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im back just to say that i feel invisible. everyone keeps canceling plans on me. people dont talk to me. no one ever messages first i always do it first. i feel like such shit. what makes me happiest is being at home with my family and being with my bf and rn that’s kinda it. besides also being in bed. i’m constantly so scared that because things are good, everythings going to tumble down and hurt me. i have a feeling it just will. a close friend got broken up with today and i just keep hearing her sobbing thru our shared wall. it just makes me worried. i wish that i could be reassured but whenever i feel the need to be, it’s a time where he needs to be alone. im just being so inconvenient.

#i rly hate me #and the ppl around me to too #or at least enough to never reach out first lmao

dreamsicleheart

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#so they check up on that persons stuff but not mine #idk i just #feel like shit rn

i need someone to hit me in the head.

#why does he not tell me about any other friends #it makes me feel like im in last year’s situation #where he was always talking to other girls #how do i move on from this fear #we had such a good talk i just feel so ...#i want to be loved #i am loved. i just want to feel it even more

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