[ringofpast]

When it comes to journals and sketchbooks I’m the greed they talk about in the bible

[themistboundtable]

First solo RPG journal entry. More happened on this day but I kind of got caught up in illustration.

Writing included below:

Day 1: August 18th, 735 (Barovia)

I woke up choking on memories that weren't supposed to exist anymore. My hand went to my throat before I'd even opened my eyes, fingers scrambling for the wounds that should have been there. Strahd's claws had torn through my neck like I was made of paper, and I'd felt every second of it. the crushing pressure, the wet heat of my own blood, the way the world had gone gray and then black and then nothing.

I found myself back on Old Svalich Road, lying in the mud, with Mustard purring in my pack like nothing had ever happened. But it did happen. I died. Strahd killed me. And worse, so much worse, he knew. I can't stop thinking about the look in his eyes when he did it. Not anger. Not even betrayal, though Hala knows I'd earned that, trying to help Azalin escape. No, it was recognition. Like he'd finally seen through whatever veil had been hiding the truth from him all these cycles.

He knows whose soul resides in me.

And he's going to hunt me for it. I know he will. The way he looked at me in those final seconds - it was the same fevered desperation I've seen him turn on Tatyana's reincarnations. That obsessive, all-consuming need that burns through everything else. I'm not a curiosity anymore. Not useful. Not safe. I'm prey.

Gods, I can't got back o the castle. I may never be allowed to see Rahadin again. I don't know how to be in Barovia without that anchor.

[petite-gloom]

sleep walk

[belovedapollo]

sometimes everything feels too much and recently sometimes has become everyday as in a loop of being endlessly trapped inside of my own mind

reblog is ok, don’t repost / use

[anschel-adam]

Thoughts

[studylustre]

[perrfectly]

[remanence-of-love]

[mina-m]

🩵🩷🩶💙 𝓞𝓵𝓭 /𝓝𝓮𝔀 𝓳𝓸𝓾𝓻𝓷𝓪𝓵𝓼 💛🩷💜💚🩷

I sound like a broken record but I can't wait to start my new journal already (bc PLEASEEEE THAT YELLOW! it will be my perfect summer journal) and at the same time I DO feel so bad for wanting to abandon my current one (I won't!) just look at how much more time and effort has gone into it! The bulkiest one yet (no wonder I'm sick of it haha)

[zegalba]

Yoshitomo Nara: Time of My Life (2001)

[arugulafriend]

Sketchbook pages 🦐 29 - 34

[paolinegrx]

[ihatebesi]

Galería Noyola Fernández

14 de Junio de 2024

Galería Noyola Fernández en la Aurora, San Miguel de Allende.

[belovedapollo]

from my notion archives 🏷️ reblog is ok, don’t repost/use

[elementnumber33]

Journal #54 Part I: Flying Blind

[belovedapollo]

love letters to Mother Nature 🌳 reblog is ok, don’t repost/use

[belovedapollo]

I need more notebooks, more books and more hours in the day 🖊️ reblog is ok, don’t repost/use