GHAWST, FOR CR

"...perhaps it isn't love when I say you are what I love the most - you are the knife I turn inside myself, this is love. This, my dear, is love." - Franz Kafka, Letters to Milena

[ghawst37]

HELLO!*:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧

Good day, curious person, welcome to my Camu/Roland (personal?) blog! You can call me Ghawst/Ghost, I speak broken Vietnamese and over-explained English, I don't mind the pronouns, tbh, and I would like to not be specific about my age, assume however you prefer <3

Well, what do I do here? I mostly draw, make very modest memes, sometimes I might write something casual, make headcanons and thoughts about Camu/Roland, or either of them respectively!

Who are the people from the ship? Camu and Roland are from the game Punishing: Gray Ravens and as a ship, it's a very rare pair, at least from my experience.

Is there anything you have pay attention to going through what I make? Yes. This is a self-indulgent ship, the characters mentioned/featured will be very OOC. At the same time, there might be tw for blood, violence, suggestive posts and chance that I will reblog nsfw contents that features the ship (if there is even any..) I will try my best to refrain from posting them here, but still (´～ヾ) people who might be sensitive to the content, please consider before interacting!

Another thing, I may have stayed here for months but I'm still fairly new to how Tumblr works as a whole, tags, restrictions, or any hidden rules of fandoms, art making, etc... so I'm open to guidance, please tell me what you feel is neccessary!

Feel free to join me in the ask! I'm more than happy to hear everyone out. If you have any takes or headcanons about Camu/Roland, don't be shy! Headcanons inspire me and they make my day; and if i have time, I might even draw them.

Join me for a chat? Discord: GHAWST#6702 Bluesky: @/ghawst37 Cara: @/ghawst37

Just in case anyone need some in game assistance: PGR: 13419450 Arknights: Ghawst#9027

Edit: And please, if you find yourself unable to tolerate someone else’s shipping preference, whether it’s from me or anyone else, you’re not obligated to stay! Don’t leave harmful words to them, be respectful.

[last edit: 2/11/24]

[ghawst37]

Camu's so full of pride, and so full of will to struggle and get better, and live better... he and Roland are two very realistic characters of what will become of you when the world shatters your hopes and expectations, alters your reality in the process, and in the end they had to learn to just accept it, and live for the present, "I can work with this and that's because I want to keep existing" kind of thing.

I love them so much

[ghawst37]

I was reading gab's fic the other day and one of the thing I have to admit I'm struggling to do, is to imagine how Camu would look like if he ever smile And ngl, I can see how Roland would fall for him.

[spyrel-404]

i love him sm

[ghawst37]

Have a nice end! 🎙️🙇 //I lost the sauce to the original gjgt official art but I think it's telling. Anyway.

After credit <3

[ghawst37]

We are eating good with this official art drop. Racer Camu x manager/sponsor Roland please hear me out /delulu

[ghawst37]

He’s here. I need to calm down. Guys he’s so fine.

Will try to translate this in en and vie when the full thing released (and i’m not busy.)

[ghawst37]

Finished an old drawing that's been sitting in my sketchbook for a while to warm my soul this winter (❁´◡`❁) //just returning for a bit and then skidaddle 0(-( I have been busy...

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— Princeps tenebrarum —

model 十十浣・库洛游戏

skydome/accessory mo・Moyyed・reseliee

mme 角砂糖・そぼろ・LessThanEqual・Elle（データ）・ミーフォ茜・ましまし・三金络合物・P.I.P・NenemSdmn（サンドマンSANDMAN）ikeno・針金・swssi・OH!YEAH!・RedialC

pose reference: ID 张仁霖

https://x.com/aesiecle/status/1864325326815273265

[ghawst37]

i quit pgr and left the fandom for a good bit but i’m still alive 🧍 just kinda don’t wanna be online and see people and opinions but i’ll come back to cook. Soon. Whenever that one kick of motivation happens

[moo-kacelot]

[ghawst37]

They look so good together… /I wanted to upload the voice with them but tumblr doesn't allow more than 1 vid at a time so 0(-(

Source: pgr 5th anni on bili reuploaded by narushiro

[ghawst37]

Frankly I don’t know how to do PR but i really need you CamuRoland enjoyers to read this fic right now, it’s like the only one out there but it’s so peak that I ensure you will love it (pssst, it’s multi chapter and has slowburn, everybody cheer right now 🫶) (the author @rekindlenoodie has a lot of great works that you should definitely read, take my word for it)

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

[ghawst37]

Like I would love to yap about camuroland hc but they all just developed into an AU, but if it's has anything close to the main world it's probably that they are both demisexuals(?) to me That they only get really comfy after they trusted each other with their own backs, only then did it developed something.

[ghawst37]

the moment i get my hands on that demon king skin for Camu, that clown skin Roland will be ruined. In a good way.

[ghawst37]

[fuckyeahchinesegarden]

countryside in china