Why do you have to make me feel this way?
When the world is crushing me down, taking everything I had and breaking me apart,
Why do you act like all of this is my fault and I never tried to prevent it?
You keep blaming me so violently for things that got out of control, for things I did and didn't do,
When all I need is your support and just few words, that everything will be okay again.
You so quickly made me feel so useless, so powerless, and... so alone.
I would have felt better on my own than be next to you and feel like you weren't even there.
Because you never was.
You wasn't there when I needed you the most.
It wasn't your fault, but it hurts all the same.
And all I can do is to sit here and wait...
Big girls like me don't cry, but I guess I am yet to grow up.









