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improvement meme– //shot jk,,, i doodled this on my notebook ytd based off the mspaint doodle i did of me and a close online friend of mine uwu but i took it seriously this time and drew my persona and hers (?) well i tried to make her a persona anways ;;v;; blurry cam quality as always kms so yeha

#myart #anisanao #myoc #tradart #meii #oc #digital art

old design of my main oc in the rp squad i am in, also my 2nd persona who has the same name as my 1st/main persona,, except like she has a last name. she a witch and this was supposed to b vent art but got discontinued bc im a lazy 🅱ih

#myart #tradart #myoc #lunacia #anisa scarlette #vent art

forgot to add, uh this is the full body for my frog daughter,,, idk if i’m gonna finalize this design but im satisfied with it as of now.

still lowkey proud of this but lowkey want death to befall me bc my artstyle is still shit but ok

i love my daught

#myart #tradart #myoc #morning sunshine #lunacia

my daughter

this is an oc of mine from a rp squad i am in, she is like,,, the pet of my main oc there,,, yeah…basically she’s a badly-made frog gijinka based off of my frog stuff toy that i lov v much when i was 6 yrs old irl, she’s still w/me until now haha uvu well the personality i made off of irl morning (yes, that is her name) is different from oc morning tho. oc morning is a two-faced cunt who blackmails and bullies ppl,,, she’s good at gambling too hell yea

anways gbye

[EDIT: i drew this after the full body one and it was a doodle i did without any ref/looking at the full body one so the design kind of didn't stick to the original]

#tradart #myart #myoc #morning sunshine #lunacia

birthday art again for a close friendo 💖🎈 ahha lowkey proud of this too hhhnnggg,,, ok so uh how do i draw like this again wtf

im lov u nephew, thank u for everything that you do or try to do for me, i appreciate all ur efforts and you are one of the major people who made me to who i am today ❤💕

#birthday art #tradart #myart #oc #moge #lunacia

birthday art i drew for a best friend who i haven’t seen in 3 years 🎉🎉✨🎈 thankq for being friends with a loser like me for 7 years and for sticking out for me bc i couldn’t stand up for myself 💖 honestly thankful to still being able to keep in touch w/ u (thank god for social media) despite not conversing as much or being as close as before but nonetheless im still happy to have u here 💕 ilu

honestly im still rlly proud of this, out of all the drawings i put effort on, this is my fav ;;v;;;; tried to draw her irl but,, no internet so yyyyyeaaaahhhhhh

#myart #man im so cheesy #tradart #birthday art

have this bad old art i did for ouma’s birthday last june uwu 🎉🎉 t'was the first bday art i ever did in general and for a character heha i remembered being so hyped for my bby boy’s bday huhuhu altho the original concept wasn’t drawn the way i wanted, all’s good. internet was disconnected that time so uh ;;; no proper refs, thats why the cake is shit- (and everything else in general) //kicked i can’t food yo do u have any idea how many nights i stayed up on just to finish this on time,,, one of them was a school night and it was until 2am ;; (now it became a habit unfortunately,) i finished it on time tho luckily but i didn’t got to properly celebrate his bday bc of shit pocket wifi orz fml

btw pls ignore the weird doodles at the top ;; was initially going for smth but im laze

#myart #huhuhu not so proud of this ;;#tradart #ndrv3 #fanart #ouma kokichi #husband #i lov u #even if this drawing is shit #birthday art

hENLO IM A THOT this,,, is so fucking self-indulgent im so sorry;;;;;;;;;;; ok so uh this is self-insert art and since im dang diddly darn bad at fanart,,, thats supposed to b ouma from ndrv3 next to my thot persona yea,,,,, tHIS IS SHIT BUT MY FEELINGS ARE GENUINE– //shot ouma is my da-my main husbando currently and whenever im depressed i always somehow encounter him in my newsfeed/tl (also bc i follow a heck ton of ndrv3 artists) and he always instantly cheers me up!! ✨ i get legit happy and it just chases all the blues away to the point that searching stuff related to him would make me instantly feel better,,, so this drawing was based off of that?? mayb,, this seems so self-indulgent tho urgghashh i love ouma

sorry for the cringe

#cringey content #myart #self-insert art #kms #myoc #tradart #anisanao #ndrv3 #ouma kokichi #and some thot #vent art

my ppppeeeersonnnnaaa uwu ✨

before and after i started getting srs on designing her haha,,, still not finalized tho im unoriginal as fuck anways left is drawn p back in april/may?? and right is uh june i think. i find it funny how i based this off my irl self at first tHEN IT WENT EXTREMELY D O WN H I L L

#myart #tradart #myoc #anisanao

ok uh some trash doodle dump from a few months ago,,, i think it was back in april? ahha my artstyle changed so much tho but man i miss this one ;;; first two are some horribly-drawn ‘angst’ doodles of my mascot wHo aLSO CHANGED DRASTICALLY orz i was…i was too into ndrv3 that time ok (still is) next 2 is an old oc i doodled before and last iss also an old oc, monroe who is a monochrome bunny idol along with her twin brother woaw what a fun concept, too bad im planning on disowning it– //shot

#i want death #myart #myoc #monroe #doodle dump #anisanao #tradart

i want to punch my camera to next week, i wish i can take a picture with nice quality for once ffs please??

Anyway, I’m p sure this looks vague so I’ll explain what its about, the balloons that are drifting away from her are the stuff she unintentionally released from her grasp because of a demon that keeps growing and growing inside of her head and in her heart which resulted in her corruption, the demon is also the blob of scribbles above her, the balloons that she is holding on meanwhile are the balloons that represent her current state whilst holding one that represents her sanity that she refuses to let go of, the ones with eccentric designs meanwhile uh, idk, I wanted to be edgy.

The paragraph behind her is the translyrics for “Irony” the VOCALOID song by scop, which was covered by Lizz Robinett and composed by her?? I have loved this song for the longest time and I just love listening to it when I feel depressed or melancholic, because even if it doesn’t improve my state, it makes me feel better knowing I’m resonating with a song that describes my current state by the time that I’m feeling it, plus it’s rlly good.

Btw the girl is based off of Irony-chan, lol. I even wanted to add some ribbons at both sides that holds back the locks of her hair beside her bangs, but I didn’t want it to look THAT alike, hence why I also changed her dress, which you will not notice because of my awesome-ass camera quality, huh? But tbh it was originally going to be Irony-chan in the drawing with a bunch of depressing yet cute doodles emitting from her but I stirred off in the wrong direction, I still want to draw something like that someday tho. Also about her shoes, I can’t draw shoes for shit and I’m too lazy, ah- I also can’t find good references for the one I was aiming for :( But just to let you know, it was going to be doll or flat shoes. Um, what else? Ah, yes, the caption below says “You tell yourself that its not you, its THEM.” which is ofcourse a line from Crybaby by Melanie Martinez because I was listening to it that time and I thought of it as a perfect line to describe the drawing even more, it was referencing to the fact that she was blaming her inner demons for interfering with her used-to-be normal state, she was driving the fault away from her because she believes she isn’t the one to blame but her inner-demons, aka she is convincing herself with the idea that her inner-demons are to blame despite the fact that the reason they started to exist within her in the first place is because her depression and social anxiety grew worse. Also on the lower right corner, is a vague drawing of a frog balloon which has my username and date written on it. this isn’t vent art, wdym :’^))))) okay it is, and I’m never going to do it again because this looks fucking awful, I also can’t draw tears and I always end up overdoing it, fml, amirite? whenever I’m depressed, I draw the EDGIEST of things and tbh I kind of drifted away from the plan of what this drawing is going to be, it was going to be a simple, cute, yet depressing drawing, its common for artists to not draw the exact same image in their head bUT I MADE TOO MANY CHANGES, MATE??? I first started drawing this after school but I stopped midway because of irl reasons so I only got to continue it at 6pm, so my depression kind of simmered down and I wasn’t as sad as before and so I kind of just improvised on this and draw edgy shit, and boy, was it fucking awful.

I find it annoying how I always tend to put long-ass captions on each and every drawing.

#myart #vent art #scop #irony scop #myoc #tradart

bonbon-parfait

Honey, Milk, and Cinnamon

Inktober - Day 19 I skipped out for 2 days because I didn’t have time to draw. I was really proud of this one, I think I did a good job, it looks way better if only my camera cooperated. I started drawing this yesterday but I had to stop midway because something came up so I only gone out and finished it today, so it counts right? Lol.

Now, the author that I said I liked on Wattpad, namely, Vivisaurs mentioned ‘I don’t want this kind of hero’ on one of her books and I decided to check it out and I aM nOW OBSESSED WITH tHAT WEBCOMIC Its a Korean webcomic and I’m surprised it isn’t popular considering how great the humor and characters are. The webcomic is hilarious, they don’t even need to try too hard just to make it funny, first chapter in, I already loved it. tHE CHARACTERS ARE JUST LOVABLE AF, I LOVE THEM TOO MUCH- I need more ppl in this fandom, I want everyone to read it- Its just that good, it uplifts my mood.

Anyway this is Hyena from said webcomic. She’s a kid who is a witch and she’s just too adorable despite the fact that she acts too mature for her age, idk how old she is even. I just designed this outfit for her bc I think she was a witch who had something to do with the moon? Stars, or something? The monster that she is summoning is the devil, Solomon, hE DOESNT LOOK LIKE THAT EXACTLY but I wanted to make it spoopy- orz how do u draw spoop

[EDIT 10/22/16: Hyena is 12 years old lol.]

#inktober #tradart #myart #idwtkoh #i dont want this kind of hero #hyena #solomon

//ripeyesbcofquality Srsly, this is the worse take yet.

But anyway, this was the drawing I did for Inktober on Day 16, which I just posted now. I was depressed by the time I drew this bc of my fam, and I always liked the idea of ‘conveying your emotions’ through drawing so this is what happened. I did a horrible job on drawing the background, I was never good at that. And there was suppose to be a sea near her but I can’t draw a sea for shit- It will look thrice as horrible. orz I was too lazy to draw a BG tbh.

I think I based her off of Aiko Tanaka from Oyasumi Punpun? I mean, I used Aiko’s sweater as reference for this lmao, and her appearance just came out naturally out of my head, so. She must’ve been based off of her. I made the theme of this drawing about loneliness because that’s how I always am irl and the fact that she has a backpack with her shows that she ran away from her abusive parents, its kind of like ‘I rather be alone’ or ‘Beauty appears when you’re alone’?? (Bc of the moon and stars taking view) AAA idk, but whatever.

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#inktober #myart #lmao #tradart #myoc #vent art

Inktober day 15 (tfw it isn’t even drawn with an ink pen, or a ballpen at least /also tfw you only participated on the 15th day) This was a late upload, and my camera will be the death of me //why am I always complaining about this But my mom ordered me a stylus for my birthday so I might be able to post digital drawings nao. °w° Bc I still won’t be able to get a graphic tablet. orz

Anyway, I’ve been practicing semi-realism lately so, this is uh, a result of that. I also finished learning hiragana and katakana so nOW I KEEP SCRIBBLING THEM ON MY DRAWINGS. /w\

G'bye!