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⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀❝ how Grotesque do you Like your Lovers ❞

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𓆩 about ♱ me 𓆪

⠀─⠀♱⠀hi! i'm sevin, but you can call me sev! i mainly just reblog stuff, but i'm working towards posting more of my own stuff. nothing special, just ramblings and some occasional art here and there.

⠀─⠀♱⠀i'll probably just talk about music or whatever i'm playing at the moment because i love playing visual novels / otome / amare games!

⠀─⠀♱⠀if i had to name some otome games right off the bat, i really like virche evermore, cinderella phenomenon, and taisho x alice. games i like that fall under the amare category are killer chat, 14 days with you, duality, saint spells, and witch's bound.

⠀─⠀♱⠀outside of vns, i like left4dead2, alice: madness returns, doom, detroit: become human, fire emblem: three houses, and tomodachi life.

⠀─⠀♱⠀feel free to reach out whenever if you'd like to talk! i'm always open to making new friends! ask me for my discord and i'll happily oblige. i will literally do anything to talk to anyone about interests and likes that we have in common!

⠀likes⠀🪽⠀: ⠀music, film, photography, literature, screenwriting, art, sculpture, ice hockey, horror, the grotesque, firearms, physical media, true crime, botany, visual novels, fashion

⠀dislikes⠀🪞⠀:⠀overly rude or sensitive people, excessive moral righteousness, cringe culture, performativity, egotism

#intro post #sev's manuscript

⠀─⠀♱⠀feel free to reach out whenever if you'd like to talk! i'm always open to making new friends! ask me for my discord and i'll happily oblige. i will literally do anything to talk to anyone about interests and likes that we have in common!

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My name is Walter Hartwell White. I live at 308 Negra Arroyo Lane, Albuquerque, New Mexico, 87104. This is my confession. If you're watching this tape, I'm probably dead, murdered by my brother-in-law Hank Schrader. Hank has been building a meth empire for over a year now and using me as his chemist. Shortly after my 50th birthday, Hank came to me with a rather, shocking proposition. He asked that I use my chemistry knowledge to cook methamphetamine, which he would then sell using his connections in the drug world. Connections that he made through his career with the DEA. I was... astounded, I... I always thought that Hank was a very moral man and I was... thrown, confused, but I was also particularly vulnerable at the time, something he knew and took advantage of. I was reeling from a cancer diagnosis that was poised to bankrupt my family. Hank took me on a ride along, and showed me just how much money even a small meth operation could make. And I was weak. I didn't want my family to go into financial ruin so I agreed. Every day, I think back at that moment with regret. I quickly realized that I was in way over my head, and Hank had a partner, a man named Gustavo Fring, a businessman. Hank essentially sold me into servitude to this man, and when I tried to quit, Fring threatened my family. I didn't know where to turn. Eventually, Hank and Fring had a falling out. From what I can gather, Hank was always pushing for a greater share of the business, to which Fring flatly refused to give him, and things escalated. Fring was able to arrange, uh I guess I guess you call it a "hit" on my brother-in-law, and failed, but Hank was seriously injured, and I wound up paying his medical bills which amounted to a little over $177,000. Upon recovery, Hank was bent on revenge, working with a man named Hector Salamanca, he plotted to kill Fring, and did so. In fact, the bomb that he used was built by me, and he gave me no option in it. I have often contemplated suicide, but I'm a coward. I wanted to go to the police, but I was frightened. Hank had risen in the ranks to become the head of the Albuquerque DEA, and about that time, to keep me in line, he took my children from me. For 3 months he kept them. My wife, who up until that point, had no idea of my criminal activities, was horrified to learn what I had done, why Hank had taken our children. We were scared. I was in Hell, I hated myself for what I had brought upon my family. Recently, I tried once again to quit, to end this nightmare, and in response, he gave me this. I can't take this anymore. I live in fear every day that Hank will kill me, or worse, hurt my family. I... All I could think to do was to make this video and message in hope that the world will finally see this man, for what he really is.

holy shit walter youre alive??????? we all miss you man like man where else are we supposed to get your top tier premium meth nd viagra missed you hope to see you soon

blep sometimes i wonder and wonder and wonder and wonder some more

maybe if you let me be your looveerrrr something something idrc

I laughed, but nothing changed. Inside, everything remains the same, that same feeling of emptiness. It’s funny how we try to distract ourselves.

new phone who dis

virche evermore is the gift that keeps giving, and that gift is depression and suicidal ideation.

i'm currently on sciens route, and he's such a bitch (affectionate). like what do you mean ceres is just your maid now, you're like pushing 100 and can't clean up after yourself lol. he is so lucky he's pretty, otherwise i would beat the shit out of him (i wouldn't).

i'm kind of dreading doing lucas's route because i'm just not a big fan of him...he gives me the heebeegeebees (what a word). also, his face pisses me off, sorry. i'm also not a fan of the whole teacher-student thing, which is hypocritical, cus i'm eating up adolphe, but...don't care!

ugh, and i love mathis so much. both of his despair endings genuinely made me bawl my eyes out like a little baby because that's literally my baby right there. fuck camille, stupid ass whore. every time i see him in sciens route i genuinely want to beat the shit out of him (i would). petting mathis's head and writing novels with him right now in my bed cus he deserves it after everything.

i think i'm going to genuinely have to torture myself to get to yves and le salut, though. it's okay, anything for the cuties.

i think the characters and routes i'm most invested in are, honestly, adolphe, mathis, and yves, in that order. i've lurked through a shit-ton of posts about virche, and apparently, the general consensus is that adolphe and mathis are like the least popular routes/lis? which is crazy cus i love them the most. it's ok though, more for me.

anyway, that's enough rambling. here's my current ranking so far for how much i like each character:

adolphe > mathis > yves > ankou > scien > lucas

#adolphe...#adolphe... *starts drooling*#yummy im gonna eat him #virche evermore #shuuen no virche #virche spoilers #rambles