Hierophant Scrawl

[ghostlybirdo]

I want pizza

[ghostlybirdo]

Tens of thousands of years of discovery’s and for what? What is life even worth if it’s so fragile, so small? What am I to the world if not a small cog in an inadequate machine. Remove enough of them and everything stops working. But what does the machine do? Why? What is the point of going on if this is everything.

And what of death. Is there some semblance of an afterlife that lets us continue on making the same mistakes, making the same decisions that had us ending up in the damned inferno along with the rest of the godly sinners burning for eternity thinking we’re better than this, that we deserve more. Or is it nothing that greets us. To continue on until our brains give out and we’re just gone.

I see the comfort of religion, thinking we will somehow continue on after everything, that we matter in some way beyond this world, this plane of existence. But I also see the hate and hurt that those who name sinners can cause and do not wish to continue that cycle.

I hope to see something truly beautiful one day so that I can feel as though I’ve not born for nothing.

[ghostlybirdo]

It really sucks when someone points out the things you hate about yourself.

[ghostlybirdo]

Has anyone ever had a stroke from drinking to much caffeine??

[ghostlybirdo]

I often wonder if those around me enjoy my presence or if I am just the easiest thing to mock.