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Vent account so read at your discretion I am now documenting my recovery journey❤️‍🩹 better knife than a person

[nuttybarzz]

Am i not meant for this life?

[bpdohwhatajoy]

Things I’ve felt like I am:

•monster

•animal

•cryptid

•alien

•robot

•mythical creature

Things I haven’t felt like I am:

•human

[bpdohwhatajoy]

[meanbuddhist]

*turns my attention inwards* mmmmm. no *turns my attention back outwards* oh god

[segamascott]

[rylandgraces]

[the most low energy you have ever seen me] we’re about to go crazy mode

[literaryvein]

L. V., exhumed writings

[bpdohwhatajoy]

At the stage where I’m offended by random people’s advice in regards to chronic illness because they will deadass say shit that of course we know about and have tried like “drink more water!” Janice you’re a fucking genius I’ll get on that right now!!! 💧💧💧💧💧 woah… it’s working…,,, IM CURED!!!!!!!!!

[scrunchieandawig]

[newgodpho]

Obsession (2026)

[aropride]

I... DONT... LIKE... CHANGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [MY TELEKINESIS THROWS EVERYTHING ACROSS THE ROOM] [I SEE MY ITEMS STREWN ABOUT THE ROOM AND GET EVEN MORE UPSET]

[punkedupfaerie]

I wish a BPD simulator existed so people could experience how devastating their words and actions can be to someone whose mind is constantly against them. I wish people could understand the weight of abandonment and rejection. I wish there was a social understanding of how debilitating this illness can be. I wish people were more gentle and understanding of how suicidal ideation can creep into someone’s mind so quickly and convince them that there is only one terrible solution. I wish people understood how lonely it is to feel so misunderstood and out of place with everyone in your life. How sick it is to feel like such an unlovable burden all the time. BPD is such a villain and it is so exhausting to live with and I am so tired of it.

[bpdohwhatajoy]

If you have bpd spare yourself and don’t watch Obsession you’ll thank me later

[bpdohwhatajoy]

I feel frozen in the past. Left behind while everyone experiences the Now.

[aropride]

a few weeks ago i was thinking about how online there's always some discourse cycle or other where people go "everyone does/should/can do XYZ and if you don't you're a bad person / whatever other negative statement" and a disabled person says "i actually can't do that because i'm disabled" and everyone goes "look at this loser! bean soup theory proven again! nobody was thinking about disabled people this obviously isn't about you." which, aside from the fact that, well, yes, the fact that nobody was thinking about disabled people is part of the problem. the thing is is that disabled people also consider ourselves part of "everyone." on account of disabled people are also people, and thus fit into the category that means "every person." and this applies to a lot of other groups as well ofc. i've just been thinking about it recently like. is it really a "bean soup theory" moment or did somebody just (correctly) assume they are a part of "everybody"

[raqhaelia-deactivated20241212]

this changed it all

[battle-for-dyke-island]

this is what healthcare is like as a disabled person