I WAS MACHINE & YOU WERE FLESH.
꒷꒥◞ 𓊆 . eidolon ᛝ,, or eidolic or doll ◞ , 𓎟𓎟 𓎟𓎟 𓎟𓎟 𓎟𓎟 𓎟𓎟 𓎟𓎟 𓎟𓎟 𓎟𓎟 𓎟𓎟 𓎟𓎟 𓆣 ࣪ ˖ thxy hx ✁ they◞ he ͜𝜗℘ & neos †∔,,𒈱 ︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶ 𓏲𝄢 ₊ ═╪ nonhuman 𝄡 ৎ yumedanshi ◞༙𓏵
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IF YOU SEE SOMEBODY UNDER MY NAME HARASSING SOMEBODY ELSE (TYPICALLY FOR NO OR AN IRRATIONAL REASON), THAT IS NOT ME. I HAVE BEEN GETTING HARASSED, ACCUSED, AND IMPERSONATED LATELY. I SIMPLY DO NOT CARE ENOUGH TO ACTIVELY INVOLVE MYSELF IN INTERNET DISCOURSE AND ESPECIALLY FOR STUPID REASONS. | ͜͝ | ͜͝ |། ,, ͜𝜗℘
greetings & salutations, or whatever. I am dollcoholic (also previously/sometimes known as "cryptii_co") but you may call me nameless, telamon, deux, eidolon, eidolic, etc. I go by very many. i use thxy/hx mainly alongside they/he & a set of nounselves. i use masculine, neutral, & nonhuman terms. i'm mostly known for my AM selfship content but i'll be posting whatever (and whenever) i want, that being mostly art, shitposts, & whatever, like i said. I present myself in man, different ways on the internet to cope with my severe identity disturbance.
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i enjoy making webpages of all sorts, especially that of rentry. i adore making graphics. i'm an artist (primarily digital) but occasionally, i write & involve myself in a bit of poetry. ive also been thinking about wanting to learn more coding recently. i very much enjoy surrealism, psychological horror & the state of non-conformity. self-preservation, Choleric, NeuEvil, if that matters somehow. kami-hine-dorodere type... i guess...? (dunno, i'm not too into that.)
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i am objectum, posic, otherkin + nonhuman, kemonomimi sometimes, aplatonic spec, autosexual, fictoaroace & a self/yumeshipper. i dont care about my gender & sexuality that much anymore but what i usually just tell people is that i am cistrans + aro. im usually associated with topics such as godhood, divinity, machines, misanthropy, oddities, complexity & more by + others & my friends. i am a minor, southeast asian + filipino (eng/fil but mostly english), & perisex.
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i have a vast majority of interests & fandoms i like to indulge myself in, that including: roblox myths/hackers/admins, ihnmaims, ultrakill, pressure roblox, jovial playground roblox, danganronpa. zeno remake, yttd, goodbye eri, the boiled one phenomenon, malice@doll, electric dreams, SMG4 (<- my friends forced me to get into it help) and very plenty more! some music artists i like, however, include: the paper chase, devi mccallion, los campesinos!, mindless self indulgence, will wood, heaven pierce her, etc. the genres im typically interested in are psychological content, thrillers, horror, sci-fi, action, crime, drama + rock, jungle, breakcore, indie. my general interests include: fiction, robots & mechanisms, old web, aesthetics, poetry, religious/divine imagery/metaphors, fashion, video essays, anime, etc. i consume media all the time.
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i am not diagnosed yet with any mental disorders & such in particular (due to mental health resources being very much out of my reach) but i have a list of some i suspect i have & have done research of over time. this includes: autism & adhd, maladaptive daydreaming, possibly osdd/p-did? & more. i also share similar traits of cluster B personality disorders, especially BPD & NPD. i suffer with little to no sympathy + fluctuating/low empathy levels. i suffer with paranoia, memory loss, & my mind is plagued with an individuality complex alongside a god complex. also, i have skin picking disorder so that's that, i guess.
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before you interact, ill let you know that i may act somewhat irrational, petulant, & childish at times but i have been attempting to become somewhat more mature... like what i said previously, i suffer with amnesia/memory loss and i could range from forgetting a few words or what to say to forgetting my interests & people. no dni (i'll just block or ignore you if you're weird) but im uncomfortable around selfship doubles of specific f/os! '^^ don't compete with me. UPDATE AS OF: (12/13/2025): im quite inactive on this account now but i dont really mind if doubles interact with me if it's something important or you just want to be nice, lol. i'd just like to clarify that. also, the information on this is quite outdated but i'm not too bothered to "fix" the majority of it, so it's whatever. have a good day.
AND I BEGAN TO HATE.
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