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blk || F18|| nigerian american #microblogging

[giornozs]

my old memes>>>

[giornozs]

felt like it was time to let go

[giornozs]

i love media

music

art

books

movies

tv

podcasts

videos

short films

[giornozs]

i am a mosaic

i am me but my existence is the world and those who inhabit it

every piece of me was originally a piece of someone or something i encountered in this life

[giornozs]

hiromu arakawa is an AMAZING writer

[giornozs]

it feels like the people in my life want more than what i can give right now and i’m trying to be open and communicate where am at rn and what i’m currently capable of and why but i’m not sure how much i am understood

and i am not neglecting my loved ones

far from it i would say

i just can’t do as much in regards to energy and quality time right now

school is exhausting, work is exhausting, commuting is exhausting, and lately my social interactions have been relatively exhausting as well

i would love to be more present for my loved ones however right now i’m doing all that i can to be present with them while also being present for myself

i have a lot that i’m taking care of and it feels like i’m disappointing the people around me by not doing more but i am just one person and right now i am doing the best that i can

and maybe it’s wrong and unfair for me to feel that some of them don’t understand even after i tried to communicate that

however i am not someone who can control my feelings

i can only control the way i view things and reframe my thinking

so i will try my best to do so

[hellynas]

JAYME LAWSON as PEARLINE SINNERS (2025) dir. Ryan Coogler

[giornozs]

love teaches me patience

and not just romantic love

my relationships with my family and friends shape me into a more patient person

[giornozs]

i’m still learning

[giornozs]

i had the most emotionally exhausting yet clarifying 24 hours

[giornozs]

although i like doing my hair and makeup

i hate the idea of being expected to do it.

being a woman is exhausting and i hate how so much of our society attaches a woman’s worth to their beauty.

it’s always good to take care of yourself and i’m not condemning wanting to alter your appearance to feel more comfortable in your own skin,

however i hate feeling like society deems me as worth less if i’m not always objectively attractive.

i don’t think how society treats people should be tied to their appearance which should literally be the most obvious thing ever but for some reason its not?

and this is literally the same principle behind colorism and texturism

[shymagnolia]

so I got into grad school today with my shitty 2.8 gpa and the moral of the story is reblog those good luck posts for the love of god

[shymagnolia]

okay so i just got my dream job??? a week after applying to it?? and now i’m thinking….maybe this is the good luck post

[flagellant]

…..not even six hours later i got an offer of a well paying full time long-term job with free room and board in queens in nyc, allowing me independence and a way to escape an abusive situation and an unhealthy environment

likes charge reblogs cast, folks, this is the good luck post

[coffee-or-hot-cocoa]

i need all the help i can get for finals

[finnglas]

Hey so

the last time I reblogged this post right before I got a great job, in a permanent work-from-home position, with benefits, retirement, and a salary literally 3x what I was making before, doing something I really like. 

So you know. 

This might be the real one, y’all.

[avhira]

I could use some luck

[giornozs]

god help me

[giornozs]

beauty really is in the eye of the beholder

[giornozs]

also reminding myself that good things take time

[giornozs]

reminding myself that comparison is the thief of joy

[giornozs]

inconvenience is the price of community so i inconvenience myself for those i love and they do the same for me

[giornozs]

i love my friends and family and i hate chemistry