[orvbit]

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[ghastlyangel]

me: mutes server bc unironic smol bean uwu pure,, stuff annoys and creeps me out

also me: decides to unmute only to. see that. its still going.

me: goes back to muting own server

[ghastlyangel]

someone: swears while talking to me in a bad tone

me: we’re enemies now and i hope you die

[ghastlyangel]

me, doing anything: this makes me wanna kill myself

[ghastlyangel]

me, single suicidal with a death day in mind: ANYWAYS this is what im planning for my wedding-

[fuckkyliejenner]

when you’re dissociating and someone asks you a question

[dankmemesreasonforliving]

[gaaazee-deactivated20190310]

[alwaysbpd]

i cant believe i once was a child like i just feel really disconnected from my past and i cant tell if it was even real

[quietvoiced]

[ubojstvo-deactivated20170624]

[coltre]

I am insecure and sensitive and I ruin everything I love

[andreandkarl]

10.21.15

[tacobellandbdsmgohandinhand-dea]

im rotting its fine

[2girl2]

[rigaya-deactivated20180901]

Hope I die this week

[sesquips-blog1]

bpd gothic

you are sad, cavernously sad. your friend calls. you are happy. you recall she hung up first. you are sad, cavernously sad. 

you are chock full of evil and the only way to get it out is with a sharp object. evil runs down your thighs or arms or face and you feel cleaner than any shower could make you.

you stare at someone you love. when they turn, you realize that their heart belonged to someone else all along. your anger is arson and you are engulfed in flames. 

“i love you,” someone says, and your ears turn it into, “i hate you” before the words get to your brain 

you died five years ago, and nobody noticed. to them you are still alive. they never checked for a pulse. 

miles away, your body takes notes for an assignment you have later. but you are somewhere else; somewhere with overcast clouds, where you can only watch yourself. 

you look in the mirror and your reflection isn’t you. every time you stare at the glass, the reflection is someone else. it is still never you. 

you are numb, but only when it’s raining. when the sun is out you are fury fury fury and you feel everything and you feel it too much

you see someone you like. then, you become them. in fact, you were never anyone else.