Sobbing Because...

Gillian Anderson ruined my life. I come here to cope.

[13-is-myluckynumber]

[gilliandersob]

Some personal stuff I’m just unloading here because...

I’ve realized that I’m just one of those people who only really needs a handful of close friends and everybody else in humanity can remain acquaintances or strangers - either is fine with me. I used to beat myself up over the fact that everyone else (seemingly) had these large friend groups and blah blah blah. And I never, ever did. I was never included in groups, always on the outside. Nothing’s changed, and I suppose it’s just how I am.So Fuck It. I have my boyfriend. I have a couple of friends I talk to on a regular basis, even though I don’t live near ANY of them. Mom is my BEST friend. And that’s pretty much it. It’s all I need. Fuck the rest.

Also, I’m pregnant, and I can’t share it on facebook yet even though the majority of people who would even give a shit already know, and I’m making peace with the fact that so few people would care (See paragraph one). So I’m posting it here. I’m pregnant, it’s a girl, and I’m so damned excited and scared. 

/end

[gillianlesbian]

i love this human

[beyondtherealmofscience7-deacti]

Coffee

Follow up to Run

Whatever they were being told by Billy Miles, she felt as though none of it could be true. Yet with her own eyes, she saw that young man, who laid in bed 24 hours a day, somehow become aware and carry Theresa Nemman into the woods. 

He said it was a voice in his head from another force he couldn’t explain. No one was able to decipher what really happened in the woods. The sheriff, the doctors and their report all felt like one continual addition to the lie the first case report. 

Mulder stood inside the interview room with Dr Werber while she stood on the other side of the glass with Blevins and the smoking man. The room stunk like the Morley’s cigarettes, the most rancid of brands and Blevins’ cologne. 

The men left the observation room and Mulder looked through the glass to hold her gaze. She wondered if he was still thinking of the series of moments they had while on this case. The run, in the rain and exposing herself in his his hotel room while she worried about mosquito bites. It had been a wild ride and they had only worked together a week.

“Scully!” Mulder called to her as she walked down the hallway. 

She turned to him. “Mulder.”

“Where are you going?” he asked. “Billy Miles isn’t done making his testimony.”

Keep reading

[slayerbuffy]

Gillian Anderson 05.04.96

[petitegaynerd]

fullscreen gilmore girls leaves out the added layer that is lane’s reactions to dean and rory talking

[gillianlesbian]

Gillian Anderson being adorable in a blue, puffy jacket.

[gilliandersob]

That Pete’s Dragon remake is just all kinds of wrong.

[slayerbuffy]

Gillian Anderson at Salt Lake Comic Con (March 25, 2016).

[gilliandersob]

[beyondtherealmofscience7-deacti]

She lived in that house until 2015! The portrait video was shot there. In a way I get way it upsets people and none of us post house tours on our blogs for a reason.

I understand people have a reaction.

People also post about David and Tea’s apartment also.

I deleted the reblog, anon. What else do you want me to say?

[therewillcomesoftrain]

I would post a house tour if it were already published with her permission. What is the big deal if it is public?

I am completely confused. Her taste is great…the photos were taken with permission, and no one is profiting. I love her eclectic style and adore a peek into how stars live.

[gilliandersob]

Agreed - I didn’t reblog the photos just...because that’s my choice, but I don’t get the big fucking deal about them. They’re fun to look at, completely public. It’s not like some rabid fan had broken into her house and took the photos. Either reblog them or don’t. It’s not a big fucking deal. 

[beyondtherealmofscience7-deacti]

[gilliandersob]

"I keep myself busy because when I stop, that's when I get in trouble. That's what I've learned. But then sometimes it's important that I force myself to stop, because what am I running from? It could be that I've got huge grief left over from the death of my brother [her younger brother, Aaron, died in 2011 of a brain tumour at the age of just 30], or that something from my childhood is niggling at me, or it could be that because I am 47 and know how challenging it is to get work as you move close to your 50s, that much of my perpetual movement is about the fear of it [work] stopping. Then again, maybe that's just a good business decision on my part. Either way, I need to get at the truth of it." She would like it to be known that the way she sees her success, and the way the public does, are two entirely different things. [x] [x]

[tamitaylors]

[gilliandersob]

Um...I can’t deny that tumblr/yahoo apparently knows so much about my 8 year old self. This is just... Caroline and Logan? TUMBLR HOW DO YOU KNOW THIS WAS MY FIRST EVER SHIP. HOW, DAMN YOU!!!!! (also i hate these fucking ads, please get rid of them....)

[beyondtherealmofscience7-deacti]

“ At different periods of my life, I go through stages where there’s a lot of noise up here,” she says, pointing to her head, which is currently adorned with long blonde hair, a contrast to Scully’s dyed red. “It can be worry or fear or nothing specific, and sometimes it’s incessant and sometimes I’m free of it.” She is apt to drift into therapy-speak - talking about clearing “blocks” to help her become “more fully present” - and this is when she is at her most American. “I go through stages with therapy,” she says. “There are periods of time where I don’t particularly feel like I need it, and then something will happen, or a dynamic will happen, in whatever relationship - work, personal - and I feel like I need to address something to clear it out of the way. And if that is still going on when I’m 60, then it is. If it makes me a happier person, then great.”  (x)

[gilliandersob]

I think I could fill an entire novel with gripes I have about living in my current apartment.