idk

why TF am i still here babe???

[dollylithium]

you know the thoughts are winning when you log back onto tumblr

[joes-coffin]

You know it's getting bad again when you start fantasizing about killing yourself

[killxbunnyyy]

the only difference between me and someone in a psych ward is i'm outside

[professionallyunstable-deactiva]

"I'm getting better!" - i say as i crash out on a random wednesday.

[xvelvetcoffinx]

[rustybird]

forgive me for the wojak but it's like the only format I could think of. curse of 'who the fuck am I?'

[foxlungz]

What I would give to not exist anymore

[nofuckingideawho]

I wonder how much more I have to stay alive until I'm finally free

[slvttyb1tch-deactivated20250715]

SOMEONE FUCKING KILL ME I'M SO FUCKING TIRED OF LIVING PLEASE FUCKING PUT ME OUT OF MY MISERY FUCK

[nofuckingideawho]

"but you survived" it would've been better if I hadn't

[nofuckingideawho]

staying alive is becoming less and less tempting

[reb6669-deactivated20180925]

[bpdohwhatajoy]

None of this would’ve been an issue if I just killed myself at 16

[noodles-07]

"it's all in your head" correct! unfortunately I am also in there

[yearningdiary-deactivated202510]

will I ever receive the same attention that I give?

[bpderanged]

Even on good days if you ask me whether I want to end it all, I'm still gonna say yes. It has become my default mood. My template. My natural state of being. No amount of happiness can fix me.

[dollheartbadparts-deactivated20]

Wow. Just say you don't want me around then.