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The one directly under her is like “she made me first”

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235 days.

34 lit ass weekends.

Occasionally I think back on the really sad days, the hard days, the scared days, the lonely days, the days when I had no place I fit in... & I'm just grateful I made it. Grateful that on the other side of all that was a side of life I (at times) didn't believe existed. A happiness I only day dreamed about. A fulfilment that seemed impossible to ever reach. I did so much healing to get to her, I went through so much pain to get to her.

Falling in love with Melanie was like coming home for the first time in a long time. We fell in love over Brent Faiyaz, over petting stray cats, over good food, mountains & sleeping in. We fell in love over earth & especially it's flowers, over lots of smiles & lots of laughs, we fell in love over my kids & our love for our families. We fell in love over blunts & cereal in bed, deep conversations & this fire ass chemistry. We fell in love over hot make-outs, soft skin & the way we look first thing in the morning.

235 days of bliss.

34 weeks of peace.

5,670 hours of the best love.

I'm looking at the rest of my life.

A healthy life.

I've never adored a single human so much. With all my heart. Could I fall in love ANY more then I already am, seems impossible that every day I love you more than the last. You complete me in the best ways baby girl. You are everything. 💚