Freelee the banana girl

You have no idea who the fucking gleepster is you cunts 1187 4t0

[girlofshulam]

do you think that religion has an adverse impact on your life? to be clear I am not telling you to stop being catholic. but I would not be happy with religion, and I was wondering if you are. And if you are not, whether you believe that living how you like now and suffering as a consequence would be worth the freedom

I would be dead if not for God. But I do think about that a lot, if it's worth it, if piousness never satiates desire, to live in the singular pursuit of salvation. My attachment & devotion to my religion is so scrupulous in that I am so careful with it all, yet vain still.. I lie& I drink to drunkenness & I am envious and lustful & last night I did a lot of cocaine and drove Just a little bit, but I cant look lustfully at a woman or masturbate. Biblically every mortal sin is of equal gravity Yet I dont behave accordingly. About 3 weeks ago I threw up a lot of blood & I thought I was dying & prayed that if I would be OK i would stop using & I didn't know it at the time but I lied.the next day I was laced and thought I would die again. The moment I realized what had happened the rosary around my neck snapped & fell to the ground. I think the best Outcome is if He is only disappointed

I am not a convert but in a practical sense I am. I was baptized but my parents aren't practicing. For my entire life really I was an atheist, and not only an a-theist but an anti-theist, aggresively& enthusiastically so. I thought it was so silly to believe in anything so specific without any evidence. I still do which Im ashamed of. But I got to a point where I needed what only faith can provide, and I took a little bit of what I deemed 2 B ignorance so I wouldn't be so hopeless.

I dont know. Even when I was atheistic I felt immense shame for my homosexual inclinations .without the. Threat of damnation I would be dead 2 suicide

[girlofshulam]

We haven’t talked in a long time but sometimes I come on my alt so I can see what you’re up to. I hope you’re better and I hope everything works out for you.

Ive been doing a lot of nothing really. I have met a lot of people and almost every night I go out and a person I like takes me to go party in hotel roomsAnd houses of people I dont like. She has a boyfriend sort.of who is in his 40s but she's like 20 so I cant be grossed out by it and he is in prison but only sometimes (Work Release)and he buys me marlboro lights so I dont mind him. I have a psychiatric appointment @ 4 this afternoon so I should brush my hair for that. Im kind of struggling with a dilemma also ,Transparently Ive been trying to get sober because im kind of ruining my life but the thing is if I devoted any time 2 sobriety I wouldn't have time 4 school & theres only 1 more year! Also I just don't like being sober which is a major element of it all also. But I dont know if I dislike sobriety or dependency more. I hate being bored

OK Hm Also I've gotten really in2 cosmic. Crisp apples. Those are really good. And Leonard Cohen, and Im trying to have a boyfriend again, but I dont know any with any emotional depth.

Do I know you personally? I would probably like to talk to you. I hope everything works out for me also because I am getting awfully close 2 the point where 1 seals their fate. [phone]

[girlofshulam]

get discord PLEASE i need you in my server

Do I even know or like any1 but miles&croquette? I dont think you understand I Love you , What is the appeal of a big group chat with a lot of your fans? Who all is in it?

[girlofshulam]

these two are liars i know my jewish slave is the only real fan of mome

Sure but Im notJewish

[girlofshulam]

people claim to be my biggest fan but i know youre the only real one

Ill followU until U love me PapaPaparazzi

[girlofshulam]

download discord i need you in my server

Im allowed legally again but discord has brought me nothing but strife. Also Why What purpose does a server serve other than a group chat? I dont need2 associate with Ur fans Im.so much better than them......

[girlofshulam]

Hi Reid

Hi Leichen! How are you :-)

[girlofshulam]

how is my jewish sex slave doing

Im not even Jewish

[animefan14]

If we were a Broadway musical number duet What would we B?

cabinet battle #1

[girlofshulam]

HellYeah

[girlofshulam]

Its not furnished I dont really intend 2 furnish it My books R in the closet & when I find the right box I will hang my crucifix & that's about it

[girlofshulam]

I laugh at those two losers in this thread who called me "an average looking hiplet." It's so ridiculous that I'm laughing instead of getting angry. I am a drop-dead gorgeous, fabulous, stylish, exotic gem among thousands of rocks. I'm one of a kind, completely the opposite of average. You're just jealous because I'm better looking than you, and you know it.

[girlofshulam]

PLSPLSPLSPLS CAN WE PLAY THIS TOGETHER SOMETIME

Yes

[girlofshulam]

Happy birthday Reid 🎉🎉I hope you’re doing well

Im well thank you, I hope you are also:)

[girlofshulam]

REID OMG HAPPY BIRTHDAY I LOVE YOU SOSOSO MUCH & UR AWESOME

I love y9u Ur awesome also thankU 1 million

[girlofshulam]

Hi Reid (hi Cole hi Cole) 😁😁 I made vegan pudding. . Not quite fully vegan because I used chocolate chips instead of coco powder because I ran out but it’s the thought that counts. . I think it’s going to turn out way better than my vegan snickerdoodles. . I’m a bit fearful it seems REALLY thick fresh out the pot. . It is coconut milk with chocolate and chia flour. . Although my chia flour was done in a coffee grinder because I lowkey only have seeds. . 🤔🤔 I think I might’ve added too much of it (hence why it’s so thick) so the flavor might be off too 🤔🤔 I am looking for a palatable chia recipe because normal chia pudding is like lowkey kind of awful . . If you have some #lmk. . I might DM you later once it sets up and i try it with my opinion on it okok

HCHC Make an instagram account so I can talk2 U again OK Or just text or call me Did I tell U what I made 4 my birthday? Dark chocolate cake with dark chocolate sea salt ganache inside and pistachio buttercream and raspberries on top & it was so pretty Here let me see if I have photos

I may have posted these here already Idk.. I hate chia When I add it 2 my yogurt bowls I blend it with flax so it doesn't feel like Im eating frog eggs. We R nearly finished moving so I will B able 2 cook soon instead of eating toast or bagels 4 every meal. This was my breakfast 2day and I ate it on the sidewalk because random movers were in our kitchen

I dont have many good photos but Ive been traveling a lot & can go to church soon .If U dont know there was a shooting right outside because its downtown Indy and my mom wouldnt let me go 4 a while.Also I didnt die Im 5 days sober excluding xanax because I got very scared

[girlofshulam]

what episode do u die genuinely lol

I dont know at least 28 hopefully so I can beat all my idols

[girlofshulam]

Hi I'm copulet they nuked me 😁

Hi My friend I was talking about U the other day I was wondering