She Lost Her Free Will

Trying to repay a debt she couldn't begin to put a single payment on... 26; Vampire; Genevieve Scarlette Rivers

[genevievescarletterivers]

Liviam: Life of The Party

@liamstyler

Gen glances around the tables of alcohol, she knew this wasn’t her scene but then again this didn’t feel like this was her life. Everything was off, Liam didn’t need her, didn’t want her. And after confession… <i> well I am not shocked he threw me away…</i> To say she was thrown away was a bit exaggerated it was just how she felt. <i> God I need to purge him out of me, out of my head, he doesn’t want me anymore, he doesn’t need me anymore… </i> her eyes dart back to the beverages and she takes one quickly throwing her head back chugging it. “Mmm ah,” she reaches for another and chugs that crushing the cup in her hand, she reaches for another.

[liamstyler]

Liam feels his facr twist, unsure of what part of that bothers him the most. But if he’s learned anything in the last year it’s how to drown his sorrows and worries. He smirks at her, masking the uncertainty. “Oh, sweet little Gen,” he says, knowing she won’t like him calling her that. Not with her being so determined to be a bad girl. “I am not sticking with alcohol tonight.” He reaches in his pocket, pulling out the small pieces of MDMA. He places one on his tongue and holds another out to Gen with a challenging look.

[genevievescarletterivers]

Gen clicks her tongue at the "sweet little" comment. Her eyes widen quickly as she sees the MDMA, she stares at it as she watches Liam place one on his tongue. In that second she decided to jump ship, into the rabbit hole. If anything happened between them they can blame it on liquor and drugs in the morning. She wanted to be so far gone, but this was uncharted territory. Her eyes big and curious meet his, this challenging look of his, made her... it made her want to prove she wasn't so little. She's not so innocent, she wanted to slander this prim proper black and white image with colours of a bad girl and sin. "Tonight you may as well call me Alice because I am taking your challenge to the rabbit hole." She swipes up the remainder from his hand and follows suit placing it on her tongue. She assumed he would be shocked she actually went and did it. Her returning a cocky grin. "Who's sweet and little now?"

[genevievescarletterivers]

Liviam: Life of The Party

@liamstyler

Gen glances around the tables of alcohol, she knew this wasn’t her scene but then again this didn’t feel like this was her life. Everything was off, Liam didn’t need her, didn’t want her. And after confession… <i> well I am not shocked he threw me away…</i> To say she was thrown away was a bit exaggerated it was just how she felt. <i> God I need to purge him out of me, out of my head, he doesn’t want me anymore, he doesn’t need me anymore… </i> her eyes dart back to the beverages and she takes one quickly throwing her head back chugging it. “Mmm ah,” she reaches for another and chugs that crushing the cup in her hand, she reaches for another.

[liamstyler]

Liam’s jaw tightens as he watches her, as he takes in her statement. He hurt her. He knows that. At the time, he had told himself the act had been selfless. But faking his death was selfish and stupid. Cruel. He should have told her what he was doing; even though that would have lead to a ‘why’ and that would have been too much to stand.

“Fine,” he says, reaching out for a shot and downing it. “You want to party with the big dogs? Fine. Let’s party.”

[genevievescarletterivers]

Gen raises her eyebrows, "I have many years on you Mister Liam. I may drink your under the table." She grabs two shots and double fists it and vigorously coughs. "Dear god..." she recovers laughing. "Try and keep up, because that cute little Gen you "love" she ain't gonna be here." She slings her arm around him.

[genevievescarletterivers]

Liviam: Life of The Party

@liamstyler

Gen glances around the tables of alcohol, she knew this wasn’t her scene but then again this didn’t feel like this was her life. Everything was off, Liam didn’t need her, didn’t want her. And after confession… <i> well I am not shocked he threw me away…</i> To say she was thrown away was a bit exaggerated it was just how she felt. <i> God I need to purge him out of me, out of my head, he doesn’t want me anymore, he doesn’t need me anymore… </i> her eyes dart back to the beverages and she takes one quickly throwing her head back chugging it. “Mmm ah,” she reaches for another and chugs that crushing the cup in her hand, she reaches for another.

[liamstyler]

Liam rolls his eyes and reaches out, grabbing the shot before she can get it and downing it. “Come on. Best know when to walk away.”

[genevievescarletterivers]

"Maybe I don't want to walk away. Maybe I want to be so far gone I can't remember me. My deeds. My name." Gen's eyes meeting Liam's. "Maybe I don't want to remember you." She knew that last bit would hurt him but after her trying to convince him he was worth it and feeling his cold stare on the bridge that night she hasn't let herself tap into emotions for him as strongly because she feels he walked away. She distracts him with her tasteless lies, of course she would never want to forget him but she uses the oppurtunity to grab a shot and toss it back.

[ricrivers]

@genevievescarletterivers

“I hate humanity,” Ric drawled to himself as he watched the crowds of people in the club bumping into each other or grinding on each other, or basically having sex in the corner. “What is the point of them?” He saw a couple going at it a few feet away and sneered, edging around them as if he thought they could contaminate him.

As he glanced through the crowds, he shook his head, moving to the bar. Before he could order a drink (sure, demons couldn’t get drunk but that didn’t stop him from trying) he saw someone beside him that made his heart stop (figuratively). “Genevieve?” He felt the breath rattle in his chest. No. She was dead by now. she had to be.

[genevievescarletterivers]

Genevieve orders another drink and throws back the shot in her hand. She comes here to get Liam out of her head. She may be drunk but she knew her eyes weren't playing tricks. "Allie..." she blinks a few times. "No. No. There's no way! You're dead! I saw you die!" Suddenly she can't feel herself breathing and dashes outside, "I cannot be this drunk. I am not that drunk. That was Allie. He's alive. No this isn't real. It's been 500 years you're crazy." She leans against the brick wall of the adjacent building in the alley taking deep breaths.

[genevievescarletterivers]

Liviam: Life of The Party

@liamstyler

Gen glances around the tables of alcohol, she knew this wasn’t her scene but then again this didn’t feel like this was her life. Everything was off, Liam didn’t need her, didn’t want her. And after confession… <i> well I am not shocked he threw me away…</i> To say she was thrown away was a bit exaggerated it was just how she felt. <i> God I need to purge him out of me, out of my head, he doesn’t want me anymore, he doesn’t need me anymore… </i> her eyes dart back to the beverages and she takes one quickly throwing her head back chugging it. “Mmm ah,” she reaches for another and chugs that crushing the cup in her hand, she reaches for another.

[liamstyler]

No part of seeing Genevieve at a part was okay. In fact, Liam felt immediate self loathing for driving her to this. He walked to the table and grabs her wrist as she reaches for a new shot. “Watch yourself.” He takes the shot she was reaching for, downing it quickly. “Careful there, Ms Rivers. Watching the amount you drink is key.”

[genevievescarletterivers]

Genevieve feels a grab at her wrist, she is ready to push off whoever is standing in her way of a drink, shock covers her face...Liam. She watches him, a breath catches in her throat. She glances up at him, he is so handsome, she wishes she could press her lips to his and just.... <i> No. Gen. You can't. </i> "Ah, yes well you would know wouldn't you?" She jerks her hand back, "I will be sure to follow your advice." She rolls her eyes as she reaches for the next shot.

[genevievescarletterivers]

Liviam: Life of The Party

@liamstyler

Gen glances around the tables of alcohol, she knew this wasn't her scene but then again this didn't feel like this was her life. Everything was off, Liam didn't need her, didn't want her. And after confession... <i> well I am not shocked he threw me away...</i> To say she was thrown away was a bit exaggerated it was just how she felt. <i> God I need to purge him out of me, out of my head, he doesn't want me anymore, he doesn't need me anymore... </i> her eyes dart back to the beverages and she takes one quickly throwing her head back chugging it. "Mmm ah," she reaches for another and chugs that crushing the cup in her hand, she reaches for another.

[genevievescarletterivers]

Liviam: Life of The Party

@liamstyler

Gen glances around the tables of alcohol, she knew this wasn't her scene but then again this didn't feel like this was her life. Everything was off, Liam didn't need her, didn't want her. And after confession... <i> well I am not shocked he threw me away...</i> To say she was thrown away was a bit exaggerated it was just how she felt. <i> God I need to purge him out of me, out of my head, he doesn't want me anymore, he doesn't need me anymore... </i> her eyes dart back to the beverages and she takes one quickly throwing her head back chugging it. "Mmm ah," she reaches for another and chugs that crushing the cup in her hand, she reaches for another.

[vampirexreece-blog]

genevievescarletterivers:

“Hi, I’m Genevieve and I’m drunk!!”

“Hey Genevieve, I’m Reece. No offense, but you might want to slow your roll.”

[genevievescarletterivers]

Genevieve laughs, "Life sucks ass. And while I'm here. Might as well have some fun! So maybe you...." she approaches him slowly getting near his face, "should speed yours up." She boops him on the nose and laughs.

[keepitrockin-deactivated2019020]

genevievescarletterivers:

Genevieve begins leading the way, “So tell me about yourself?” She spins in a circle, night time was her favorite because of the lack of sun.

Jesse thought for a moment but couldn’t think of what to talk about.  “What do you want to know.”

[genevievescarletterivers]

She glances over to Jesse and taps and finger to her lips. "Hmmm, how you got here? I mean anything you want to share I don't like poking and prodding."

[keepitrockin-deactivated2019020]

genevievescarletterivers:

Genevieve wrinkles her nose at his joke, “I work at the little diner a few blocks down, shall we?”

“Lead the way,” he motioned for her to lead.

[genevievescarletterivers]

Genevieve begins leading the way, "So tell me about yourself?" She spins in a circle, night time was her favourite because of the lack of sun.

[keepitrockin-deactivated2019020]

genevievescarletterivers:

“I just haven’t seen very many nice or helpful strangers around here. I really appreciate it.” Genevieve glances over smiling, “would you like to get something to eat the least I could do for you offering to help.” She brightens.

She was right about the friendly strangers.  He hadn’t met too many either but that didn’t mean there wasn’t some there.  “Isn’t that what I tried to do?” it might have been a little too soon to joke.  “But yeah, I could eat.”

[genevievescarletterivers]

Genevieve wrinkles her nose at his joke, "I work at the little diner a few blocks down, shall we?"

[keepitrockin-deactivated2019020]

genevievescarletterivers:

Genevieve is overwhelmed by his generosity for her well being she rushes into him without warning and gives him a hug, she pulls back, “oh ah heh sorry.”

He hadn’t expected that to happen although he didn’t pull away.  Mostly because she had before he could fully react.  “No, it’s okay.”

[genevievescarletterivers]

"I just haven't seen very many nice or helpful strangers around here. I really appreciate it." Genevieve glances over smiling, "would you like to get something to eat the least I could do for you offering to help." She brightens.

[keepitrockin-deactivated2019020]

genevievescarletterivers:

“It’s just this town makes me… crazy. A lot has been going on.” She nods, “What do you have in mind?” She asks, feeling hopeful.

“I don’t know yet but we can figure something out,” he wasn’t going to let her deal with this alone.  

[genevievescarletterivers]

Genevieve is overwhelmed by his generosity for her well being she rushes into him without warning and gives him a hug, she pulls back, "oh ah heh sorry."

[poisonedhoneyy]

It had been incredibly unsettling to lose control of her powers and was about fifty percent of the reason she’d gone into self imposed seclusion for a handful of days. The other fifty percent was the unexpected connection with someone else trapped within the little town. So when she finally showed her face, it was at the local diner. The wait was decent given the fact that it was the middle of the week, but she was craving a nice breakfast and decent cup of coffee. “Worth the wait. Even if it is reaching an ungodly length.” 

[genevievescarletterivers]

Genevieve wanders up to the table, "Hi, I'm Genevieve I'll be your waitress. How can I help you today?"

[genevievescarletterivers]

“Hi, I’m Genevieve and I’m drunk!!”

[alaricrivers]

Alaric chuckled, a dry hardly even amused sound, and turned. And then froze. Because it was his big sister. He tightened his jaw. He’d learned the hard way. Demons didn’t get feelings. They didn’t get happy endings. They didn’t get family. “Genevieve Scarlette Rivers.” It was hard to not sound amused, to not smile just a little. “What a sight.” His older sister. He was angry at the world, bitter, cold as a demon should be. But suddenly, for the first time, the first ray of who he had been with Tommy started to come forward. And he wanted to eliminate it.

[genevievescarletterivers]

Genevieve turns swiftly around to see a familiar sight. "Al-Allie?" She cups a hand over her mouth. "Holy fuck how much did I drink?" She drops her beverage staring at Alaric. "No, no, I am way to drunk there's no way you're here." She refuses to believe it and turns back around walking away she steps outside. "I don't think, I took anything she paces, there is just no way... there's... Alaric can't be alive he just--- can't." She begins to panic "Because of me!!" She shrieks feeling the bad memories flood she collapses to her knees. "My fault, my fault," she curls into a fetal position on the floor holding her head sobbing. "I'm sorry... I'm sorry... ha as if this hallucination can hear me... I fucked up Allie. I am fucked up." She cries loudly for a moment.

[genevievescarletterivers]

“Hi, I’m Genevieve and I’m drunk!!”

[keepitrockin-deactivated2019020]

genevievescarletterivers:

Genevieve smiles at Jesse, “I am glad you understand.” She wipes a few tears from her eyes. “I just miss having control…. but here its like I have none. I can’t even get my fangs to go back, I see a human and they pop right out.”

That didn’t mean that he wanted her losing control with someone in town.  It could make this whole thing worse.  “Maybe you need someone to help you out,” he wondered what he could do to help with it.  He was still part human so being a blood bag might work.  He knew he could get her to stop if he needed.

[genevievescarletterivers]

"It's just this town makes me... crazy. A lot has been going on." She nods, "What do you have in mind?" She asks, feeling hopeful.