I Don't Know Who I Am

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#dog #dogsofinstagram #dogs #instadog #dogstagram #doglover #dogoftheday #ilovemydog #doggy #instagramdogs #lovedogs #penny #dayout #dogsofig #doglovers #doglife #mydog #rescuedog #instadogs #cutedog #dogsitting #doggie #doglove #dogslife #lovemydog #happydog #borderterriersofinstagram #dogscorner #androidography #mydogiscutest (at Rock of Gibraltar)

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That's all I want

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#lovemycat #beautifulcat #deafcat #pearl #cats_of_instagram #catoftheday #gibraltar #gibraltarcats #halfbengal #beautifuleyes #magesticcat (at Mid Harbour Estate)

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#supermario #hennights #mydaughterrocks (at O'Reilly's - Irish Pub - Gibraltar)

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#hennight #80s #girlsnightout #lovemtfriends (at O'Reilly's - Irish Pub - Gibraltar)

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#naughtycat #snowshoe #happycats #blackcat #bengalcat #playtime #loki #catsofgibraltar #catlove #catsofinstagram #cutnessoverload #lovemycats #crazycatlady (at Mid Habour)

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#selfie #me #feelingpretty #happy

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#nexttattoo #shouldi #yesorno #ink #gibink #iwantit #mynexttattoo #doigetinked #twominds

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#thedoctor #melodypond #riversong #profesorriversong #timelord #babytimelord (at Cardiff Bay, Wales)

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#gibink #girlswithink #inkedgirl #thistle #blackcattattoo (at Gib Ink Tattoo)

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#Loki #kittycat #cuteness #catagram #1x5 #backpussy #blackcatappreciationday #lovemycat #cute #naughtykitty #catlady (at Mid Harbour Estate)

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#cute #cat #lovemycat #naughtykitty #softkittywarmkitty #blackkitty #blackcats #catsofinstagram #1x5 #catagram #Loki #cuteness #kittycat (at Mid Harbour Estate)

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The loss of hope

As the years have past and I have grown older. I am wise but more scars I bare for the world to see. I shelter my children from the reality of world but my history haunts me . As each day passes my faith in humanity is lost .there is no light any more there's a darkness that grows with the knowledge takes the innocence I once held is gone. No more do I believe in love and hope nor in a higher power . I once had faith in people that there was good in people no matter how badly the had wronged I still had the faith there was good in side some where. I had all ways tried to be good, helpful, loving and always gave the benefit of the doubt . People say these are great traits to have .In my experience it has made me a doormat .My beliefs crushed in to a million pieces .As the lies and deception begin to emerge , clouds of disbelief and uncertainty are rolling in. I am a grown woman with a child in side who longs for normality a family. I believe in fairies and Magic well I believed now the child in side me dyes as the innocence has been broken the hope gone. What is left a women. A broken, twisted, empty and lost shell of a person.

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I am nothing

I am nothingness I don't even register on people's radar I sit hear with tears that burn like acid rain and know I am forgotten unwanted replaceable. I am the thing to late to have got rid of but kept by pity . I am a grown up woman with the fake smile and laugh because the truth is so cold and ugly it would scar you for life. I am nothingness, I am real, I'm the girl with tears on her face.

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Pearl my deaf cat showing who's boss to my eldest #loveit #cat #gibraltar #ilovemycat #crazycatlady #kitten #sleepingcat (at Mid Harbour Estate)

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#gfm15 #loveit #musicfestival (at Victoria Stadium)