plutø

she/her. lesbian+trans artist

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i’m girlfrompluto

i am a multimedia artist

instagram | soundcloud | spotify | bluesky

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even after the orchi these hedi jeans still too tight. what’s that tell u ab the hellp 😭

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how much dior do i have to buy before i can feel like i have a future again

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haven’t bought enough yet

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being trans is fire bc it lets me be a lesbian that’s really my endgame

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if ur not a lesbian you won’t understand how truly beautiful it is when two pairs of boobs meet. man. that kind of high could get you pulled over for a DUI.

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leaving twitter to get away from terf freaks harassing me so i’m here and bluesky now. hi everyone i’ve never properly used tumblr so i guess now im starting. idk if im using tags right but whatev

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i wna start using tumblr more bc it’s my perception this is a website where i can just post ab how much i like girls forever

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i don’t wanna be around anymore ..

you’re saying you want to die because you’re wearing the suit?

i don’t know ……

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how much dior do i have to buy before i can feel like i have a future again

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i just want a girl who actually loves me for who i am AND for being the hottest girl currently living . not just the second one

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you cant show me bad bitches ill die

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Time to love time to pretend

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a short letter

hi friends ! wanted 2 share a couple thoughts nd ideas with u if thats alright . ive been finding it really hard to connect with people lately , everyone seems so far away . idk if its dissociation from ptsd or just growing apart but it feels like there is a lot of distance between me n a lot of ppl in my life . n idk thats a bit strange . i feel like a stranger in a lot of places where i used 2 feel like an important piece . i suppose thats what happens when u grow , some things make less sense but eventually things will make sense again . most things dont make sense anymore honestly . even typing this i dont really feel real . dissociation has been really hard for me . after getting out of an abusive relationship its been hard to feel how i think things used to feel (and even on tumblr im kind of scared of saying those words out loud, im really afraid of that person even though i dont want to let that fear control me). idk ptsd is really scary . its not like anything ive faced before in my life . people tell me it gets easier and i believe them but a part of me is scared that things just keep making less and less sense . but in another way , every problem you face u have the wisdom and growth of every problem u have faced before at ur back . i used to have an eating disorder but cooking has become a super important part of my life , and i think im really good at it and its been rewarding to share that with my mom and people i love . im the highest weight ive ever been in my entire life and ive for the most part overcome my disorder and eating related trauma . so even if im sad and disconnected from people , at least i am giving my body the fuel it needs to continue living . i haven't spoken about really any of this in public and i guess this kind of secret tumblr acc feels safe for me to be a bit more candid and long form for once . i can't really use twitter in that way anymore , mainly for boundaries and mental health reasons . but yeah i guess a lot of things have been strange lately . idc if nobody rly gets my music anymore . even if it doesnt appear to be , if u see it as jus being like flexing or some shit whatever , it is like a deep expression of a lot of emotions im feeling . n i dont feel the need to explain it 2 anyone i prefer 2 let my art speak for itself . my art is the only place i feel like i can be free and honest and genuine nd create something that is a true expression of myself and that matters more 2 me than anything else . a lot of ppl i kno wld be lost w/o seeing a bunch of numbers . but when u making music for someone else u have already lost , u have chosen to surrender your space to what u are guessing someone else wants . no truly meaningful art can come from a place like that . sharing a little song i made , was produced by maiden who is an incredibly talented and kind soul nd i will link their sc under this u should listen 2 their songs ! im not sure if this song will ever be a part of something larger but since u read my long rambling thing i wanted 2 share one of my favorite songs ive made , in case its never on anything else . thank u for caring about my art and supporting me. often the love i feel from all of you overpowers the discord in my mind. and even if my art is made for myself, seeing that this expression of myself connects with so many people is deeply deeply meaningful to me. im excited and incredibly grateful for the opportunity to connect with as many of you as i can during tour next month. if you see me around before or after the show feel free to say hi, your support means so so much. i love you - meadow (pluto)

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[girlfromplut0]

me and saturnultra have like 30 trillion songs and i wouldnt have it any other way

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many have called me the magician

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personally i dont really resonate very much with reaper anymore and i think the mixtape im making rn is just like superior in most ways . i think its nice that songs like 4mysisters have a special place in peoples hearts though

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i rly love how my voice sounds on this mixtape i sound very girl but not in like the exaggerated way i did on reaper but in a more understated way . makes me happy :)