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Florence and The Machine- Seven Devils
Holy water cannot help you now, Thousand armies couldn’t keep me out, I don’t want your money, I don’t want your crown See I’ve come to burn, your kingdom down.
Halsey - Control And all the kids cried out, “Please stop, you’re scaring me” I can’t help this awful energy Goddamn right, you should be scared of me Who is in control?
I don’t think I will ever be happy. I’m not a happy person; contentment is not in my nature. I possess a soul-biting contempt for my fellow man.
journal entry from 5/13/2014
Headcanons:
Contraty to what one may expect Alastair can actually be a perfectly prim and proper gentleman when it suits his agenda. Usually, this part of his character shows when there is a woman he is courting involved or when he is in the middle of decieving officials of his supposed innocence of a crime. But even then, his icy, controling demeanor still shines through, even if quite tamer.
After a certain degree it is normal, expected even, for a man to get a bit of God-complex and Alastair is no exception. Because he might not ever underestimate an opponent but that does not mean he will ever see himself as anything less than deserving the victory in its entirety. After all, he worked for his power - greatness was not thrust upon him, he fough tooth and nail for it and now that he is finally on top of his game in one country, he could sit and revel in his glory. But it is not enough. He needs more, misses the thrill of fighting for something (in Germany, all he needs to do is verbalize it and his pack will get it for him with ease). This is why he came to England - to prove to himself he still has waht it takes to climb to the very top from ground zero.
His thinking is a prime example of a Machiavellian one. Remorse is a perfectly foreign concept - ends don’t matter in the least if they will get him where he is headed. As for people (because everyone but his pack is included in this), they are just tools or toys - the former are kept around for as long as they are useful and the latter are simply for his own little bit of fun. Because if there is one thing he enjoys, it is tearing people apart (both literally and otherwise), crushing them and then spitting on their remnants. His pack is also not spared his inhumane ways - they are to follow his rules strictly and with no questions, else they risk to face a fate similar of that of his “toys”. After all, respect comes from admiration or fear so if they won’t admire him, he will make them fear him.
Alastair does not establish relationships on mutual benevolence like most people. Rather, he builds them like alliences with an underlying struggle for dominance. Moreover, he has no regard to personal space at all, which stems from his viewing everyone else like his inferior. If his “friend”’s wife is against what Alastair strives to achieve via said “friend”, he will make sure to get her out of the picture, preferably by a divorce he designed himself as a series of traps for her and so forth. If all else fails, he is in no way above killing anyone who poses an inconvenience in his carefully crafted plans. His friends or rather allies are also subject to this rule - they will either be manipulated as easily as toys on strings or will be replaced. And Alastair Gerwulf does not like leaving loose ends.
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I’ll give you anything you’ll ever need and I’ll find a way to turn you into a monster. Me and you we can rule the world ‘cause no ones gonna mess with me I’m a monster.
Relationship: Strings With Elegant Knots (Romantic Interest)
It was the worst day in your life when you met him, you just didn’t know it at the time. Don’t be deceived by the perfectly gentlemanly facade, dear - it is mere theatrics to lure you in. He will twist you, manipulate you and bend your mind to the form he needs for his personal goals. Just give him some time - in about a year you will be a severely deranged, murderous semblance of your current self. If you’re strong enough, that is. If you’re not, well, you could be a pretty trophy too. Either or.
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I’ll seek you out Flay you alive One more word and you won’t survive And I’m not scared Of your stolen power I see right through you any hour
Relationship: Final Nail In The Coffin (Arch Enemy)
Whatever higher power there is, may they have mercy on your soul because Alastair sure won’t. Once you have managed to get your name on the list of people he hates, because he does not merely dislike people, you are going down. It’s his principle and if anything, he is a man of principle. So be prepared but don’t bother to watch your back. You may live another morning (or a few) but that doesn’t mean you can avoid the sharp teeth of the wolf.
I saw that glaze and glitch in your eyes // Drabble
TW: Implied Murder
There was something in the eyes of brave people, something… special,one could say. Some sort of a sparkle, a little glimmer of a flame that let one know this one wouldn’t mind to watch the world burn. You could always tell if you know where to look, if you could see it. And Alastair did. It was precisely why he was not on a hunt tonight, thoroughly enjoying the thrill of running after a horrified person. The wolf in him was already clawing on the inside at the mere thought but he pushed it down. Just this once he would not allow himself the frivolity of a chase. Not that kind of chase, at least.
Nimble fingers traveled to the knot of his tie to finish the Windsor as his mind wondered back to the morning. It was in a cheap hotel room above a previously crowded marketplace in a small village in Southern Germany that the evening found him. The middle of nowhere, many would say and they would not be entirely wrong - not many people dare live this close to the forests these days, especially if it is the Gerwulf forests we were speaking of. The very notion made Alastair’s lips stretch, a grimace that on anyone else would be horrifying (on him it was even more so), but if one knew him better, they could tell it was actually a victorious smile. Everyone was scared of his pack now. As they should be. They all had better cower at the name of Alastair Gerwulf. If not… well, there were ways to convince them, weren’t there?
Yet right now he was not overtly concerned of convincing anyone of his superiority. Anyone save for one person, that was - the very reason he was thinking of the morning. That very same morning he was roaming the small market, looking for nothing in particular. He feared not he might be recognized - everyone who had laid their eyes on the legendary Gerwulf Alpha were either six-feet-under or simply scared into submission. Unlike most leaders, he did not intend to turn his personna into a circus animal, even if a rather ferocious one. You needed to be a complete imbecile to place your head on the line just for the sake of matching a name to a face. It made you appear mortal and mortality was weakness - it was in the definition of it. No, people needed to feel as though you were a legend, a shadow, a being equal parts human and God-like. Then they would fear you like they feared no other man. Even as he was walking, he overheard a couple of elderly man discussing his pack’s latest hunt in hushed whispers. He couldn’t help but smirk a little at how thrilling it was even after all those years.
That was when he caught sight of a red piece of fabric that danced through the crowd and out of sight.
Red was rare these days - especially this blood red. It was the Gerwulf pack’s sigil. The color that stood proudly on the flags hanging on the outside of his castle was not for mortal men to wear and he had made sure to leave the Aurors a couple of souvenirs which made the press explode with grand titles and photos of the color. It worked like clock-work - ever since the bodies were found, less and less people started wearing the color. Therefore, had he been any other man, he’d think he was hallucinating. But he wasn’t any other man.
The red scarf danced before his eyes again, this time contrasting against the black robe of its wearer. A woman. How daring of her. He was interested all of a sudden. Was she foreign? Probably. Germans were too cowardly to challenge him these days. It was pitiful, really.
Suddenly, she turned, letting the light glide down her face. She was young, no older than thirty, he could tell, dressed in a dark robe that fluttered as the autumn wind blew around them. Right now, she was standing in front of one of the stands, looking at the produce with what seemed to be utter disinterest. Suddenly, the seller, an old and rather ugly woman, spoke to her, gesturing at her scarf. The young one immediately replied, then laughed shaking her head in what clearly was irony. So she had ignored the warning. Part of Alastair knew he should feel the need to seek revenge for this disrespect but a larger part of him was getting increasingly more intrigued. Wolves, even if they were predators, were rather curious beings and so was he. Right now, he decided to refrain from judgment on the affront. There would be plenty of time for him to change his mind if he found her unworthy of her time on the planet, after all.
Calmly, he sauntered over to her, pretending to be looking at the produce as his gaze hovered over the pile of apples in front of her as he approached. “Bold choice of color”, he spoke casually like your average neighbor would, with just the slightest of tints of curiosity lacing his tone, as he picked an apple up from the pile and turned it around in his hand for a second to give it a good look. “Now why would that be?” came the reply, just as casually, but from the corner of his vision, he could see her smirking. “You do know what red means around here”, he stated simply, lifting his eyes to her. There was no need to turn it into a question. “I do”, she agreed, with a simple nod, not lifting her eyes to him. A moment passed with neither saying anything, his eyes fixed on her face. She was beautiful in a way, too plain to be exactly his type but still, there was a certain charm in the way her blond hair framed her oval face. Feeling his gaze on her, she blushed a little and it was his turn to smirk now, eyes still not leaving her. “I do not fear him”, she said eventually, lifting her eyes to meet his. At that, he simply arched an eyebrow, a small smirk dancing again briefly on his lips. “I don’t think you should fear a men you’ve never met”, she added with a little bit more of a harsh resolve in her soft voice but held his gaze still. It was admirable. Not many could stand looking into his dark brown eyes for this long. She was a curious case indeed. “And if you happen to meet him?” Her shoulders lifted in a small shrug as a reply, as she tilted her head in thought. “I will decide whether to fear him after I’ve met him”, she concluded calmly. Bold, this one, was his immediate reaction. Yet it was… refreshing for the lack of a better term. Not many dared speak like that of him. It was a challenge in a way. Yet her tone was not challenging as well. She spoke of it the way one spoke of a simple fact – no emotion whatsoever.
From there on, it was fairly easy – they conversed a little, flirted just slightly and eventually, she agreed to meet him at the pub that evening. Of course, he had lied about who he was at her questions – a traveler from Berlin, his usual guise, here to get away from the hustle and bustle of the city. It was believable if one did not know him. As for her, she was a local, born and raised here - she didn’t even need to say it for him to know. No one ever came here for other reasons.
So here he was, in the evening, slowly making his way from his room down the stairs of the dimly-lit pub to sit away from the raucous crowd of drunkards near the bar. If he had not set his mind on something else, they would all be lying in a pool of blood mixed with beer by now. Maybe later. Right now, he still needed to decide if she would live to see the morning – a dare to the Gerwulfs could not be passed up easily and yet, such calmness… it was rare. It would be up to how she acted that evening then. If only she had known, she would’ve chosen something less tacky, he noted mentally as she walked in through the door. At least she still had the scarf on. It would make a good souvenir, in the very least.
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I do not feel like a bad person
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deep down I know that something inside of me is { terribly }
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I’ve never been good at emotional stuff. Except anger. Anger, I’m good at.
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and if they did, i wouldn’t be one of them.
People who notice everything but remain silent are to be feared.
The thing I’m most afraid of is me. Of not knowing what I’m going to do. Of not knowing what I’m doing right now.
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There is no recipe for happiness. No amount of kisses, farmer markets, cups of tea, or core-shaking laughs will fix you. You have to save yourself. You have to fight for that peace.
Michelle K., Recipe for Happiness.
Alexander Gordon Smith, Solitary
“Never trust a survivor,” my father used to warn me, “until you find out what he did to stay alive.”
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