been trying to keep it together since I was 8

Origami Around

ellievsbear

Product Placement
Sweet Seals For You, Always

pixel skylines

@theartofmadeline
we're not kids anymore.
AnasAbdin
Not today Justin
occasionally subtle
sheepfilms
will byers stan first human second
Monterey Bay Aquarium
One Nice Bug Per Day

shark vs the universe
d e v o n

roma★
hello vonnie
almost home
todays bird
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@bpdohwhatajoy
been trying to keep it together since I was 8
The phenomenon
Am i not meant for this life?
Things I’ve felt like I am:
•monster
•animal
•cryptid
•alien
•robot
•mythical creature
Things I haven’t felt like I am:
•human
*turns my attention inwards* mmmmm. no *turns my attention back outwards* oh god
[the most low energy you have ever seen me] we’re about to go crazy mode
L. V., exhumed writings
At the stage where I’m offended by random people’s advice in regards to chronic illness because they will deadass say shit that of course we know about and have tried like “drink more water!” Janice you’re a fucking genius I’ll get on that right now!!! 💧💧💧💧💧 woah… it’s working…,,, IM CURED!!!!!!!!!
Obsession (2026)
I... DONT... LIKE... CHANGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [MY TELEKINESIS THROWS EVERYTHING ACROSS THE ROOM] [I SEE MY ITEMS STREWN ABOUT THE ROOM AND GET EVEN MORE UPSET]
I wish a BPD simulator existed so people could experience how devastating their words and actions can be to someone whose mind is constantly against them. I wish people could understand the weight of abandonment and rejection. I wish there was a social understanding of how debilitating this illness can be. I wish people were more gentle and understanding of how suicidal ideation can creep into someone’s mind so quickly and convince them that there is only one terrible solution. I wish people understood how lonely it is to feel so misunderstood and out of place with everyone in your life. How sick it is to feel like such an unlovable burden all the time. BPD is such a villain and it is so exhausting to live with and I am so tired of it.
If you have bpd spare yourself and don’t watch Obsession you’ll thank me later
I feel frozen in the past. Left behind while everyone experiences the Now.