🪽Beachyways

me & my 💭…

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Can I please go out and hang around w my friends one night without being harassed and genuinely be afraid for my life

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I’m sooooo drunk rn 😭😂😂😂😂

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I almost got r 0/10 won’t wish on anyone 😅😅

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I’m sooooo drunk rn 😭😂😂😂😂

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I would hate is if everything until now is fake and I’m literally js going insane

That’s like my biggest fear

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I feel like weird idk I feel like I’m not myself

I’m scared

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Ok so I js didn’t drink enough WATA

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I feel like weird idk I feel like I’m not myself

I’m scared

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I feel so ugly & huge and disgusting when I’m with my gorgeous gorgeous friends

I feel so stupid for feeling anything but happy when I’m with them

Why am I like this

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Also I vented ab my sister to my really really good friend and Iike this big heavy rock shifted she’s so good at listening and observing I js felt so ok telling her that I felt like such an outsider freak but with her I feel so at free and at ease

Ik she feels the exact same but i really hope she feels the same as me when she’s with me

It was nice cause she felt the same ab her sister which is weird cause she actually had pic with her sister hugging and all which I can not do with mine but that ok

I remember when I first really like deeply thought about it I was actually weirded out but that’s fine IM FINEEEEE IM SO HAPPY I GOT TO TALK TO HER RAHHH

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I’m always so tired

I love this feeling

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When someone is so beautiful I have to close the app

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Yk i have this slight hope that when I spam shit post on here I’ll get couple of like yk cause I’m so relatable miserable bitch but yea I think I’m js too weird aha



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Ok so I’m done shitting what the fuck

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What is this feeling when you think everyone hate you like everywhere you go ?

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I js wish I was beautiful

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Also I was out the other night & was waiting for the bus & I kid you not I think like 15 cars js yelled at me to come over to their cars one js got out of his car and I was literally running away from him and he js kept going like what the hell is wrong with man like

And also the bus driver did not stop so I had to wait for the other bus so more cars js stopped like I don’t think one person was being nice

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It’s not fun being on my phone anymore I feel so empty

I deactivated my art acc I can’t be there I feel like two faced bitch over there