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Your toxic situationship with toji — turns out the dick is just way too good
cw: smut, pvssy eating, f¡ngering, unprotected piv, mirror play/sex , tummy bulge, size difference, choking, breath play if you squint, praising, slight humiliation/degradation, slight overstimulation, creamp¡e, agegap, p0rn with plot
pairing: Toji Fushiguro x fem!Reader
It’s 3:25am and you haven’t had a wink of sleep. The pink lace nightgown you’re wearing is just another reminder of him and the way he has you wrapped around his finger. He’s bought it for you.
You’ve been with Toji for about three years now. Although you guys never got to the level of an actual established relationship he’s so possessive. Even the thought of being with another man makes you already pity the poor guy because Toji would probably break all his bones if he ever found out.
You get up and walk into the kitchen even more pissed off now that you see that the hotline of the old ass landline phone you still haven’t gotten rid of blinging. What are you? Some boomer? You think to yourself before pressing the play button knowing damn well it’s him sending you another corny apology voice mail.
A way too high pitched beep and the robotic automated voice message sounds: "You have four new messages" until you finally hear Tojis raspy voice on the other line of the network. He’s on one, you can tell. Just rambling away some white lies, trying to sweet talk his way back into your sheets. As always.
You kiss your teeth, skipping through three of the four messages he left until you reach the last one. Although you didn’t intend to actually listen to any of them this one catches your attention. He sounds different this time . Sincere, genuine, maybe even a little bit crushed. You let it play, walk to the cupboard to get some wine and a glass because you sure can’t handle his bullshit sober.
"I can’t stop thinking about all the times you used to come keep me company, told me you love me and just me. I know it took a while to trust me, I had to work for it…" you exhale harshly still baffled by the sheer audacity of this man.
"…still you don’t judge me…I love the way you touch me…" And there he goes. Knowing exactly how to make you weak. You feel your whole body fire up. Maybe it’s the wine you think but deep down you know the man has you all the way hooked. Hearing his voice doesn’t help, hearing him breathe heavily into the phone doesn’t help either it just makes everything worse.
But as hooked as you are you can’t get yourself to stop the message, ignore his words and just go back to sleep, so you continue listening: "It feels like I’m about to lose you… with all the shady shit I do to you… but I can’t get you out of my head" At this point he’s just talking whatever comes to mind. And it’s working. "…I’m telling you, you’re a blessing…".
Enough. You stop the recording. Chug half of the glass of wine and dial his number.
You’re almost ready to hang up when he finally picks up. He sure has a talent for keeping you waiting. "Always perfectly on time. I was just thinking of you" his voice is muffled, rustling in the background let's you know that he’s putting his cothes back on. It’s not the first time you catch him like this.
"Sure" you respond "Thinking of me while fucking another woman, you’re disgusting" you hiss, unable to hold back the trembling rage in your voice although you’ve sworn to never show vulnerability in moments like these again.
"Come on babygirl. I know that’s not the reason you called me" he hums arrogantly, simply to piss you off. "Ha! Why do you think I called then hm?" You ask, fuming, ready to blow up until you hear the absolute fucking audacity of this man: "Because you want me to fuck you stupid like the last time when you couldn’t stop cumming and creaming on my dick".
Silence. You can’t get yourself to respond because he hit it right on the head. You do want him to fuck you until your brain gives out, because he just does it so well.
"Yeah" he breaks the silence "Just as I thought. I’ll be there in fifteen".
And did. When it comes to fucking he never breaks promises so of course he’s on top of you now. Again. After you’ve sworn you won’t let him back in the last time you guys were having an argument. But the dick is just otherworldly.
He’s teasing you. Pressing kisses all over your inner thighs and your slit, letting your juices drip off his lips whenever he lifts his head to look at you. "You taste so good" he hums, desperate eyes watching you as he uses your slick to coat his fingers.
He licks it off, humming, almost grunting before pushing said fingers up into you. "Fuck" you whisper as he places wet kisses on your pussy, licking and sucking on your swollen clit. He doesn’t continue that for long because he loves seeing you all frustrated and horny for him.
He watches intently as your face twists in pleasure and you no longer hold back your whines. "Yes tell me all about it" he says mockingly. "Don’t hold back baby, tell me how much you’ve missed spilling all over my fingers".
His unoccupied hand scrambles up your face, squeezing your cheeks so much they make your lips form into a pout, then he rams his fingers against your spot so hard you’re already crying tears of pleasure.
A mean smirk forms on his lips and you can feel his tip leaking precum against your thigh, he’s getting more and more worked up by the minute. "My pretty fuckdoll" he laughs out then presses a sloppy kiss against your still pouty lips before finally letting go. Your cheek muscles ache so good it makes you gush even more, which doesn’t go unnoticed "You were made for this weren’t you" he comments.
He gets up, muscular thighs flexing as he positions himself. A huge hand reaches for your face, gently forcing you to look up at him. It feels like a punch to your gut when your eyes meet each other because you can tell you’re both thinking the same, thinking about how this is all so wrong, but feels so right whenever you guys do it.
He guides you to the full-body mirror you have standing on the right side of your bedroom. Persuading you to look at yourself while he stands behind you, almost two heads taller than you, your body just half as broad as his.
You feel his erection brushing against your butt and back. A calloused hand wraps around your neck, the other is buried in between your legs, flicking and massaging your clit.
"Look at you" he whispers into your ear, making eye contact with your reflection. "Do you see what I see?" he asks, the hand that was just gripping your neck now wrapped around your waist, kneading and holding every inch of your torso that he can reach. Your heart starts beating so fast you’re worried that he might hear it through your chest. He knows how much of an effect his sweet words and rough hands have on you.
"Do you see it?" he asks again. Impatiently, eagerly this time. His breaths are heavy, revealing how turned on he is. You wince as he gently bites your earlobe, followed by huffs and panting against the crease of your neck. At this point your brain’s no longer able to form words.
"You’re perfect" he mutters. You shiver at his words, mind hazy from the sounds he’s making and the looks he’s giving you. There’s something different in his gaze today. Hungrier than usual but softer. Sweat drips from his forehead and his pupils are blown, making you wonder what’s making him loose his composure that way.
Pressure coming from your pelvis area snaps your string of thoughts. You gasp as you see his fingers pushing down on your lower stomach in the reflection of the mirror. Your eyes widen, flickering back up to his and there goes your heart racing from anticipation — finally he utters the words: "I’m gonna fill you all the way up to here".
Just moments later he has you bent over, stretching your folds open with his thumbs as he slowly buries his throbbing dick inside of you. A moan escapes the both of you the instant he bottoms out. His tip already braced against your spot makes your legs tremble. He notices and wraps one arm around your neck, the other around your waist to keep you steady.
In that position his dick is pushed even further up into you which makes you moan his name so loud your neighbors most definitely heard. Your head is buried in the crease of his arm, smushed against his bicep as he starts to viciously fuck your dripping pussy. "Yes baby keep moaning my name like that" he groans "Tell me how good I’m making you feel".
He’s just pounding away at you. Continuously hitting the spot that makes you see stars. After all these years of fucking he knows exactly which angle it takes for you to loose your mind. "Right there!" you cry out, gasping for air with your mouth hanging wide open. "I know baby, I know" he’s mocking you again, humiliating you even more by sticking his thumb inside your mouth, pressing down on your tongue.
Now he has you exactly he how he wants you. Gagging, saliva dripping from the corners of your mouth onto his forearm, tears of pleasure blurring your vision. A mess. His mess. "Look at yourself!" he growls as he notices you slipping in and out of consciousness. "Don’t you fucking dare tap out".
"Oh fuck— Please!" you shout, just blurting out whatever your mind can make up. "Hush baby it’s okay you can take it" he muffles against your ear. Starting to pick up a torturous pace because he loves to see you wrecked. He squeezes your face together, forcing you to face him while he keeps at it.
"Open your fucking mouth" he demands and you obey, sticking your tongue out immediately because you know how he likes it. "Such a good girl" he exclaims in satisfaction before spitting into your gaping mouth. "Swallow".
His grip around your neck becomes tighter and you can see him gritting his teeth which let's you know that he’s close. You choke on the little air you’re able to inhale, using the rest of your energy to fuck back. He groans deeply, head thrown back, veins popping out the side of his neck as he does so.
He snaps back fast, eager to keep your gaze on the two of you’s reflections. "Fuck— Look at you" he smiles exhaustedly, fixated on a point on your lower body. You whine as you see it. Everytime he hits your cervix a bulge forms on your belly, reminding you that his promise to fill you up all the way is being kept. "Oh my fucking god— What the fuck Toji?! You’re so deep!" you babble away, just brain malfunctions disguised as words while he’s fucking you stupid. "Keep talking baby, I wanna hear all your nasty thoughts".
"Please let me cum baby" you pant, locking eyes with him through the reflection of the mirror. But no answer, just harder thrusts. "Please let me cum all over you— please" you beg but still nothing. You can feel him twitch inside of you. He’s just as close as you are. He pulls your head back, granting you a sloppy kiss, then finally answers: "Cum for me babygirl".
It hits you hard. Like a cataclysmic event, like fireworks all over your body as you finally let go. You can feel your walls flutter and clench around his girth. So hard you almost pass out but before that happens he makes sure that you hear him one more time: "You are so beautiful baby" he whispers out of breath, as you feel his cum dripping down your inner thighs.
"I never wanna let you go".
a/n: this is kinda really fucking long because I just couldn’t stop myself 🤸🏽♀️Obviously the voicemail is heavily inspired by the song mentioned in the banner (go listen to it it’s worth it) Also hey guys I’m sorry it took me so long. A girl's been hella busy. Enjoy 🫶🏽