follow them down to the cut.

“I’ll be fine,” you laugh lightly “you could bandage it up if you’re so worried about me?” You wink. It’s meant to be lighthearted, it’s always fun to tease him. He falters for a moment, running through a slew of mental option.

“Y…yeah.. sure, alright, yeah, I’ll help ya.” He nods, an idea dawning on him. He fumbles around for a first aid kit. Nimble fingers find bandages and alcohol wipes. He doesn’t bother with a glove. Unprofessional for a hospital but it’s only you.

“Just have to check it’s not too deep..” he murmurs, pressing the cut between his fingers to draw a little blood. It beads at your fingers a little and he swipes it with his index finger, moving it away after. He cleans it and puts a plaster on and gives you a tap. You thank him and smile and move to leave the room.

After you go he waits till the door clicks closed and his finger is in his mouth before the sound finishes echoing through the room. Fucking hell.

This is bad. Horrible. Terrible. The worst thing that’s ever happened to him in his entire undead life. You taste even better than you smell and his head rushes just from a taste. He can’t imagine how it’d feel to have it straight from you. Teeth sinking into your neck… the way you’d shiver underneath his deft fingers… maybe you’d enjoy it… you’d let out soft moans as he… fuck.

The worst thing that’s ever happened to him in his entire undead life.

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[gee10120]

perhaps even a werewolf reader thing if you felt so inclined.... eyes emoji

Don’t tempt me with a good time 😛 dog symbolism my beloved

[gee10120]

heh .... i mean ....... if youre open then more vampire whitaker would be incredible ♪(´ε｀*)

Ofc ofc! Will add to my list x

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i love bloodlust so much its so good thank you for your service

Baby, thank YOU! This is my first ask heheh I’m so glad you enjoyed! Please feel free to request things, I’m always looking for inspo xx

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TSOFIL UPDATE

update to prove that i'm writing againnnn - can't promise when it'll be out, i'd quite like to make my return a good one instead of a rushed filler but i have to tease some new characters a tiny bit <33

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provider instrumental being like church-y organs gets me every time because i am such a loser for intertwining love and worship (i.e. anything i write lol) but it just ughhhh

[angelbabymikaa]

“potentially mature content” yeah that’s my pervert friend i hope it’s mature content that’s what i followed them for

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the internet is so weird cause i get halfway thru typing a post and delete it cause i feel no one cares... girl no one should? it's MY page 😭

[eli-drawsstuff]

"I come as a blade,

a sacred guardian,

so you keep me sharp,

and test my worth in blood"

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finally working the espera into TSOFIL i would neverrr forget abt my ladies like that.

i'm kind of enjoying being able to headcanon stuff for my own version of lore

also i'm trying hard not to like go back to square one and rewrite the whole thing cause it's been a year since i wrote chapter one but i will persevere - i'm excited for the achievement of having actually finished something that is not 900 words on my notes app so to be at like 28k is already kind of mad to me

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I'M HOMEEEE!!

after nine months i am home! year abroad was gas, had a great time but now, in the walls of my childhood bedroom i feel the next couple of months will hopefully be a little more fruitful. i miss writing so much. i might try to do some more oneshots and drabbles just to keep the momentum - worry not, TSOFIL will get finished eventually, i'm a little iffy on it because i want to rewrite and retcon but i'll hold back. it's my first fic and i'm proud of it regardless - i also want to keep working on the arcane one too.