Ghoma

she/they/it 𖤓 perisex agender transfem ☾ aroace lesbian ⋆.˚ audhd ocd with something dissociative .⭒˚ if I was born a girl I'd be transmasc I fuckimg hate it here Kill the Moon creator Drawer full of bugs, commissions open

[ghomanimation]

makin a thing

[cardentist]

it's really obvious that people have just been using trans men as an "acceptable" sponge for their bigotry, and since it's largely worked out for them they're pushing the limits on what Sorts of bigotry they can get away with repackaging

[transmasc-theory]

It is worth mentioning how entwined transphobia (including specifically transandrophobia) is with ableism.

Trans people use disability to get sympathy (because as we all know, disabled people are given so much love and compassion, never scorn). In fact, they're probably faking disability to get sympathy just like they're probably faking being trans for sympathy! They're stupid little girls who just want attention and pity, obviously!

I am going to write out more observations on how ableism and transphobia have a symbiotic relationship, at a later time, but for now, suffice to say, this is far from uncommon.

[brainscrems]

Hey, wow, how can y’all read this and not see the blatant antisemitism what the fuck???? Insuating members of our people aren’t is so fucked up and it’s painting Jewishness as something people take on for oppression points. Fuck that. FUCK that. I’ve been saying for ages antisemitsm and anti-transmasculinity look similar because both are ultimately about making punching down looking like it’s punching up. If you wanna understand anti-transmasculinity LEARN ABOUT ANTISEMITISM. That y’all can call out this other shit and just not see the Jewishness at play just. Fuck. Idk, I’m tired and being uncharitable, ik, but this is so blatant and just. @ftmtftm can u help out my exhausted brain a bit here and tease out what I’m trying to get at?

[cardentist]

I've been saying for Years now that the Majority of lateral aggression in online queer communities, Especially but not limited to trans spaces, are Directly influenced and manipulated by radical feminism

radfems outright admitted to making sock puppet accounts to influence people into hating asexuals back when aphobia was all the rage, and it's never been more transparent than it is right Now when people take from radfems Directly to funnel their transphobia at trans men

and this is worth bringing up here because among the Many Many problems with radical feminism is their Known history of bumping elbows with nazis and white supremacists

the queer community has happily let radfems in because they reinforced their bigotry (rather than making them self reflect, ask themselves Why other marginalized people give them this disgust or anger response) for Over a decade at the point.

and now wouldn't you know it, the most hateful parts of the queer community is Full of antisemitism ableism transphobia and homophobia, which I'm Sure has nothing to do with the NAZI RHETORIC they ate up hook line and sinker the second someone told them they could use it against queer people that annoy them online

[ghomanimation]

"coz trans women don't have that" *looks emptily into the distance thinking about my beloved transfem roomate and best friend, thinking about all the girls at the local lgbt center, thinking about all the girls at pride*

Because the things these people are saying, all the anti-transmasc hate, is always bigoted, because it has to be in the first place for them to want to target transmascs. How I might put this for members of the trans community that have been made to see hate targeted onto transmascs as acceptable (I'm designating them thusly because it's not just transfems, plenty of mfs willing to tokenize their identities because there is a strain of pretend-transfeminism that relies on people outing their agabs for discourse points as I have had to so people wouldn't send me aggressive asks at every interaction with the current discourse, because if I were tme I'd be a TERF but since I'm transfem I'm just confused), is that this shit always fucking hurts every one of us. You're not getting back at whatever ""transandrobro"", you're not protecting the community from """theyfab""" infiltration, you're hurting everyone including the people you're pretending to protect. This fuckass post hurts all jewish people, and it hurts all disabled people. The dozens of post I see going around every week hurt all intersex people, all the people who's sexuality and gender identity appears mismatched in the public perception of both, all the people in t4t relationships, all aros, aces, lesbians, gays, bis and pans, polys, all and I mean all people of color, all fucking non-binary people, all bigender, demigender, agender, and genderfluid people, and all the transfems who don't identify with transfemininity. They hurt me while pretending to be for me. "Protect transfems" my ass.

[ghomanimation]

I think if you put these 2 in a room the three of columns vertical would collapse under the weight of their paradoxically combined memetic masses both along the breadth of the unbroken ring's possibility space and perpetually within the discontinued and then flattened constellation which encompasses the whole of the elliptical cosmic wave which is all to say I propose that an harmonized wawa must be inferred without being discovered

[hannahp0calypse]

every time i watch a film thats complete dogtrash and i look it up and find its got massively positive ratings from critics and audience alike i become one step closer to just physically manifesting the disco elysium actual art degree as some sort of stand

[ghomanimation]

Actual Art Degree and Mazovian Socio-Economics in a long term relationship inside my head, entirely fueled by pure hater energy show me beloved popular media franchise and I sound like Lilianovich Dros

[doberbutts]

“trans men don’t experience misogyny because they’re men thus cannot experience women’s oppression”

I hate to tell you this but even cis men experience misogyny if they step a toe over the line of what our incredibly sexist society sees as “proper” for a man. You really don’t think that a man with interests or expression the world sees as “female” aren’t treated with violence?

[doberbutts]

“would you say that of other privileged groups? do you think white people experience racism?”

I mean sometimes they do yeah. I know a white guy with monolid eyes and zero known Asian ancestors and he absolutely experiences anti-Asian racism on a fairly regular basis because people think he’s mixed Asian/white. I know a woman who was told throughout her life that she was Native as an adoptee with no known history or background who experienced incredibly violent amounts of anti-Native racism until she discovered as an adult through DNA test that she is 100% white. I know white people who tan incredibly dark in the summer comparatively that are constantly accused of being mixed race and experiencing racism due to that, usually anti-Mexican racism perpetrated against white people with Greek or Italian ancestors.

Their ability to make it stop by saying “hey, I’m white actually” only goes as far as the person enacting violence on them is willing to believe them. They still have to live with the trauma and physical scars from the altercations. We live in a racist world and thus there will be violent people who force all others to pass a whiteness test and eliminating or harming the rest.

[doberbutts]

Got an ask that I just block/deleted but it was basically “so you think cis people experience transphobia!?!?!?!?” and uh

If you think cis butches don’t experience both transphobia and misogyny and homophobia for daring to be women who break gender roles while still holding onto their womanhood you’ve sorely misunderstood just how bad butches have it in this world sorry. If you don’t think cis queens experience transphobia and homophobia and misogyny for daring to be men who break gender roles while being loud and proud about it and still holding onto their manhood then you’ve sorely mistaken just how bad they have it in this world as well.

Not to mention all of the cis men who wear dresses and skirts and makeup and nail polish and heels simply because they like them who experience all of these things. All of the cis straight women who simply just exist but something about them doesn’t pass society’s “woman enough” test, leading to them being caught in bathroom bills and sporting rules and being attacked by people who mistake them for being transgender or gay.

Just like how straight people experience homophobia to such a degree that they literally beat their children out of any potential deviance from rigidly upheld gender roles and let politicians make jokes on national TV about how they’d drown their pre-teen kids if they came out as LGBT. Do you really think a straight kid still figuring themselves out hears that and doesn’t internalize that homophobia? Doesn’t rigidly hold themselves to some impossible standard so that no one could ever possibly think they’re gay? You don’t think straight teenage boys who maybe don’t pass some bully’s straightness test are getting the shit kicked out of them for “being gay” when, surprise, they aren’t? You don’t think all those kids being attacked by their priests and coaches and teachers are being told “this wouldn’t have happened if you weren’t gay” when they’re literally not gay? Do you know how many straight kids had close calls at my school that famously expels all gay kids, because someone made up a believable enough rumor? Do you know how many of them still got their shit kicked in even though administration ultimately decided to let them stay?

All bigotry is violent and all bigotry catches people it doesn’t “intend” to and hurts them as well. It doesn’t matter what someone’s label is, or if they even have one. It matters if the person enacting the violence is doing it because their victim didn’t pass whatever “acceptable enough” test they didn’t know they were being subjected to.

Everyone is at risk. Oppression doesn’t care what your label is. Some people are more visible targets than others, and as a result those people are the more common targets. That doesn’t mean no one else experiences it.

[doberbutts]

My first post to reach 2k without people clowning in the notes I feel so proud

[ghomanimation]

↑ the reason all the anti-queer-theory "materialists" keep stumbling by the by some people are evidently more oppressed than others due to various factors which we are all aware of and which some groups perpetuate more than others as a consequence of their conscious or unconscious ruling social-class consciousness, although those oppression can be perpetuated by people who inhabit the oppressed group because I don't know I think it depends but with this reality in mind: the identity of the oppressed person is never actually the question, which is supposedly the justification for some trans-materialists' exorsexism, except it literally goes against it because it just means the actual social classes that manifest themselves are queer/ racialised /etc, which just boil down to fluid and compounding Power and Non-Power classes in relation to different axes of oppression in any given scenario because what actually matters is whether you belong in the community due to shared social-class interests, which are informed by the dominant societal unit's perception of you, and then your identity articulates you and your relation to other on a human level

[ghomanimation]

my proceduraly modified dog with an individual brain in each one of its limbs

[ghomanimation]

tactical assault twink deployed

(based on @the-bitter-ocean's design)

[redfirefox-55]

Trying stuff with gouache, but nothing really looks good on camera?

[mycotoxin]

Hey. I know it’s hard to hear this, but…*places my hands on your shoulders* you’re not as body positive as you think you are if you think it’s okay to make fun of people’s bodies just because they’re bad people. Their bodies aren’t the problem. Evil fat people are still allowed to be fat. Ok? Ok.

[ghomanimation]

The breeze is so fresh and invigorating right now, the shadows are literally a mix of green, blue and light grey, the sun literally shines warmly upon your skin and the best afternoon in existence can be never if not in this moment, does anyone know about this ?

[bevebevo]

what remains

(this game touched my heart. thank you ♡)

[ghomanimation]

Fraud

The second to last layer of Ultrakill finally left the oven and I have finished the casual playthrough of it, this I will say: it was ambitious, and the time they put in reworking the engine to fit all the madness on display inside of it shows. I will not acknowledge the many technical faults of its current state as they will be readily apparent to anyone moving about with any amount of pizzazz, I'm instead left much more intrigued by the clash of form and function resulting from the concepts being explored: this is a feat of liminal level design you don't see in any old backrooms-inspired indie game, and though it ends up choosing the path of spectacle, it incorporates the liminal vibe into its established lore to great effect (it also never even clarifies what the layer's punishment is, preferring to self-explanatorily hint at it through its imagery, which I'm a big fan of); simultaneously, its format dooms it from inception: you can't level design liminality, something cannot be liminal if it is a fixed space, especially if you have to get familiar with it inside and out as is exemplified by Ultrakill's pro-completionist design attitude. In the end, and in the best way it could have, the Fraud layer much fits its conclusion: a grandiosely crafted show of smoke and mirrors, and scene.

I am moving my art thoughts to my website, come follow me on Neocities

[ghomanimation]

Moonfall tarot cards for my game Kill the Moon

[ghomanimation]

Moonfall tarot cards for my game Kill the Moon

[ghomanimation]

hold on The Fool from Tarot has like an actual story ?? also is that motherfucker trans ???

[ghomanimation]

drawing Wren kill the moon in my outfit because I can and also like jeez girl how many hobbies can you get into in a single year

[ghomanimation]

oh hey that's right I'm making a game aren't I well here's the first character interaction done ₊ ⊹