Ghostie

I like talking about myself too much and not a lot of people want to listen. I'm narcissistic in that way.

[ghostiehomeawayfromhome]

Here is the credit for my icon

(I don't know how to put in my bio)

[ghostiehomeawayfromhome]

i have no one

[ghostiehomeawayfromhome]

i will write "i can do anymore, please god, I fucking hate everything, i want to get hit by a bus and have my head beel out onto the conrctred so that someone will finally ask me if im doing ok"

and i will get back google listicals about top ten ways to get out of a funk and adds telling me to go for coffee with a friend at costa and then i will stop being deppresed and i can keep working and working and working, til i smach my head agreist a wall and will be found 14 days later by the spiders that live in the corner

[rbhvleo]

it eats me alive.

[ghostiehomeawayfromhome]

Maybe I should just stop talking forever

[ghostiehomeawayfromhome]

My sister has covid so now I have to cancel all my plans. My already lonely week just got lonelier

[ghostiehomeawayfromhome]

I feel so angry these day. I just want to yell and scream and knock down my walls and annoy people till there annoyed at me so I can yell at them for them yelling at me. I want to make my parents mad, and my friends hate me.

But I won't because my heart would ache at the thought of hurting them. So I watch skinny rich girls on YouTube spend their daddy's money and prays a billionaire off themselves thinking it would do the world good.

[vaporwavesimulator]

i am fine thank you for asking! though recently there has been a darkness growing within me

[millthompson]

[ghostiehomeawayfromhome]

I'm in my hater era😝 I want everyone I ever loved to jump off a building✌ and everyone Ive hated by to suffer 😍 god being a hater will kill me 🤪😜😘

[dyssfunctinal]

I’ve wanted to do this ever since I can remember

[ghostiehomeawayfromhome]

"Class of 2013" make me feel like sitting in my parents lap when I was a kid and them just holding me until I felt better. And now that I'm grown I cry because I too big to sit in there lap and we grown apart and everything is more complicated now and I pray for the day for when they hold me like that again. When I felt safe in there arms

[ghostiehomeawayfromhome]

I'm gonna be so tried in the morning cus I gotta get up at 6 for a trip. If that doesn't kill me everything else I have to deal with will

[tonysopranobignaturals-deactiva]

I wish that the opposite of gifted kid was discussed as much online...being told from a very young age something is wrong with you, you'll never catch up to other kids in school, you'll never survive independently, teachers telling your parents you're a "severe case", etc...like it fucks you over for LIFE. I still find myself telling people i'm not smart enough or capable enough in general to do a certain task. What is this called? Loser kid syndrome? Lmfao

[firstfullmoon]

“I love you, because when I was very young, very foolish, and very much alone… you paid attention to me and, without seeming to, you opened for me the door to everything I love in the world.”

— Albert Camus, from The First Man, as quoted in Asymmetry by Lisa Halliday

[ghostiehomeawayfromhome]

I am forever in love with everyone, and nobody will ever love me

[hakonohanayome]

Whisper of the Heart (1995)