Prologue

Musings of your local, horny IT guy.

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Rachel True - My first TV show crush ever.

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Pam Grier - Classic!!!!!!!!

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Lisa Nicole Carson - One of my first crushes...

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Classic Meg Thee Stallion - she's still that baddie...

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Erica Banks - I know....I know. But once Meg started slimming down, I've been on Erica for a while...

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Condola Rashad - First saw her on one of my favorite shows "Billions". Was very very smitten from then on.....

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Sapphire, 39 - Possibly the most hustle I've seen in a woman in some time, white still keeping traces of femininity. I used to work with her (same workplace, different department) with a group of other women ("Bandcamp" and "That Workplace"). Had a small workplace crush on her friend "Belle" that never materialized.

Dark melanin, great curves and slightly tall (5ft, 8). Body kinda like an old stripper from Atlanta. (Not an old stripper, but one that stopped stripping 2 years ago).

Very transactional sex. I usually have to pay a utility bill before she would come over. But when she did make it over, it was a fiery, lustful, intoxicated, unhinged sex.

Made her squirt on my couch. Her first time.

If her and I got together, with our hustle and finances, we'd probably have 5 houses by now, lol. But her unhinged, direct shoot from the hip style of doing things would be very difficult to paste over with her libido on-off switch. Currently doing ozympic and her curves are gone.

Pour one out. Damn, she was that bitch.

One half of the last 3sum I had with "Cupcake"

Lives in the same neighborhood as "Roadblock" which made for some funny conversation.

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Cupcake - 27. Met her in the middle of my divorce when she was 19. What started out as a comfy couch after dealing with "Roadblock"s bullshit, turned into a passion filled start to our loooong connection. Dark melanin, H cup tits at 19, dark areolas, wonderfully curvy body. Possibly the reason i keep indulging her. Sex was wonderful and one in a while keeps me wanting to innovate.

An ego boost knowing I had her in her prime when I moved her in for about a year and a half. And as tradition, she moved out and shunned the stability (and yeah.... control) that i oozed. Just like "Rabbit" she got wrapped up in a brokie pookie at work and had a kid. We reconnected and I proudly got get though her pregnancy. Saw her kid come into the world and got attached.

Currently, I don't knew what's in store for her. I need her to grow up and be more mature as the years go on. What was cute when she was in her early 20s, is borderline annoying now.

One half of the Oppenheimer Incident.

One half of the last 3sum I had (with "Sapphire")

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Amazon - 31 Half black, half Asian. Tall.... like really tall. (6ft3), lives 25 minutes away. Met online and great connection and chemistry, until she realized in a busy man with an IT schedule. Her period has a nickname. Mean and shoots from the hip. But often if i wanted to, I'm sure me and her would have very mean spirited debates.

Smart, artistic and creative. Came into a huge $$$ settlement (from a tragic incident) which changed the dimensions of our whatever we had. Made her splurge and buy everything she wanted. She became prissy and demanding. Sex was very one sided, minus the one time she threw amazing head my way. Couldn't overcome the not-so-nice persona she was becoming.

Contactv ended after a celebratory dinner with her and her equally tall (slightly more attractive) sister that asked really odd questions. Felt attacked and called a red piller.

She stopped replying to messages. I stopped caring.

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Nessa - 45. Half black, half korean mom. Lives an hour away. Has a career and masters degree. Broke up with baby daddy 3 years ago and had bad dates until me. Pleasant, sweet, and really funny and smart (a plus for me). Body is okay, she's doing ozympic (ugh) and curves are gradually going away.

She spent a whole weekend with me while my kids and her kids were out of the state. Her libido unlocked as we knocked it out 5 times in a 24hr period. Me at 41 I was impressed with myself and she was pretty pumped.

I'm at a mid tier level with her, so no blow jobs or facials or cream pies (Project Winter Blitz), and I think she could turn into the milfy slut i need her to be, but right now she's all lady.

She's really trying to blend the families. Don't know how "Roadblock" will interact.

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Rabbit - 27, Black, worked at my building doing security. Really sweet and very feminine with a huge bad/bitchy/mean Leo side. Chunky swimmers body with oversized tits. Caramel peanut butter complexion.

Was on bad terms with many in her family due to excusing a family members (sa) which clearly traumatized her. It manifested in a insane libido which would intensify dramatically when she moved in with me for 8 months. 1/2 of the "Oppenheimer" incident (story coming).

Moved out and lived in a different state with a YouTube. Had a baby and "escaped his terror" and moved back to this state. Moved back in with manipulative mother. Reached back out to me and of course I had to come visit. Had a great outing where our chemestry still burned like an inferno. Got drunk one night and came to the realization that I wasn't the best choice and possibly retraimatized herself.

Ended contact... but if I was on that type of time, I'd make contact and she'd be right back.

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Venus - 4?, Black blerd, lives in different state. Met online and great connection and chemistry. F1 geek (bigger than I am!). She has my ideal body type down to the abundance of melanin and ridiculously awesome areolas. I think the universe would end if our energies ever linked up.

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I use codenames in my postings.

Name - Age, Race, Intangibles

Roadblock - 41, Black, Ex-wife and mother of my kids. Constantly displays OPs tendencies. Currently we're detante. Cuts her hair multiple times and often is jealous when I'm out with various characters. Is having a hard time out in the dating world but absorbs herself in bingo. Great mom.

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About me :

41 year old, black, contemporary, multitalented flawed male. Living life after a divorce and figuring out life's tests and treats. This may be a catalyst to writing my book so I'm pumped to be here.