soprano @ghostofcadia - Tumblr Blog

"rip n tear, until it is done."

What does it really feel like to be strong? 🥰

oh thats a very interesting question. thank you for asking such a great question i will be sharing and reblogging it on my main account as well. i can share this as a secret. at first, i felt very arrogant about it. because being physically strong strangely gives a person a sense of selfconfidence. i dont know why it happens, but it does. it lasted for a while. after that i started to see that my power had increased to a truly dangerous level. i was able to do things that really surprised people physically.

and then Kristal and Zeytin were born. in my home. in my hands. do you know how i felt? when i first held those little babies in my hands i didnt know what to do because i didnt want to hurt them at all. i felt a fear i cant describe. i felt as if i could harm them with even the slightest touch.

after experiencing this i started feeling the same thing about other people. people around me usually dont realize my power until they see it and thats dangerous for them. you see tons of people on the street, tons of men. theyre all brave enough to fight. they dont know the strength of the person opposite them and they don't know what they're capable of. im trained and strong enough to actually take someone's life in a difficult situation. both in martial arts and in the use of firearms. thats why i try to be incredibly kind to everyone. i try to calm them down before they realize how dangerous i am. to avoid hurting them. thats why im extremely polite. to both men and women. thats why you can usually see on my blog that i approach people in a loving way. its the same in real life. to avoid making people feel that im dangerous.

yes… we've reached the end of another season finale. i had taken a break around this time in previous years as well. i took a break from social media for a few months. i will do the same again. using social media too much is very difficult for someone like me. there are times in my life when i like to focus on myself and be isolated while spending time with the people i love. therefore i'll do the same thing again.

i will probably be back in late august or september. however, i will continue posting on my side account @dreamimpala just for yapping and some pointless pictures. i love you all.

my cats and i are saying goodbye for a short time. especially Kristal. because she talks too much.

Whats your biggest fear?

myself. what im capable of doing.

Have you watched the Chainsaw Man anime?

yeaaaaaaaaaaaahh i did! i even watched Reze Arc. i can even share a video. the exact same things that happen in this video happened to me recently. :) even the lyrics of this song have never been so meaningful before.

dreamimpala

FUCK YES! i just did 110 KG snatch. IT WAS F my dream. im leaving this note here so i dont forget this blessed day. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

i will leave a true genetic legacy to my future children.

"ima rep that f**** G-R-E-Y five to the nine"

what is your biggest red flag

it takes me a long time to be able to trust someone. its a process that keeps me safe but its difficult for my partners. the person in my life needs to be patient until they bring me to a point where i can trust them. i am eternally loyal to the people i truly trust and no one can deny that. i trust someone once but i trust them for life. someone who betrays my trust and hurts me will face something greater than my loyalty. my hatred. my hatred is stronger than all my other emotions. i learned to succeed by using my hatred. by not forgetting what was done to me in the past. i never forget kindness but i also never forget bad deeds. experiences and things i've seen have taught me a lot but they've also taken a lot from me.

only someone who accepts me can accept me in this way.

Out of all your mutuals who’s the one you’d like to meet in person the most?

1- gordon ramsey 2- akira nakai 3- till lindemann 4- cenk koçak

5- 2018 kanye west (not ye) 6- kobe bryant (rip black mamba boss sadly)

7- mick gordon (who made doom musics) 8- rey mysterio

9- the kid who mysteriously gave me The Elder Scrolls Skyrim on a usb flash drive when i was in middle school and then disappeared.

What’s your type?

im looking for a healer to heal me. a healer who can occasionally pull a health potion out of their bag and give it to me.

How old do you go?

im not hesitant to communicate with anyone as long as they are over 21. i met with many people. some are in their early twenties but have the spirit of their forties and others are in their forties/fifties but have the spirit of their twenties. i enjoy talking to people. time will tell where that conversation will lead.

Happy belated birthday! 🎁🤗🌻

we havent met in person yet but i can feel your support and that you genuinely care about my posts. thank you! even though its late sending it made me so happy ❤️

Happy birthday!!! 🥳🤍

Sending you a big hug, I hope you’re having a great day!! 🎉

we are almost completing a year together. truly… no amount of thanks will be enough. im so glad i met you here and im so happy about it 🤗 thank you also for always supporting me in every way. i hope we will be together for many more years to come. thank you.

Happy Birthday Mr. Soprano! 💚

thank you 🤗

how much can you lift? asking for no particular reason

deadlift: 260 kg

bench: 150 kg

squat: 250 kg

my plan this year is to reach 300 kg in deadlift. it will be an incredible milestone in my life if i succeed.